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*:* Becky *:*
Monday, November 1, 2004

Mood:  chillin'
ok so this is the weekend play by play
on friday we went to go pick up maria n vero soi they could sleep over. we got there n after 45 mins there dad said that they couldnt. i wasnt feeling good so its all good i guess. i felt like shit all day i was all tired n stuff. yep but ok on saturday me n karen went to sleep over maria n veros. we went to marias friends denisse's friends jasmines party. i got all happy when i walked in the door n seen denesse. lol i guess she was there with freddie n the girls who was having the party is her cousin so it was all good. so we were just kickin it for a while n all kinds of ppl left then all kinds of people came. well some people brang jello shots n some kind of beer. we all had a jello shot (which was my first one n i came to find really good) n i drank some of denesses and denisses beer. after about 15 mins after we started drinking the girls dad came out n found under age drinkers n kicked everyone out. so everyone went outside n we were just chillin at the corner. denesse wanted me to go with her to talk to some guys n some ugly white truck. so i went n to my surprise it was freddie. ewww right. so after a while marias mom came for us n we went home. the end. ok so sunday rolled around n we did the normal thing... we went trick or treating as gangsters. same thing every year. (actually just this year n last year but it does get old) oh yea at one point or another we called david wade. we were like hey what r u gonna do tonite n he was like "take my kids trick or treating" aww how cute he has kids. this kinda bummed us out for a while but then i came up with the great idea that we could babysit. i never liked kids but ill do anything for him lol. lol ok so we were trick or treating n we came to a house with a lil 9 year old boy giving out candy. so he gave the lil kids 2 pieces n when it came to me and maria n got a big ass hand full n gave it to us. lol he liked us. n there was this other house with like a 14 year old boy giving out candy. he gave maria 2 pieces looked at me n gave me 4 then gave vero n karen 2. lol coincidence... i think not. lol jp. i was just thinkin n that lil bitch ass punk hoe dj hasnt called me for the longest time. i wanna see what he looks like already. wtf. if he ugly ima drop his ass. but if he's fine maybe ill stick around for a lil bit longer. yep but ima biz ounce so ill ttyl
Late,
Becky

Posted by nb2/la_beckster at 11:42 AM MST
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Friday, October 29, 2004

Mood:  spacey
yep so today was a aight day i guess. i havent felt good all today. my head hurts n im so f ing tired. today stupid josh (big butt) kept flirting with that bitch jenifer. i should slap her. he said she bit his neck n ish. n today i kept making fun of the other josh cause he broke his collarbone. what a loser. he kept getting all hurt. we talked like the whole period. yep so today gay quasie got all hurt cause i was flirting with jacob n not him. jacob.... i dont no bout him but EWWWW i just membered today quasie tried to grab my hand. i was like no n pulled away all crazy. he got all hurt like crazy today. ok so he went up to me n tried to tickle my stomich n so i grabed his hand n when i did i guess i scratched him. who gives a fuck it was just a lil thing anyway.
ANYWAYS yesterday denisse told me to hook her up with eddie. i got all happy. iv been texting that fucker all day n he dont answer me back. yep but oh well. oh yea today jacob called me karen. i got all pissed. i was like thats fucked up n he was like ohhh im sorry im sorry lol yea but anywasy ohhh yea last night when i got home from polk no one else was home, no so i got creeped out n deciced to call someone. so i called dj. so i asked for him n when his sister got him n he got ont he phone right away he was like "can i call u back later" like a lil pussy bitch. fuck that if he wants to do that stuff he can... with someone else. ima tell him that we never see eachother, we never talk, so whats the point. i was gonna tell him we should do something this weekend but if he dont wanna make no effort i wont either. i should have him read all this shit. lol that would be funny. or maybe i should just go send him the pic of me n david wade hugging.
i dont wanna talk about it anymore. so anyways im cold n tired so ill tty homies lata.

Posted by nb2/la_beckster at 4:11 PM MDT
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Thursday, October 28, 2004

Mood:  happy
a lots happened this week its starts off with on tuesday dj called me. yes that ass hole finally called. what a dick head. he said his mom had her baby n his uncle died so thats y he didnt call me. so yea i guess i cant hold that against him. yep well he told me that he was all sad cause the lil bitch alaura moved to california. HAHAHA wanna hear the best part.... she didnt even tell him or say bye or anything she just left. thats what he gets. no jp carmas a bitch. ok so when we were talking i kept talking about david wade n he got all hurt. i was all did u see the picture of him all huggin up on me? n he would get all hurt n say something about a picture being punched in or something. n i told him about when cassandra took my shirt n i almost started crying n he was all "yea i would have gotten that shirt n trew it on the roof" n all this n he said he would laugh not cause im crying but because it was signed by david wade n so i was like "u could never make me cry so matter hard u try" (that kinda sounds like a song hehe) yea but then he got all quiet n whatever. n eventually he had to go so i was like ok whatever n he was like ok ill call u later n i was like no u wont n so he was like no i might not but if i get a chance n all this n so i was ok whatever call me tomarrow but he never did. so now that its thursday n im not going to be here its too bad for him. im seriously about to tell him that this isnt working out. oh well we'll see. yep so venessa had sex with joe. i was kinda mad at first but then i was like whatever what can i do. i told her it had better have been safe n she was like no so i told her i was gonna go buy her a ept test. yep so anyways jacob... that boy does nothing but play games. im thinking i dont wanna be a part of his lil conspericies. lol jp no but today i got my report card. i got a A+ in biology! the class i was sure i was flunking! i got a A+ thats all cool. n i got a B- in drivers ed n then i got a A in spanish n then a A in PE ok now it goes down from there... i got a B+ in social sciences n then i got a surprizing C in algebra. n then a C in english which is really good for the fact that i never do anything. my mom didnt think those grades were so good. she got all hurt cause i had 2 C's. when karen has like all C's n D's i think thats not even right. n she got all hurt because i had 4 absences in math. fuck that if she wants to get all hurt over nothing (when karens doing worse) she can. yea so omg yesterday we called david wade. ok so we were like "is david there" n some guy was like "he's not here right now but ill tell him u called" we were like "ok" n he was like "who's this?" n we were like "becky" n he was like "ok becky does he have ur number" so we gave him my number but he never called me back. i was gonna be like 'hey we should kick it this weekend what r u gonna do for holloween?' lol yep but u no what im kinda surprised about how mad dj got everytime i talked about david wade. lol it was kinda funny. he was all saying david wade was crooked n ish. he doesnt even no. he even asked if he was a white boy. so anyways today is the polk open house. ima go with venessa kim n nadia. i guess we gotta go put them lil 8th graders who think there all that in place. no jp im not that mean but i guess cesily n lisa n all them n gonna go n start stuff but i dont no. who cares. yep well thats about it so far ill keep u posted.
*Becky*

Posted by nb2/la_beckster at 3:51 PM MDT
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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

hey g whats 'crackin' (thats so david wades thing) omg that reminds me last night maria called david wade n said it was me. ok so they were talking n she asked him y he left n he said that he wasnt even in the car. (just like i said) he said that they went to go pick us up but his homies gf busted him n was like "all i no is that he never came back to the house i was at" lol how cute n maria was like oh yea my home girl maria was all sad, n he was all "awww" all sad how cute. n then they hung up cause they were in a meeting so yea o well. ok so last night at about 9:40 dj called me. i was like wtf? ok so i answered it watch let me just tell u what we said (im in caps he's regular) HELLO hello WHAT hello WHAT R U DOING nothing u SLEEPING ill call u back tomarrow then SURE U WILL i will GARENTEED U WONT i will I CAN GARENTEE U THAT U WONT i will watch AIGHT WHATEVER THEN CALL ME TOMARROW n thats it. lol he aint gonna call me today i no he wont. im glad i stuck it out n didnt call him. ill update u when ever he does call. so today at lunch it was just me n nadia... until josh (big butt josh) came n started hanging out with me n her. it was all cool we were just chillin there. lol i liked it. n then shanice (of coarse all jelous n ish) came over n started to hang out with us too. n melissa came n all the other bi chicks of coarse. yep but today josh (other josh) didnt go to 4th. what a friut. yep but anyways, nadia has been weird lately. shes like hanging out with me all the time n ish. kinda funny. today jacob kept on trying to talk to me. it was kinda retarded. when i got up to let nadia out of the bus he was like becky n he like blew a kiss like not blow but u did that n i was like whatever n rolled my eyes. then after he did that he came to sit with me. so we were talking for a lil n then he left. yep but anyways ima try to change my sn on the david wade site. cause i dont want him thinking im TOO obsessive. aight aight knowing im too obsessive. lol yep so yea anyways, i think thats all the gossip for today ill ttyl.
*Becky*

Posted by nb2/la_beckster at 3:55 PM MDT
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Monday, October 25, 2004
the (almost) best weekend yet
Mood:  energetic
Now Playing: CREEPIN
wow so much stuff happened this weekend i dont no where to start. well let me tell u it from the begining. first off me n karen got to take the car to the concert. ok so we went to marias n picked them up but we had to wait for there cousin caro so we did. ok then we went to pick up karens lil boyfriend andres. HAHAHAHa what did i tell u. right before we seen him i asked maira if he was fine n she was like yea n then once i seen him... he aint all that let me tell u. his hairline is so funny. it like connects to his eye brows. lol im glad he shaves it so it looks decent. yea ok so we went to the tumbleweed n no one was there so we waited in the car for a lil while. n karen n andres got out n went inside so a few mins later so did the rest of us. so we went in side n got our tickets. then we came outside n got in the line to get in. n it was all good u no freezing ballz as usual.. so we got inside n there was already a crowd. so we gto in the back of it n gradually went to the front. karen n andres wasnt with us they were on the side making out. n so first came on was snake eyes. then was someone else i dont member. then went that marcos guy.... HAHAHAHAHAHAHA he was so gay. he reminded me of ricky martin. he was wearing tight pants n danced all gay. the dj was all dogging him it was all funny. yep so then came my boyfriend *david wade* at that point me n maria pushed our way up front where there was only one person im front of us. ok so my man *David Wade* was all good n stuff n then he went off next was mercelis but when mercilis came on he threw a shirt right behind me n a grip of peole started fighting over it. next time he threw a shirt even more people started fighting for it. n by that time maria was beggin me to go with her to go to the back with david wade. i hesitated but by the time the 3rd fight broke out i was like fuck it. so we went n david wade was over there signing autographs n all n so we went over there. n maria pulled out her shirt where he had already signed it twice before n this anthony guy (he was with david wade) told her if she was his number one fan n she was like yea but then i was like no i am n then me n that anthony guy started talking he told me he wanted to sign me n allso yea i bought a shirt that says david wade n had him sign it. n then i was like "r u gonna hook me up with ur number or what" n he was like "no sorry i cant ill get in trouble..." all sad lol thats all cute. but thats ok cause later he was giving it to this guy n maria over heard n got it! isnt that so great! we got DAVID WADES number! yep thats so cool but anyways we were just kickin it by where david wade was for the rest of the concert. we kept on taking pics of him n stuff n eventually it got to the point where we kept talking to him n ish it was great. later when the concert was over (baby bash n b ridaz n all them had already went on)me maria vero n caro was standing there n all the sudden i hear "Becky!" all loud n i turned around n guess who it was.... DAVID WADE called me over there! how cool is that! there was a line of bitches waiting for him to give them his autograph n he desides to call me over there. omg thats the best. so i went over there n he was like "i see u creepin over there" n i was like "yea u no how i do" n he started talking to some other guy n then he gave that guy his number, he looked up right away n saw that i wasnt paying attention n was like "opps no one heard that" lol! how cute is that! n so i was like oh yea we should kick it some time n he was like "aight e mail me n tell me whats crackin" lol i dont think he heard me right. yep but after i was waiting for him to start leaving so i could say good bye n the whole time one of his lil bitch dancers was all dogging me! i was like wtf! but thats not the important part. ok so we left n he left n me n maria went to the back to see him leave n he waved to us bye it was all gangster. n so a couple mins later we texted him "is there going to be a after party" n can u believe it he texted back! he was like "yes call me" its was fuckin gangster n then we called him n he was like whos this n maria was like maria n becky n he was all "oOo u guys" all sexy n then he said he was gonna go to his homeboys in the heights n he had lots of licquor n all this n we was like ok then he told us to meet him at the collasium n so we went n called him n was like o i cant meet me at san mateo n some other street n so we went n waited a lil while n then a car pulled up n anthony got out n came to the car n was like "u guys wanna go to a party" n we was like yea n then he told us "let me go see whats up with my homie" n he went to his car n then another car full of bitches pulled up n one got out n went to anthony n was talking to him n then she got back n her car n they all left! WTF! david wade had just abandoned us! no fuck that it wasnt david wade it was that lil bitch anthony. we didnt even see david wade in the car. yea so there was a guy with a hat/visor on in the back n david wade was wearing a visor that day. yea so. but yea later we texted david n was like "thats messed up u just leave us u could have said u were leaving" n some girl called back n was like this isnt davids phone" but his answering machine only says "hey this is d call me back later" what a dumbass. . n that anthony guy was like "o my girlfriend came so i had to leave" what a ass hole. yep but thats the end of our crazy ass night. i slept over maria n veros n the next day i was looking through my phone book n saw logans number n that sprang up an idea. i told maria to call logan n be friends with him n ask him for izzys number. so she did. n he said he dont have a phone... aw man doesnt that suck ass. but he did give us the phone number of his friend that izzys always with. so we called that guy benito n omg can u belive it izzy was with him. that benito guy sounded so gay but when we statrted talking to izzy.. yep thats izzy alright. he's still the sick mother fuck we all no n love. he was all saying "n we can go suck some dick" omg he's so gay. how cute. he was all telling us about his pretty lil eye brows. how cute. n we told him to come down n he said he would sunday but he didnt. lol this weekend watch. yep but i slept over maria n veros again n it was all good. how great it that we got david wades number and talked to izzy in the same weekend. this is the begining of a great thing i no it. (well it'll be great while it lasts but these things never last n never end good so yea) yep n then sunday nothing great happened. monday (today) was kinda cool. josh (10th grader) right away turned around n started talking to me. it was all cute. he was all telling me not to be mean to him (he said it all whinnie n sad) yep n today venessa macked all up on melissa. it would be aight but she did it while i was there. ew i didnt wanna see that. yep but anyways josh big butt josh didnt come to school. lol what a fruit. n natasha just texted me a while ago n was like "cisco told me he still loves me" lmfao he never loved her in the first place n she told me that she told him she loved him n that he said it back. ima kick him in his fuckin ballz tomarrow he's a lil bitch. she needs to stop already. u no what i think ima just stay out of it all there relationships venessas n joes kims n chris's venessa n melissas all them. o yea today nadia was like being my best friend or somehting. cause i texted her telling her to tell me when she gets there cause i was there early n there was no drivers class n when i seen her she was like "i was just about to text u that too!" n she was all saying all kinds of crap about kim. lol thats all funny. yep but anyways, i just realized kim gets into everyones relationships... but in a bad way cause she gets all buddy buddy with her friends boy/girlfriends. oh well. eddie dont talk to me as much no mores. its cause im all mean to him. lol. i think its all fun. yep but anyways i no i have more gossip but i cant think right now so ill ttyl. ill post more as i member it

oh yea that lil hoe bitch ass punk loser dj hasnt called me yet! fuck him. i dont need to be playing stupid lil games like that. fuck that. fuck him.

Posted by nb2/la_beckster at 4:43 PM MDT
Updated: Monday, October 25, 2004 5:50 PM MDT
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Thursday, October 21, 2004

Mood:  spacey
Topic: *-*Gossip*-*
sup g's whats shakin? sorry i didnt write yesterday but i was sorta busy.... i got my learners permit. whoo... hoo.. i dont like driving but o well i guess i gotta get it at one point or another. yep but anyways yesterday in 5th i got my phone taken away. opps. its not my fault my mom called me! ok she called me to remind me not to get on the bus. when i told her about how it rang n she had to go get it from the principal she got all mad. but not at me its not like it was my fault. so i got it back n my mom was like "why wasnt it on viberate u need to turn off ur phone during class" n all this, if she wants me to keep it off then y did she call me in the first place? yep but anyways yesterday in pe we did aerobics. it was kinda fun. after ponce de leon let us dance or do what ever, as long as we were moving. n let me tell u thta monique is a dirrtty dancer. so is natasha n denesse but u wouldnt think that of lil monique. lol. today was great. in 4th me man josh (1oth grade) n i were talking all period long. n it was a block day so thats even better. its cause we were working together n it was me josh n angelique. it was nice cause he was all on perkastet (some kind of pill) n he was acting all funny. n after that jacob kept on trying to talk to me. it was kinda odd. he said he had alcohol in his slushie but u no how he is. he was like "im drunk take advantage of me" lol he's kinda fruity if u no what i mean... dj that damn ass hole still hasnt called me. im kinda mad. fuck him omg i just thought bout it n what if he's talking to maria n vero. i would get so mad. i think ima tell venessa to call him n tell him off crazy. i think i will. yep but u no what, eddie doesnt bug me no more. he does but not all the damn time like he used to. im glad. i cant see myself with him. he grosses me out not in a way like he ugly but i dont no but yea... i just dont want to be with him. lol. so karen tells me andres might go to the n b ridaz concert. lol we'll see about that. i bet he's ugly. lol u no how that goes so we'll see. but ima bizounce ill ttyl (proably saturday cause tomarrow is the concert i dont no if ima go but we'll see)

Posted by nb2/la_beckster at 5:05 PM MDT
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Mood:  cheeky
Topic: *-*Gossip*-*
yea go me i just finished my home work. maybe this semester i'll pass math. yep so today i went to get my driving permit. just my luck the place i went to didnt do that. oh well theres always tomarrow. u no what dj still hasnt called me. i thinks thats fucked up. mr 'i dont wanna talk to my gf' doesnt wanna talk to his gf. what a bitch. on the upside today eddie gave me a teddy bear. i got all happy. he said he 'found' it n knew that i liked pink. lol. what a wierdo. im so wierd. today i was looking at him n i cant see myself with him. its not that he dont treat me good or anything he does n he's not ugly but i just cant see my self with him. its just not there. i kinda wish it was. maybe i can just deal with it. oh well. i need to talk to dj to see if he's worth all the trouble he's causing. (he doesnt cause drama or anything its just that i worry bout when he's gonna call me or when were going to meet n stuff like that that i dont need to be stressing about) i think im just a lil bitch when it comes to certain guys. i think im scarred... no im not scarred its just that i need someone to practice kissing on n i dont want it to be eddie. dj... um i would but i dont think we're gonna make it long enough for us so actually meet. i wanted to tell him to go to the n b ridaz concert this friday but im not about to be calling him any more. he could call me. fuck that everytime i call he never answers. he's either busy or cant talk. n i hate asking for him cause his sister is scarry. cause of coarse she dont like me cause shes like best friends with alaura n i dont think alaura likes me much. no i dont like her. thats it. u no what fuck dj if he wants to play lil games liek that fuck that he can if he wants. maybe i should tell him about eddie just to piss him off. yea well i think i just wanna be single for a while. i used to hate being single but now i would rather be solo than anything. oh yea that reminds me today josh (big butt josh) n me was all messing around it was great. he kept trying to pick me up n throw me in the trashcan. he's so fine. i love him he's great. actually i was looking at him today n he aint that great looking but then i looked at cisco n it was all good. i dont no y i thought cisco was all that good. i think im almost over him. he can have natasha i dont care. as long as natasha leaves josh alone im all good. today josh was walking with the second finest (actually 3rd counting cambells) black guy int he school. i was about to go talk to josh but then they were walking to fast. oh well im sure ill talk to that guy at one point or another. its all good. yep so i think i annoy ppl. oh well if they dont like it they dont have to talk to me. oh well yea so anyways im pretty sure thats all the gossip for today oh yea except that melissa was gonna ask out venessa but got all shy n stuff oh well im glad because if venessa does that to joe... me n kim will be so mad at her... oh well thats her decision it may be a bad one but its hers

Posted by nb2/la_beckster at 6:18 PM MDT
Updated: Tuesday, October 19, 2004 6:20 PM MDT
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Monday, October 18, 2004

Mood:  chillin'
Topic: *-*Gossip*-*
today i broke my nail. isnt that great? well no but wait till u hear how i broke it. well today me n josh kept on play fighting n then he grabbed me n i scratched the crap out of his arm. on accadent tho, it was funny it was all bleeding. lol. im glad he didnt get all hurt tho, cause then i would have gotten sad lol. ohhh yea the other day i heard josh (other josh) say that he sniffed a lil coke. lol he's the first person i know that does coke. oh yea n today he told antanette he had just taken hydrocodine. lol he was all saying it feels all good. what a fruit. i was so glad angelique wasnt there today cause he had no one to talk to but me, n so he did. it was great. he was all flexing for me i got all happy. today was JOSH DAY. it was great, except for the fact that kim n venessa wasnt there! neither was nadia. wtf i was all alone. i called kim n asked her y she wasnt there n she said she just didnt wanna come n was like 'i would have went if i new u were gonna be alone!' lol i was with jackie n alex n michaela for lunch today. i just realized how much i love my group. yep so jackie tells me she wants to be on the wrestling team. i doubt it. just like shes on the cheerleading team. oh well she can pretend. today i got natasha all mad at me cause i kept trying to kick cisco im his balls. lol i thought it was funny. too bad she didnt. oh well. lol u no what sunday kim was all saying that melanie sings like shit n she sang better than her n so i told her to sing n.... lets just say u should talk shit unless ur amanda perez or at least... Swtbasktblplaya1: Like not to sound conceited but yeah. Because IM sure my fat didn't hang that bad.
lol thats from jackie about yoli. lol i think thats kinda funny. yea so anyways i think thats all the gossip for today so lata

ohh yea i forgot to tell u last night my phone rang n it said adrian so i was like wtf. n it turns out to be some guy (one of his friends) he was all telling me to go cruising with him n to be his sancha n all this. n then i heard some guy in the back ground tell him to say something so i guess it was a prank call cause he was blazed u could tell. n plus he was blazing it while i was on the phone so yea. n i was sleeping n u no how i get when im sleeping... but i didnt get mad i was just like call me tomarrow call me tomarrow n after like 4 mins of his bullshit i was like call me tomarrow n hung up on him. lol oh well.

Posted by nb2/la_beckster at 3:36 PM MDT
Updated: Monday, October 18, 2004 3:46 PM MDT
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Sunday, October 17, 2004
not cool
Topic: *-*Gossip*-*
im so mad. i guess now that karen n adrian r 'best friends' maria n vero see it as a opportunity to get all close to him again. fuck that. he's mine n he's always gonna be mine. they need to just stop. i guess karen n them talk to him now like regularly, well karen does at least. n she said he's the one who texts her but y would he text her n not me. u no what maybe i should just chill n forget him. i have others anyways. that leads me to my next topic.... eddie. kim n venessa keep telling me to just get with him so i can get to where there at. i think i might. actually i think i will. just not this week. cause i need time to think it over. so we'll see. im so glad i have kim n venessa as friends. there great. i love them if i didnt have them who else would i learn all the nasty from. they'll be there forever. thats a true bff thing since we've been friends for the longest time. they told me im the only one they tell stuff to. i think thats so cool. yea so anyways, i think if i dont see dj in the next 2 weeks ima break up with him. i dont want to have another bad thing if u no what i mean. that just brings me back to adrian. melanie was being all gay n keeps asking if i have talked to him. fuck her she dont need to be in my business talking to my mans or ex mans or whatever. so fuck her shes never gonna get to him. lol ill make sure of that. so anyways back to dj. kim n venessa told me i should go with eddie becuase i never see dj. which makes since. i think i should just stop all together. no more gay ass relationships like the past ones. fuck that. i think i will go with eddie. i dont no tho. maybe. any seggestions??
natasha got her tounge piered. big wow. i guess that gives her another reason to be sluttier. hum oh well. kim n venessa said there going to save up to get a nice ass expensive ring for there boos. i was like whatever. i wouldnt but if they think there gonna be together for that long they can. i doubt they will but oh well. dj is being like distant latley. like we never talk n if we do were mean to eachother. i dont like that. i dont like doing that all the time like kim. shes overly mean to her bf's. LMFAO i just turned on the radio n fuck it was playing. how coincidental. i wonder if eddie even likes me still. i hear he's always with all kinds of other girls but he's usually with me so i dont no. i hope so if i do decide to get with him. thats not fair huh. oh well. i dont no if i should start talking to adrian again or not. cause he does live in denver n he will only be a hook up anyways. i dont no. karens on the phone n if dj calls n she dont answer ima get so mad. like all kinds mad. yea oh well. i think id better just chill n not worry bout n e thing. like just brush it off my sholder type thing. 'live with no regrets' <~ my new motto lol jp ne ways for halloween i wanna get hammered. i wanna get waisted. i wanna do somehting like get blazed n drunk off my ass. yep thats all for now ill have more by tomarrow so come back soon!

Posted by nb2/la_beckster at 4:56 PM MDT
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Saturday, October 16, 2004

Mood:  incredulous
Topic: *-*Gossip*-*
So the goosip for this week is all about natasha n cisco. ok well we all no that they hooked up (they wasnt HOOKED up they HOOKED up theres a difference u idiots who dont no the difference) (ok well the difference is if they HOOKED up they macked n then thats it nothing else n if their HOOKED up (my sourses tell me) means that there going out for a couple of days to see how they like it which is so gay who ever started that is fucking gay n makes things so complicated) ok n so when natasha hooked up (macked) cisco she just assumed they were going out n got all attached n decided she loved him (which she dont i no that for a fact obiviously she dont no what the difference between love n obsession) and cisco knew it was only a hook up n didnt no she was telling everyone they were going out. n since im the middle person (cause im her good friend n he's my friend/crush/likes me) they both tell me everything. i told cisco to tell her they wasnt going out but he's to much of a bitch to say anything. n i kept telling her to forget about him n he's not worth her time but she didnt listen. so eventually after cisco ingnored her n didnt call her for a while she finally said she moved on. but she only said that because she was planning on hooking up with dominic (who dont like her either) n she claimed she macked him but he said it never happened n i kinda believe dominic cause shes kinda like that if u no what i mean. but she didnt move on cause like the next day she said she hooked up with cisco again. so she went on telling me about how much she loves him n how much he means to her n all this. so i got angry n told cisco to stop messing with her head n either go out with her or leave her alone. n then i asked him if he even liked her n he said no. i dont no what his problem is. but on the up side once i stoped liking cisco (as much) he starts flirting with me n talking to me n sitting by me n all this. he needs to make up his mind cause he's always with all kinds of girls he needs to pick one n stay with her. oh yea n since natasha takes a turn with all the guys in my p.e. class no one likes her. first was josh which was ruined cause they were hooked up n she told everyone they were going out so he got all mad n then miles i dont no what happened there but it didnt last more than a couple days n then cisco then she tried with dominic n she tried with eddie (my man eddie she needs to watch it next time) n she always flirts with anthony n jose.so thats 7 guys she hoes around with just in my pe class! n its a small class so yea. oh yea n she always flirts with shanice. shanice made a bet that she could turn natasha bi by the end of the year. i think she will. but now shanice dont like her so maybe natasha will just turn bi on her own. everyone dogs natasha in pe n stuff i thinks its funny. me and diana r like her only friends. lol. yea so anyways friday josh made a piont to walk by me n say hi. i thought that was cool. he did it like 4 times too. n josh (from math)kept on talking to me i got all happy like all kinds. i guess he thoguht i took his phone. he's so fine he has a cute lil smile too. n the other day i was in my class n *GABE* passed by n seen me n smiled. i got so happy it made my week. i think he no's who i am cause i stare at him a lil too much. cambells too. he always catches me looking at him. opps.
So venessa venessa venessa. she needs to stop her playin. she needs to realize joe aight gonna give her another chance if/when she messes it up. she needs to stop flirting so much with melissa. gabby crystal n shanice too. shes gonna wind up hurting joe again. i told her that but she dont listen to me. but the end of next week i bet venessa will be going out with melissa. if she does im going to be so mad. joe's good for her n if she messes it up.... thats not even cool joe treats her good n is all fine. n he would never cheat on her. i dont no y shes doing that but i gues its not my business so oh well. i guess all is good with kim n chris. chris is good for her im glad there back together.
thats all the gossip for today ill fill u in if anything new happens
late,
*Becky*

Posted by nb2/la_beckster at 1:59 PM MDT
Updated: Monday, October 18, 2004 3:42 PM MDT
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