"Listen Jenn I'll be right back Im going to go and talk to my brother", Joel gave Jenn a kiss and she went into their room.
"Benj?", Joel knocked on the door.
"Come in Joel", he heard his brothers voice. Joel slowly entered his brothers room and walked over to the bed where he was sitting.
"Hey", Joel looked at his brother who was just sitting on the bed indian style staring into space.
"Yeah Joel?", Benji questioned.
"Listen, Im really sorry about the way I acted when you told me about your feelings for Jina i shouldn't have just walked out, and Im going to say keep those feelings I have a girl and I want you to have Jina", Joel stated.
"Well Joel she doesn't want me", Benji stated fiddling with his fingers.
"What do you mean?", Joel asked getting tense.
"I slept with her Im sooo sorry Joel I wanted to tell you but it happend early this morning.. and she said soemthing about some song that came on being a sign that we weren't ment to be and that she loves you and she didn't like me like that", he confessed.
~*~
Jenn walked into the room and shut the door behind her. She waved her long locks behind her ears and walked over to the bed. She sat down on the bed. Curiously she took off the ring that was on her finger she turned it over and on the band it read... Joel N Jina 'God Only Knows' 3*11. Jenn's mouth dropped to the floor. She knew Joel would be just a phase and heck he'd be gone within a month of the marrage but it was alright.
"You slept with her, you f*cking slept with Jina?", Joels eyes became teary. Benji hadn't seen his brothers eyes tear up since they were about 5 years old and Benji pushed Joel off of his bike because he was jelous of him because he couldn't ride. But there was those times when he heard Joel cry himself to sleep for a few months after their dad left. I think they all did after that incident.
"Joel Im soo sorry you have no idea, I was", Benji reached his hand towards his brother and Joel pulled away. A tear fell from his eyes and he got up from the bed and ran out of the room. Joel entered his room with tears rolling down his eyes. "Crying crying is for babies", he thought to himself. He whiped the tears away and walked over to the dresser. The ring he had given Jenn was laying on a white envelope. Joel moved the ring aside and opened the envelope that had his name written on it.
Dear Joel,
I know you love Jina and Im not upset about it because I never really loved you the way you probualy love her. You've known Jina your whole life almost and ive known you for a total of about 4 months. We dont belong together and plus I was going to break it off with you anyways I mean you didnt' think a groupie would stay in your life forever. Bye Joel
-Jenn
Joel sighed as he clenched the note tightly in his hands.
~*~
"Hey Jina", Billy sat down on the bed and put his hand on her back. She was laying face down on the bed. Jina rolled over and looked at Billy. Her eyes were red and puffy.
"Jee whats wrong? I hate seeing you like this", Billy stated putting his arm around her as she sat up.
"I.....I......I....sllllleeeeppppppttt.... w...i....t....h.... B....e....".
"BENJI?", Billy's reaction scared her and she moved away from him and looked down.
"But I couldn't go through with it because the Beach Boys song 'God Only Knows' came on and I freaked out because thats the song that Joel and I first did it with and i think it's a sign saying I shouldn't be with Benj I belong with Joel I know it Billy", she stated.
"I think you do too, but Joel is getting married", he reminded her.
"I know and thats the hardest part. I think I just want to go home", Jina responded Billy agreed.
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They all had to drag Paul to leave becausue of the 4 "lovley" ladies he had met. The trip home was even more aqward as breakfist. Joel didn't say anything about Jenn he told them that she had to go back to Cali. Benji sat in the front while Billy and Jina sat together and Joel placed himself alone in the back.