hOw wiLL i kNow?

Talk to me or i will never know
What's in your mind, what's inside you
Are you talking to me, how will i know?
You made me wonder, cuz i really don't know.

Wondering of how it feels to be with you,
I stopped the thought for all i know,
Being in dreamland with you...
Is shadowy cuz you never told so.

One time you seem like being close,
I turn upside down for the feeling in spree,
Wishing i had magic, then i will know,
That deep inside it's just me and you.

You hold a special place in my heart,
I can't hide it, Neither can fight it,
Watching and waiting for you,
To reach and say you love me true.
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My Destiny, Goodbye...

One day you came and talked to me
Knowing each other is just so easy
Laughter’s and sweet talks we've shared
Precious moments and feelings my friend,
Those times I wouldn't wish to end..

You told me once I am your destiny
Inside I was flattered and happy
I felt butterflies in my stomach suddenly
Because deep with in my heart, friend
I have learn to love you dearly...

But seems now things went the other way
For it's been a very long, long while
That I’m longing even just your simple Hi
Till only then and hoping but realize
Maybe I have to open my eyes

Holding on to your promise not to forget
Every now and then I remember you
Praying to Him I will see you through
In my dreams wishing you'll come true
Anticipating, but where are you?

I have shed so many tears thinking
Asking the night sky will you ever know?
That I have loved you then and so
I guess this is just how it will go
My destiny, my friend... goodbye to you.
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iN yOuR eYeS

What is it in your eyes?
At first stare, You're a stranger
As you pass by, My heart giggle
Gimme a look and all my nerves sniggle,
Until then you're my dreamlover

Eyes of star that sparkle
Eyes of smile and laughter
That from within your stare
I always do startle
And my heart pounds faster!

I might be unfairly scared.....
Yes! if at someone you stare
Geee.. what is this feeling?
I know this should stop
Before my heart will drop!

You are so irrisistible
Such as so untouchable
Eyes of warmth and subtle
Feelings in my pocket endanger
For in your eyes i am bedazzle
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cHanCes...

There are times when i looked the stars,
That i could see you thru that far...
I did imagine your cute face,
But chances are beyond my gaze...

I wonder why couldn't it be?
That chances are so far to see...
Whenever there is somebody,
Who's longing for your company...

I never felt like this before,
But to you, one thing is for sure...
I just wanna get you closer,
If chances are made no loser...

oh mY!...chances, chances, chances,
Don't go into my wilderness...
Cuz if God will just give me your Caress,
I'll promise to keep it with Tenderness...
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Feeling So Blue...

Would you like to know..
How much i care for you?
Would you like to see
What my heart aims to be?

I bet you don't co'z you won't!
You simply shrug co'z you're never bug
You ignore me, like you always be
But can you see what's with in me?

You never know how much you mean to me
Like you even care if something happens to me?
But still I do love You..
Right here, right now..though feeling so blue...
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Like Bubbles in the Water

As i can see bubbles could be
Forming shapes and chasing each other
In a clear glass full of water...
One by one gracefully show up,
Some vanish as others popped up!

Likewise of a man's life,
Make the most of it to blend
Once started then came an end....
In human existense,one after the other
Vanished like bubbles in the water...
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Just A Question

You always imply i'm wrong
Haven't i've done something right?
You say things so impossible but i try to understand...
I don't know where to.. or do i have to..just to please you.

I ignore my own self, doing what you wanted me to do.
Always thingking that you did it cuz u love me so.
I'm scared to loose you yes but,
Till when can i tolerate you?

Sometimes i told my self to let you go,
but my heart shouts never ever do so!
What can i do?I became torn if ur gone
But sometimes i'm thingking
its better if there's none!

Maybe i was just a paranoid?
Scared to be alone, scared to let you go..
Prompting to a hard but just a question,
Maybe i should have asked.IS THIS GOODBYE?
Please let me know...
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Letting Go...

I know i can't please everybody
Sorting out things as i wanted them to be
Even begging You to stay with me...
Tears falling, seeing you go
But deep inside me telling You not to...

Just like a bird who needs to fly
In a brlliant cage,I will let you go
Though it's not so easy ...
But someday if i will be lucky
You will come back maybe....
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Help Me If You Can!

Ya know.. i am lonely
But no one can see
They think i'm in glee
But the truth is...
Deep inside me i am very gloomy

Can anyone help me?
Escape on my being grumpy?
Is there someone in thee...
Please get me out of this being so moody..

Yes i am so bored
Longing for an arms to hold
Got nobody....yes anybody?
I need someone to save me..

I'm trying to survive my self
I'm trying to stand alone..
It's hard and i bet i can't...
So Help me if u can!
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Rain....

Somehow it's a cold drizzled water,
Or a big droplets with thunder;
Heavily flows in a stormy weather,
Rain drops sometimes is easy,
To those hearts full of weary...

Warm and teary in the eyes so pretty,
Like a pearl that so clear;
Hence with in is full of fear,
So with mixed emotions and anger;
That no one could mend but a real lover...
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