Just a few tiny words on the subject of the laws of it all...
i must say that i disagree Sir with the evolution of this life,
the way it is taught, written, spoken of and about in the passing conversation over cinnamon raisin bagels and
Colombian coffee...you must understand that from my point of view the life that we know is the life that always
was and will continue to be..with or without our petty beliefs..nature laughs hysterically at us for our
ignornace,,,total dedication to a truth we know nothing of..the human memory and mind deletes the unpleasant
and folds and creates its own reality to sleep better at night...
i must say then Sir, your petty views, argumentative ways was not that of one brother monkey carrying on his
ways until the life cycle changed and evolution of his worn torn soul caused him to look for more outside of this
weary endlessness....we exist to exist to be what others have been and continue to be the cycle of nothing that
eats away at us and forces us to create dreams and pleasures of fantasies of heaven and hell to give us some
sense of hope or eternal destiny to put these lives into perspective,,,....there is nothing i disgust more than <
someone claiming to be an educated man...one of the enlightenment...enlightenment of what??...the
meaninglessness of our soul your soul any soul....we value things that cant be held on to...felt, or loved correctly
or expressed in words to the fullest of its meaning to the Eternal....we must except our failure., have peace with
our place, take credit for nothing and move on as we have been for all that has been,...since there has been
something for us to attempt to hold on to....we existed before as we do now..with nothing to guide us but our
imagination and curiosity....which proved to be our downfall....give me this ...give me this, weird abstract life i am<
living without its contacts and attachments....!!!...i am weary of this existence...this lie covered by and more
tasteful raisin filled lie that is rests on yet another lie....we know not what is and what should be because we have
made too many stories for ourselves to many religions, cultures, diversity..when we all ran the same route, played
the same game since eternity...we changed it though because we grew ill of domesticity, all the qualities that make
us superior to others....creatures that have been practicing the same rituals and behaviors since they could and we
are better that them!!..i ask you then Sir why?...because we have a variety about us that will be not only the fall
of us but the fall of the world and the order of things?....we change and rearrange everything about us that we
believe the Eternal forgot to include in our care package when he set us down for our journey....we were tired of
being equals to the others, compared to the monkeys from which now we claim we came...we could no longer
repeat ourselves...treat ourselves like one of them....we were different we believed, in our actions thoughts and
curiosity, which ultimately killed the cat, that is us.....we have destroyed the nature of things the order the Eternal
gave to us and thus Sir destroyed ourselves....i then ask you Sir....if you are here and exist why ???..why not as a
monkey?...why not as an ape???...why not as an rat??....why not as a dog??....or any of the other animals we
degrade....because Sir, you are who you have been for centuries and centuries the same barbarian from the Scot
mountains sits here with me today...you are him you will continue to be in just in a different time with different
behaviors that you think are approipate for that time.....but you are still the same, still apart of the same Eternal
that you were apart of before...not a Jew or Hindu or Christian, just a barbarian from the Scot
mountains....kissing the wind of the willows when you heard the change in the rumble of the mountains...rubbing
the calf that gives you life as you FEEL it running that life through...you hear the change coming..the breeze
speeds...the trees sound a little different at night....birds sing a different song and somewhere it is happening...We
are determining our fate instead of it determining us....and we have made the change and breaking..away from the
Eternal....That was the beginning of our cycle to the end....we will not only go ourselves but take innocent others
with us....our monkey background, our curiosity, our love for the extreme and extraordinary, our kisses in the
wind, wild songs and dreams of gods watching and taking note of us...all will disappear when we do because
there is no substance to our fact besides our imagination and its limitations....sleep on this dear Sir and i ask
tomorrow awake and look around..it is all what has always been here the it has always been with you and me
living wildly in the Scot mountains and highlands...listening to the whistling willows tell us of the change
coming....night dear Sir..sleep well...
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