So far away not knowing how to handle the distance between
Avoiding situations that will show that this is not the same
Try to see through my window
I can’t but I will
Sustain you as long as I can bear the thought of humbly keeping
Silence is my answer
I will remain here quietly seething
As the crowd moves in roaring and carry me away
I’ve always kept this push from shoving the edge closer now
It’s true enough
I have nothing left to say

I played the fool today
and I can see us vanishing into the crowd
longing for home again, but home is a feeling I've buried in you
I'm alright it only hurts when I breathe
I can't ask for things to be still again
and I can't ask for you to offer the world through your eyes
longing for home again, but home is a feeling I've buried in you
My window through which nothing hides and everything sings
I'm counting the signs and cursing the miles in between

Can you hear me not so loud a whisper
It seems as though it fades away before you hear what I have to say
Words can’t offer you agreement
They’re injustice to the songs you sing undermining your best intentions
Silence speaks louder than words sometimes but not everybody listens
It be known to all who’d only shut their mouth
Can you hear me now that I am screaming
I can’t tell a difference made with that blank stare on your face
How do I explain what I am feeling
Just open up the cage today
It’s a small price to pay
Although there may be indiscretion, remind yourself to play along
Block out your repetition and remind yourself who’s in the wrong with you

Here I am all alone
Situations overwhelming again
Be strong
I tell myself but I fall right back again
Hold on
I think I just realized something
Here I am right in your hands
There I am letting you take what you can
I won't let this happen again
I'm too strong to fall again
A light of hope fading more each time I breathe
Decide
Right or wrong, too many roads, a wounded soul in need
Hold on
I think I just realized something

Hold me inside
This asylum speaks of home not so far away
Through the window I see people scurry from the rain
Before the current
There overcomes this certain faith that's swept away
Replacing trust
Is hardly in your grasp as the picture fades
It's not too late
To reach your hand
To spare a Drowning Man
Even if you decide a place to hide
Your shadow stays always at your side
Tonight
Harmless in the distance
Describing pain
Although this all seems small it's all I know
Still I run
And nothing is there and no one is left to blame
I can't help you now
You're none of my concern
You only fuel the fire
Regret inside you burns

Broken down, this place seems to have no face
There's no one moving forward now they're just drowning in it all
Walking around in circles with a never changing view
As hopeless as this seems there's a reason for everything
Trust me I know
I've been the same places and seen the same faces
that come and go
You're left wondering now
Can you resist somehow
But you've fallen behind again
Not knowing where you've been
Just where did you begin
And again, you're faces blank like they've always been
Ignoring everything that matters just following behind
Always pointing fingers now, no you're never the one to blame
I know you don't want to feel responsible for all that is real
Trust me I know

No one can hear all that's been said
you're feeding me useless lines of nothingness
let me run away
don't keep me here
I won't stay around
I can't take this fear
because everything I want to be
disgrace to my identity
I don't mind
give me my indifference
stop questioning my reasons
I don't mind
uncomfortably clear
all is the same now
I'm adapting to this
no I'm not afraid now

You don’t see
You never have, you never will
What do you believe
These images are unforgiving
Jealousy always running through your veins
You cannot breathe
Here’s your witness everything’s not right
Where did you go
You forgot about all you’ve left behind
It’s all on the table
And you wonder why you can’t hurt any more
Your emotions just can’t be seen in light
You’re lost in here
You just disappear
You deny the pain that overcomes deep inside
You’ve kept it there too long
Grayest skies, answers bleeding through
Sunlight, cast its shadows over all

Imagine no daylight only the moon as your guide
When ours is to darkness what forgotten sun is too bright
Eyes wide open now taking it all in stride
I can see your eyes when the stars hang low
Like a crown the moon wears a dim halo
And to all my regret I fair thee well
You came around to slowly as I fell
My screams can only echo off the walls
I see nothing left to break my fall
To bear the slings and arrows, my chances narrow
Just roll with the punches now, bruises can heal
Soften the blow cause I don't want to feel anymore
Just cancel out this fear

I've had enough of this red light
been waiting here for noone
Driving on like reruns
feeling nothing new
time has stopped
Resting some for this town
it's comforting to know
nothing new
if I could only make a sound
Holding the stars like paintings we are
pull one down for me
colors alive inside radiance
swimming back to your sea
Can't explain this feeling
grounding me for so long
keeping faith, move on
praying for something soon
How long, How long must I scream for the guards to let me out
to the past I'm anchored
If I could only make a sound

Is anyone else awake?
deaf ears on these words must fall
dodging friendly fire, marksmanship inspires...
The end that is never the end
no difference between foe or friend
blanks in the chamber, they'd have you believe
with faces so sober
trusting souls decieved
Mouthless children, still promises they feed
bullets softer, still we bleed
dodging friendly fire, marksmanship inspires...
The megaphone speaks,
still pulses race and scream
things will be quiet soon...

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