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1: Growing Up
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all Teachers --- WORLD
WAR II “WHEN WE WERE KIDS WE WENT TO WAR”
©1998
What we call the beginning is often the end
and to make an end is to make a beginning
the end is where we start.
~ T.S. Eliot
I dream the intercom comes alive
as the Bombardier requested an oxygen check. You
could visualize the Bombardier and Navigator in their greenhouse in the nose of
the plane. The bombardier with his Norden Bomb sight and the controls to work
the bomb bay doors. There are
switches to set the bombs to drop in sticks, salvo, or individually at specific
timed intervals for each bomb. Behind
and on the side sits the Navigator with the electronic and radio equipment and
other complex gear to maintain accuracy in our flight to the target and return.
The Co-Pilot and Pilot reply OK. They
are tightly packed together within a cage of steel, glass, controls and
instruments.
In front of them are three main clusters of instruments mainly flight
instruments. There are controls,
switches, dials, gauges, handles, buttons, and toggles in front, to the sides
between. These are above, below,
and behind the pilots. There are more than 150 for the operation and control of the
plane including the ability to salvo the bomb load. From his station in the top turret
the Flight Engineer says OK. The flight Engineer is the operations center for
the airplane.
He notes all the gauges and the conditions of the engine; the transfer of
fuel as only the main tank supplies the engines.
He keeps the plane flying for the pilots.
The turret is a completely independent electrically operating unit, which
is the most visual point in the entire plane.
There are two caliber 50 machine guns, with hand controls for the azimuth
and elevation to fire through the roof. The Radio Operator says OK, and as
Radio Operator maintains an unlimited communication link to the Group,
Headquarters, and the combat wing. There is one caliber 50 gun he can fire through the roof. Ball Turret OK. This is the most
isolated position in the plane. The turret hangs from a single link from the bottom of the plane.
It is a hellish position, as the gunner must hunch up his body by drawing
up his knees into a half ball. Two
caliber 50 machine guns are located on each side of his head. In this round contraption sticking out of the bottom of the plane the
gunner aims his body at oncoming fighters. By working both hands and feet in coordination he is able to spin and
tilt his two caliber 50 machine guns at the enemy fighters. Because of the round shape this probably is the safest position during
flak and fighter attacks, but also he is the man most unlikely to escape from a
blazing B-17 from this lonely position. Right Waist and Left Waist OK. They
live in a hollow shell encircled by a thin metal skin and supportive heavy metal
ribs. There are wide hatches on
each side where the gunners must swing their 60-pound guns into a slipstream of
about 175 miles per hour. Many
times after a running fight the floor of the waist is covered with caliber 50
casings making it almost impossible to walk.
It is here that the ability of the
B-17 to absorb such terrific battle damage and still fly is apparent. The
plane can be cut and slashed almost to pieces by enemy fire and bring its crew
home. It is the brilliant
interlocking of its main structural members that keeps the B-17 flying as the
skin is only a surface membrane. We had arrived at the Initial Point with the bomb path to the target
alive with energy. It was so vicious as to be almost beyond belief as we make
our way in stately procession through the black puffs of flak.
Time was standing still. The
six minutes for the bomb run was like a lifetime.
Abruptly the plane lurches upwards and the familiar announcement from the
Bombardier bombs Away. Abruptly I am awake! There was our tour director delivering an invitation for breakfast at four to be followed by a briefing at five. Don't these people believe in normal hours? Collecting my thoughts remembering we have passed through the normal life expectancy figure of four missions. We were now existing on the negative end of borrowed time. Rolling out of the sack followed by the usual routine of shaving and dressing in layers. Refusing to look at the empty beds, which had become the "vision of doom". Wonder what has the fiendish minds at 8th Air Force Headquarters dreamed up as a target bringing us again to the gates of death? The biggest fear was how to evade getting away from the "prop wash" (air turbulence from other planes that can throw you out of the air). There was always the persistent flak concentrated on the bomb run when the German anti-aircraft gunners were zeroing in on the formation. All we could manage was to sit there and take it. There were no foxholes, where we could hide. Outside was the same usual black and foggy early morning. As we walked into the Combat Mess there was the ever-present huge stomach knot with those eggs and bacon just staring at us. The Waist Gunner looks up with the usual full plate and a blank look on his face. Soon we were outside waiting for the doors to the briefing room to beckon us to today's Hell somewhere in Germany. This was like waiting for the curtain to go up on today's melodrama of purgatory in the skies over Germany. Who would die today in the fierce battles in the midst of the rarefied air over Germany? There is the thought of the many friends already lost in the conflict for the control of the air space over Europe. We were amateurs who had learned quickly a warrior's lessons in a hard and bitter school. An Instructor once said: “A man who has to be convinced to respond before he acts is not a man of action”. To survive we must act as we breathe. Grimly the doors to the Briefing Room swing open. We are checked in by the Military Police. In the Briefing Room we are surrounded with the heavy smoke haze, plus the roaring sounds of loud conversation. The body heat from fear elevates the temperature inside the room. All the people are sitting at every angle and posture. Some are sitting up sound asleep. Others are engaged in animated conversations. Like waiting for the curtain to go up on today's melodrama of purgatory in the skies over Germany. Who would die today in the fierce battles in the midst of the rarefied air over Germany? There is the thought of the many friends lost in the conflict for the control of the air space over Europe. We find our seats having seen this scenario several times like waiting for Act I of today's Play of Life? Only a small amount of red yarn remains outside the covered map. Telling us we were scheduled for a long mission. All too soon there is a command "A-TEN-SHUN” as everyone scrambles to their feet for the parading entourage of the base executive staff, in their class A uniforms, strutting on the scene. I think what an entrance as I notice a smirk on the ground pounder faces. Tonight they will be counting the planes as they wait for those of us who make it back. Suddenly the curtain rises on the day’s episode with the usual chorus of Ohs and Ahs. We all follow the red yarn from Polebrook marking the circuitous course across the North Sea, over Holland, missing Bremen, Hanover, and Magdeburg, ending at Berlin. This was the third time we had been briefed for Berlin. Twice we waited on the flight line for three hours then had the mission scrubbed. Nobody liked going to Berlin as this was probably the best defended target in Germany. We were advised our little friends (P-51s) would be escorting all the way with a roving patrol. Everyone was sitting up attentively listening to the intelligence officer describe the mission. There was no lack of attention, as his instructions were life and death to us. There was an instantaneous feeling of immense doom with fear spreading through the briefing room; we try not to look at one another. Who will be among the missing tonight? How many crews will get it today? The Intelligence Officer advises us: “The flak should be light enroute although we will pick up some in the vicinity of Hanover. The target will be defended by about 500 88mm anti-aircraft guns. The gun crews are very good. We will be under controlled anti-aircraft fire from the flak for seven minutes on the IP. This will be an invasion of their capitol so the enemy fighters will be persistent and aggressive. Fighters will try to break up the formation with large head-on attacks. Don't panic and try to dodge. This would leave you wide open if you straggle. Always stay in the tight defensive diamond formations. Should someone ahead of you get knocked out of the formation, immediately move right up into his place. The plane has either been hit and going down as it begins to straggle”. The weather officer takes the stage telling us: “The weather was lousy. The visibility is now down to 1/4 of a mile but assured us it would be up to one mile by take off. It is a lot better when we can see while rolling down the 6,000-foot runway. The plane was pregnant with the hell of bombs and three thousand gallons of 100 octane flaming inferno. The majority leaves but some wait. They soon assemble in little groups as men slip to their knees before their chaplains-Protestant, Catholic, and Jew. There were almost no “non believers” We picked up our flimsies for specific instructions.
Proceeded to the ready room where we donned the necessary gear to keep us warm
in -60 degree temperatures and oxygen masks to keep us alive at 30,000 feet. The
parachutes for an emergency trip to mother earth if the Germans were to clip our
wings. Today we caught a truck with enough room for our gear.
Trying to get everything on a Jeep to take us out to the plane is a
little crowded for 10 men, is this good omen? The Crew Chief quickly briefed us on the condition of the plane then we ran the props through. While the gunners were installing their caliber 50 machine guns, gas trucks topped off our tanks with 100-octane gasoline. It was now time for the final P-Call (Make our bladders gladder). Everyone reviewed their check off sheets and loaded extra ammunition. Briefing had told us we would have fighter cover from our little friends, but you never knew. All too soon there was the green flare to start engines and we knew the mission was on. The ground crews are still on the hardstand calling out: "Good Luck, hope it is a Milk Run”. They were the heart and soul that kept us flying. They had been up for hours getting the plane ready, but in their tired eyes and oil spattered clothes there was the look of anxious men. We were their crew, and they had given their utmost sweat and toil to their airplane. These same men would be at the hardstand at least an hour before the mission was to return counting the planes. There was always the excitement and relief as their plane came home. However the ground crew would also watch the sky in vain. They would be seen finally walking slowly back to their bunks scuffing their feet on the ground because they were sick deep inside. As crew moves to their stations the plane abruptly becomes alive. She sits majestically on her wheels and tail gear even though the wings are not yet grasping the air as it slides over them. The plane is interlaced with control cables, electrical, communication lines, and oxygen system. In the air all these parts come together as a single individual like the parts of a human body. It becomes a single, living, breathing, and flying creature. We soon find the lead ship for our group and settle in to our allotted position. All too soon the formation turns east and heads for Europe. Below is the English Channel and ahead there is the outline of the Zeider Zee. As we enter Germany from Holland we are alerted there are fighters in the area. Soon there is the familiar “Bandits-Nine O'clock High” from the top turret. Once what were specks in the distant horizon move in on us, as everybody holds their breath in anticipation of an attack. Shortly there is a sudden sigh of relief as there are our little friends in beautiful P-51s. It wasn't long until the waist reported our little friends were peeling off. The radio operator reported another group was under attack by German fighters. We soon see them again weaving in and out around our formation. We could tell they hadn't mixed it up with any fighters because they still had their drop tanks. (We later learned 8th Air Force command had changed the tactics of the fighters. Their primary mission was no longer flying cover for the bombers, but instead we were used as decoys. In this way the fighters could destroy the Luftwaffe reducing that menace from the skies for the overall military action in Europe). Without warning we saw them drop their tanks and disappear as we approached the IP for our bomb run. As we turn on the bomb run over Berlin the bomb path to the target is a continuos black forbidden path of bursting antiaircraft fire. Time never moves as the six minutes of the elapsed time for the bomb run seems to go forever matching a lifetime. Vigorously we feel the plane lurch upward and the accustomed announcement from the Bombardier "Bombs Away". Our five tons of destruction are on their way to the target in Berlin. We immediately switch the controls back from the bombsight (the plane during the bomb run is controlled by the adjustments of the bombsight). Tell the Co-Pilot it’s all yours by raising your hands palm up to indicate he has the control of the plane. It is easier for him to make such a turn from his right hand seat. He starts the slow turn to the right away from the target. Suddenly out of nowhere there leaps a bright flame and an astonishing release of energy. Immediately followed by the tremendous staggering slap of concussion. It pulsates with a flashing of fantastic lights. Without warning a wide tear became visible in the right wing around the number three engine. You are terrified; your whole being is totally intimidated. You feel as if your soul has escaped from your body.
You can see and feel the darkness closing in around you. Everything seems to be standing on the edge of a huge black void as the universe fades in the distance. Time is standing still as everything is in slow motion. The plane begins shaking and trembling from the nose to the tail. She immediately begins a graceful slide on the right wing approaching dangerously near the adjoining fortress. Frantically the other pilot pushes down hard on his rudder skidding out of the way with only a second to spare. Immediately grabbing the controls you desperately trying to bring the plane out of the slide while bypassing other planes in the formation and trying to keep the plane flying. With all your strength you are barely able to move the controls. Reaching for the feathering button for number three engine you unexpectedly see the spray of brains, bones, tissue and blood splattered over the right side of the cockpit. What was left of the copilot lay pitched over the control column. With the bile raising in your throat you soon are choking in your oxygen mask. Swallowing hard on the gushing bile there is no way you allow yourself to give in. The plane must be kept flying. Soon the Navigator is on the flight deck trying to move the copilot slumped over the control column. With all that dead weight on the control column it is impossible to hold the plane for very long. Soon we are behind and below the formation-losing altitude at about 500 feet a minute and in level flight. The power to the engines is increased, but number three is windmilling, as it would not feather. Number four is smoking and trying hard to run. First thing is to keep this bird flying, then try to see what damage we have and who is hurt. The Navigator pulls what is left of the copilot from the control column. Then the trim tabs are set, but the horrendous vibrations from number three windmilling continues. Switching the autopilot back on could see the Group above and ahead of us in the distance. We are alone and totally exposed, like slowly running down the interstate with no clothes on. There is a cloud cover at about 20,000 feet so we let down into the friendly clouds. As we are descending everyone is checking in--Radio OK, Ball Turret OK, Left Waist OK, Tail OK. Left Waist said the other Waist is hit and is checking him out. There is no response from the Bombardier or the Top Turret. The Navigator says the Bombardier was dead as he had taken a direct hit on his upper torso, which is totally shattered. The Radio Operator checks out the Top Turret. The Ball stays where he is to assess the damage as far as he can see. Radio soon tells us the Top Turret is demolished with the Engineer dead. Waist comes back and advises the Right Waist had taken a hit on the front of his flack suit. This has totally opened up the front of him, death was instaneous. The Radio Operator announces our oxygen system has also been damaged and we were losing oxygen. The Ball Turret advises the area all around number three engines is shattered with the skin peeled back revealing the struts all along the wing root. Oil is coming out of number three engine, however there is no sign of any fire. Number four engine was smoking, but he can’t tell where the smoke is coming from. The right wheel is dangling, with a red liquid pouring out which appears to be hydraulic fluid. Loosing our oxygen left us no choice but to descend to a
lower altitude. We passed through
14,000 to 12,000 feet with a sigh of relief as we remove our oxygen masks. We
break out of the clouds right after passing through 10,000 feet. Breaking.
Unexpectedly the vibration from number three engine stops as the engine freezes
and the prop twists off with no additional damage. When we level out at 8,000 feet the number four engine
gives up the ghost and quits. This
time the feathering works. We are
unable to transfer any fuel from the right wing tanks so we lean the mixture
control on one and two engines almost to detonation. The tail Gunner without warning calls out “Fighters at
five o'clock high” and we think here we go.
We are well aware the Luftwaffe always looks for cripples trying to get
home, as they are easy game. In a
short time the Tail Gunner advises are two p-51s our little friends. Even with increased power the two engines are not
maintaining altitude as we keep slipping lower. It is time to jettison everything loose in the plane as it is
a long way home from Berlin. All
the guns, ammunition, flak vests, including anything loose are dumped out.
We keep our Mae Wests on. The
Radio Operator notifies wing and the coastal stations we were limping home on
two engines. Our little friends stay with us, then after while are
replaced by a Spitfire. If we can
keep the plane flying maybe we can get to England. We are continuing to lose altitude and it is obvious we
will not have enough fuel to get to England.
Time to make some very basic decisions. Should we bail out now at a safe altitude, or try to go
as far as we can maybe ditching in the channel?
There is a chance on bailing out with probably ending up a prisoner of
the Germans. As a crew we always were outspoken and everyone has their
say. The crew is unanimous in the
decision to continue on. The reason
being all of us would rather take a chance on the channel than on the Germans.
We had heard many horror stories of the treatment and murder of prisoners
by German civilians. I believe,
also to a man we are thinking of our dead buddies and if there is anyway
possible let's get them home. Our
altitude was now 2,500 feet, and it appears we will be on fumes when we reach
the coast. We still have our little friends keeping tabs on us and
so far no enemy fighters have shown up. Everyone
checks again to see what else is loose we could throw out.
Radio advises us Group acknowledges we’re limping home on two engines
and short on fuel. They have
alerted Air Sea Rescue, and in the event we ditch to give the "Mayday"
call plus tying down the radio key for a fix. Finally the coast is in sight and we are down to 600 feet
with the fuel gauges on the peg for empty. We have all discussed the crash
positions we will assume when ready to ditch.
The Navigator staying as Co-Pilot, and the Ball Turret Gunner acting as
the Engineer remaining on the flight deck.
Radio, Waist, and Tail will assume a crash position sitting in the radio
room with their backs to the door. We have all agreed we will get as far as we can then try to
land in a trough. The seas appear
quite calm although there is a swell running like the ocean at home.
All too soon the red warning lights comes on, then the fuel pressure
drops. The crew is warned and Radio begins his "Mayday" call, followed
by tying down the radio key. We
turn into the trough and drop our air speed to about 90.
We begin the flair to kill the lift plus getting the tail down so we don’t
submarine when the engines quit. Without warning we hit the water with a giant belly flop.
We pull the release for the window.
The Ball Turret Gunner pulls the release for the life raft as the three
of us scrambles out on the wing. The
life raft inflates from the CO2 cylinders, but soon started to crumple from the
holes in it. The other three
scrambling out of the hatch from the radio room join us.
We all pulled the CO2 releases on our May Wests this time in
earnest. There has never been enough said of these people in Air Sea Rescue for their efforts. Their compassion and bravery in rescuing others and us during the air war over Europe. After three days of getting us warmed up we were returned to our base. They were very surprised to see us. The reports they had indicated we had been lost in the Channel and had rolled our beds up. My Mother had received a "Missing in Action" telegram from the War Department. |
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