Fuckin go!
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: FuCK!!!
Topic: So what!
How many times do I have to say
To get away-get gone
Flip your shit past another lass'
Humble dwelling
You got your game, made your shot, and you got away
With a lot, but I’m not turned-on
So put away that meat you’re selling


Cuz I do know what’s good for me-
And I’ve done what I could for you
But you’re not benefiting, and yet I’m sitting
Singing again, sing, sing again
How can I deal with this, if he won’t get with this
Am I gonna heal from this; he won’t admit to it
Nothing to figure out; I gotta get him out
It’s time the truth goes out that he don’t give a
Shit about me


How many times can it escalate
Till it elevates to a place I can’t breathe?
And I must decide, if you must deride
That I’m much obliged to up and go
I’ll idealize, and realize that it’s no
Sacrifice, because the price is paid, and
There’s nothing left to grieve
Fuckin go-
Cuz I've done what I could for you, and I do know what’s
Good for me and I’m not benefiting, instead
I’m sitting singing again, singing again, singing again,
Sing, sing, sing again
How can I deal with this, if he won’t get with this
M'I gonna heal from this; he won’t admit to it
Nothing to figure out; I gotta get him out
It’s time the truth goes out that he don’t give a
Shit about me

My big secret keepin' you comming..
Mood:  on fire
Now Playing: Slow Like Honey
You moved like honey in my dream last night Yeah, some old fires were burning You came near to me and you endeared to me But you couldn't quite discern me Does that scare you? I'll let you run away But your heart will not oblige you You'll remember me like a melody Yeah, I'll haunt the world inside you And my big secret - Gonna win you over Slow like honey, heavy with mood I'll let you see me, I'll covet your regard I'll invade your demeanor And you'll yield to me like a scent in the breeze And you'll wonder what it is about me It's my big secret - Keeping you coming Slow like honey, heavy with mood Though dreams can be deceiving Like faces are to hearts They serve for sweet relieving When fantasy and reality lie too far apart So I stretch myself across, like a bridge And I pull you to the edge And stand there waiting Trying to attain The end to satisfy the story Shall I release you? Must I release you? As I rise to meet my glory But my big secret Gonna hover over your life Gonna keep you reaching When I'm gone like yesterday When I'm high like heaven When I'm strong like music 'Cuz I'm slow like honey, and Heavy with mood

Such the stupid bitch......
Mood:  incredulous
Now Playing: Criminal-Fiona Apple
Topic: Today.
So I hear that bitch is a stipid bitch! Fuck his or that bitch, she never made any fucking sense THAT bitch. Such the STUPID bitch, can't figure
out right from wrong pick up the pen, distinguish what was the beat in that song...
I tell that bitch to wake up and think,
to look at the stars above and make that wish
to be the sharper-quicker bitch.
Hurts to be this bitch always training myself
not to care, for that magical stare,the slight
brush of a golden hair...
STUPID bitch fell for that turned insane---
and now a stupid bitch, please wake up
make a move.Don't be a stupid bitch.....

This is Love, My Love!!
Mood:  amorous
Now Playing: Fast As you can- Fiona Apple
Topic: Today.
~~I know that I am in Love, more love than I will ever know of recognize in my life,love...I know that my immaturities will strain this love, and so will my insecurities...I also know that this is the greatest love, and the for the rest of my life LOVE!!!
Know this love take it love, so that you know love I love you for all the full moons ,and starry nights shared by our elements in this lifetime -love.
So here I go... love.... back in this thing called love. I love, my love.This is LOVE, my LOVE!!
MUUAAH

Fuck this!!!!
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Deftones- Passenger
Topic: So what!
Today I will write, I am pissed and this all needs to be said.....
~~~Close your eyes, I will have any and all answers to what you've been waiting for..
ready,set,go! Oh, what you're dizzy from all the confusion and chaos---thought that was your goal, sometimes I wish my mind was here, to demonstrate what should be said, read, and felt just as a whole. To feel whole, to dig the fuck out of this here HOLE!!!!!Solutions, there are none...
Well in that case I will begin my everlasting search for some, hope this somehow becomes worthwhile and fun~~~~~

Life...
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Aerials-System of the Down
Topic: Today.
So I know that I've really been meaning to make this more of a diary-like blog...and I will probably write some stuff on here. I know that there's a logical reason why I used to tape up and chuck all my diaries, and journals after I was finished with the last page. I mean almost like trying to have any memory of what the thought process was like at that age, and time. Weird....
Anywho, I will definetely get more creative with this, afterall what else do I have but to get innovative with all the crazy shit going on in my mind.----bluh.I'm bored now.

I love Interpol, I think
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Interpol- P.D.A
Topic: Today.
Whoa, I find myself playing Interpol more and more these days , they're currently touring with The Cure---ahhhhh, The Cure.....(drool). Jason says he's gonna have to bring his own noose--I wish he could identify with my music more, jerk-ass! Just kidding I love him, remind me to write more about that guy.....lates.

Time for something new....
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Interpol- Stella was a Diver
Topic: So what!
Hi all! so I've decided that it was time for a change, and make this one mine, so if you stummbled by leave me your story, and how the fuck you got here in the first place, I'm a aspiring writer...so feel free to tell me whats on your mind--Hunny--