This poem is one of my favs....let me know what you think about it.....*S*
..the sound of gentle rain drops fills the air..
as the glow from a soft porch lamp lights the way for night animals to
find their meals....
to much of the night is easy going...to much of it is
pure..and the animals know this..it is the time for them..
it is their time without us..us to invade and make judgments of their
actions and movements into “our realm”....
we seek no consciousness in the night..only sleep and small delights..
our mistake is belittling what we do not understand.,,.and not answering the
question of why we do not understand it....
we let that lamp light fill us with security when there is none,.,,,
none from him...none from what his plans are for us
and he comes to us in the night...and he makes us false promises of a new world
where we can control and build and roam as free as the wind..,.,
and we agree to this death deal,,. and we take it in our hearts
everyday and every night of our lives...
we are his toys his ..small pride..his petty imbecile children....
not the children of a higher God..we could not keep with his
bargains.,.his toys were not fast enough or pretty enough for us...
as so ...
on this gentle night we get a wake up call....
from our Father....
he send his angels from Hell and they ascend on us,...
they rape our dreams....they murder our fantasies and
we awaken to the destruction of the only world we have ever known...
the fire in his eyes glows like the fire from a million volcanoes and suns...
all beaming into us at once,....
the waves...light blue waves of his hair..call us and tells us
“Children it is time to go home..” as we scream and run for any cover
but there is none..only him there...his fire eyes..his water hair...
his snow skin...and he says...”You have promised yourself to me...in
return for your years of toying with knowledge..the same knowledge
that lead you to me...and away from HIM....”
SO now my dears...home is HELL..and HELL will be on Earth forever more...
all creatures from every Universe and Realm that given themselves to me,.
like you, will make Earth their new home....
As we stare into his eyes...we see his smile...the smile of an angel...the
smile of a Savior...and we collapse..we have killed ourselves...we know this to be
the end...the only End to a story like this one...
He leans down and kisses our lips, and says that we are what he made us to be...
helped us to be..against our FATHER...we are his Hell Angels...his Hell girls and boys..
and we are to live with him forever...looking into those eyes of fire and hair of blue,....
touching his cold snow white skin...that looks mirror like..like the far away image of mountains and the clouds covering
them..there he is..there he is..to call us to our
promise and make us know that we..are less than what we make the animals to be...
we are less than our ignorance of the night..the night that we shall live in for the rest of our days......we are less than Him ...even
HIm.,..the one we thought we were above....but still connected with.....and now we are Him....his children...his new toy
There is only wonder and amazement....wonder of How such could happen on this beautiful Christmas Eve night..how could we
go on HIS day?....how could we be touched?....
and it still remains that he is there...taking us away..taking us to the HELL on Earth...our soul leaving us...bodies
collapsing...minds numbing.....
He continues to smile..as we leave our earthly homes and become apart of him....
sucked into his mouth..his eyes..his hair and his skin..we go into him...
and we come out...apart of a new reality.....his reality.....
As she gives her child a final goodbye..she enters into his SOUL and screams a terrible
scream before she departs..her soul the weakest of them all...and she...becomes our mother....and his wife....
a tear drop forms on her cheek but can not make it away....
it is frozen onto her..as her dark brown skin becomes red....
her tear drop becomes white....
she looks at us with sadness and says, “I have seen him...in his form..and he is the only way now..we can not fight..i can not fight
for you...i have tried and failed in his soul..and now I am your mother...I am your Virgin.,..come into my heart..the purest of
them all here..and in me...in me...try and find your home...try and find your peace..all in me that is left,,children..”
Roaming in and out of her soul...in and out of her heart,...she gives all she has to all that enter..before her soul is all but
perished.....
We send prayers for our mother....kiss her tear...kiss her goodbye ...for she is weak
..he lets out a loud roaring laughter....and smiles yet again...as he raises his hand in the air..and our wings come out....
our heads bow...he sings to us..then opens his chest with his finger nail...
and lets out pieces of his soul..and they fall into us...
we cry out in pain...in anguish....saying, “he is the one...he is the one..he is the one..who made us ..helped us to know knowledge
that lead us into him”
My last tear drop hits the ground as I look around me to see the world changed...
Fire filling the land...demons...circling children’s bodies..and I am alone...I am with others..i see them hear them feel them.....but
I am alone....
His eyes....let out fire ...that continued to kill the earth....mother Earth roared and opened..split down the middle...and separated Hell...
With the separation of Hell, came the separation of us..we were separated
from soldiers in hell’s army to..demon workers....
With one final smile...he turned to me and said..”Girl, this is the destiny that your humanity has set you into...you do not control
your destiny..instead humanity does and now I do....remember that there is sky beneath the water and water beneath the sky..
remember that the glow you see in my eyes only exists because of you...remember that Heaven is two heart beats away, heart
beats you can no longer have because you are bodiless....remember that...your search from knowledge lead you to me...”
and with this..there was my link...my link to Hell forever...
turning away I could almost see..the soft glow from the porch lamp and hear the sound of rain hitting the ground...
The rain, mixed with his laughter...the fire in his eyes and the water in his hair....