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See that girl up on my wall And what her picture means to me It means more to me than what it mean to others .

The way her eyes stare at me, and seem to follow where I go
When I stare back at her this is what I see .

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I see the girl up on my wall, who could give me what I want
And I want it all, I see the girl of my dreams, and when she comes to visit me I don't want her to leave .

When I lay down at night I hear her voice inside my head, and I wonder what it's like to feel her touch against mine .

I like to look into her eyes, and bring her picture to life with the way she makes me feel it couldn't be more real

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Some say she's imaginary I wish that I could make them see That she's real to me. They tell me I'm crazy and that I need to find a girl.

(Chorus)

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Now that I have found that girl I took this poster off my wall and she gives me what I want She is the girl of my dreams and when she comes to visit me She never really leaves.

Another day has passed me by and i still dont know who i am. All this time pulled away from me. Got to get rid of this, can't be seen with this. I'm shaking, beggin for more.

I can't feel you anymore I can't deal with this anymore All this pain inside of me I can't hear you anymore I can't come near this anymore All these tradgedies

lies, I tell myself lies. All this fucking pain. seems right, but im all gone. When all is lost, i pretend everythings ok. Im scared, i see my life fading away.

I can't feel you anymore I can't deal with this anymore All this pain inside of me I can't hear you anymore I can't come near this anymore All these tradgedies

If i could have one more try, it would make everything go away. If i could have one last release, i would fly away.

I can't get rid of this keep it away from me I see the truth in me I can't beleive this nothing but a needle in my hand I want more and more.

I can't get rid of this keep it away from me I see the truth in me I can't beleive this nothing but a needle in my hand I want more and more.

I can’t rid this feeling inside Its a part of me driven insane Taken over my soul My thoughts are no longer mine What do I do, where do I go To escape my mind It follows me where ever I go Hunting me down where ever I hide

The darkness of every corner Seems like another unwinding path Where the light never shines And you’re no longer free Which way do I go, how far can I see I wanna find where this path leads I wanna know where it’s taking me

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If I could find the answers To the questions in my soul I would find the direction To make myself a whole I feel as though I’m incomplete Like a road without an end I could drive for miles and miles But I need to gain control
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What is freedom? If you can’t escape your mind Your own thoughts consume you Like a poison eating at your life You can’t make them go away You just can’t seem to make them right So what is freedom? Without control of your life

Repeat chorus after breakdown



do ya think you could say hi maybe you'll remember me when I'm dead how many times will it come to this? Caught in another lie maybe you need to be reminded that you make me sick.

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I, fear you coming near can't risk the pain and I wish, to see you cry, cuz your life is one big lie

there ya go again sure is dark in here how do ya live like this? keep away from me i don't want your knife in my ba.hack and then you don't know what to say.

You dont comprehend, all the pain that confines me in a world full of hatrid, asking for help turn your back, bitch as the room starts to spin, i fall to my knees begging you please.

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shatter away from me shatter away from me shatter away from me shatter away from me!

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