I wake up every morning with dread,

It's all I can do to get out of bed,

You should be here waiting to be fed,

All I have is loneliness instead.

I wish you were here with me,

That's the way it was suppose to be,

I should be hugging and kissing

You every single day,

But that didn't happen;

You couldn't stay.

I just don't understand

Why you were born still,

I suppose if I live to 100,

I just never will,

I long for you so much

That my heart is breaking,

Some days it hurts so bad,

That my head won't stop aching.

I Miss your chubby cheeks,

And your beautiful face,

And in my heart you will forever

Hold a very special place,

I Love you with all my heart,

My sweet little Nicole,

I'm so sorry we're apart.

I would've done anything

To keep you here,

You not know,

That is my biggest fear,

I hope you know

I love you so very much,

And I would give anything

To feel your sweet baby touch.

But for now I know

You're my Angel up above,

And you are sending down

So much Love,

Until I come up to Heaven

To be with you,

Please know that Mommy

Loves you so much too!

Lisa Deck

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October 3, 2002

Nicole Ann was stillborn

February 3, 2002

Our Litte Angel ~ Nicole Ann Garretson

February 3, 2002
Forever Loved ~ Forever Missed