The portal is a doorway
It leads you home...
It leads you home...
Step inside
Welcome home
Enter into a world where you will lose yourself
Emotions will forge their way into your brain
You will taste all that is evil here
You cannot find your way back
You are here for good
You are mine
You have just entered into a world
Where reality will rip itself away from your mind
And pitch itself into the abyss
Friends and farmilliar faces you will see here
They will laugh at you
And all of your shortcomings
Try to escape if you can
Which doorway leads you back?
Which doorway leads you to hell?
If you last long enough to see the way home
You will be too broken to touch it
You will be too broken to leave
The portal was here all along
Your ignorance forbade you to see
But now you are here
Inside the inside, lost and trapped
This is home
Welcome home
Here we are
Alone at last
All bitter thoughts
Are in the past
Carress my cheek
touch my face
Ill let you in
Theres lots of space
Forget the world
That spins around
Drop all your thoughts
To the ground
Make a move
It'll be Ok
Forget tomorrow
Im here today
You need to see
On your own
That in this world
Your not alone
Ill show you love
You'll understand
Dont be so distant
Just hold my hand
With fears behind
We'll face the light
We'll see tomorrow
We'll win this fight
A better world
Is on the rise
Do not lose hope
Don't close your eyes...
IF I HAD JUST ONE WISH
IF I HAD ONE DEMAND
I WOULD TAKE THIS LIFE
AND HOLD IT IN MY HANDS
ID TELL YOU EVERYTHING
IS GONNA BE ALRIGHT
ID GIVE YOU ANYTHING
I WOULD BE BY YOUR SIDE
Behold my face upon a plate
Complements of years of hate
The mental scars that wounded me
Have helped me build immunity
I can't be still; I can't break loose
That doesn't seem to bother you
All that's good beyond my grasp
I only see the empty half
I look at you, you look away
How did I become your prey?
If I try to hold it in
The pressure will not let me win
And now I know not what to do
That doesn't seem to bother you
For if I jest, you turn and laugh
I only see the empty half
Away from fears I turn and run
Surely I could use a gun
I try to put it on a shelf
But I cannot control myself
The tears reflect the pain inside
If only I could run and hide
The cup before my face is passed
I only see the empty half
I see her again
Shimmering
Translucent
This apparation of beauty
She stares away
Looking so lost, so empty
Why does she choose me?
She keeps her distance again
She always has
But again she lets me see her
Her billowing gown
Her radiant blue haze
A cold chill runs up my spine
As cold as the last time
Something in her face
mysterious
beautiful
haunted...
I long to touch her
To speak to her
Does she have a voice?
Or is it long since faded
like the joy from her face
Perhaps one day I may help her
Or set her spirit free
But for now my nameless spectre
Stays with me
Thing of beauty, thing of life
Come before me, please tonight
Make me happy, Make me whole
Fill my tired and withered soul
One more thing before I leave
Make me cry and hurt and bleed
Trample on my broken heart
Tear my hollow world apart
If you think I've had enough
Open up and show me love
But if that love should grow to strong
Suck it dry until it's gone
Make me hunger, Make me mourn
Make me feel hurt and forlorn
Touch my face with tender care
Then act like you were never there
Give me something to hope for
Then make me hurt like ne'r before
Thing of beauty, thing of life
One more thing I wish tonight
Before betrayal comes once more
Turn around and slam the door
I wish I may, I wish I might
Not see another love tonight