June 25th, 2003
Today was the same old. I got up and checked my email on the computer. I talked to my boyfriend, and hence once again got weak in the knees doing so. =^_^= Then at 3 o'clock I went to a dance class at Barbizon because it was a free workshop and the teacher is looking for people to try out the the Cavs' dance team. But alas it falls on the same day as my graduation party, I'll just have to try out for I.M.T.A (International Modeling and Talent Agency) instead. Giggles, I need to get over my fear of the stage. But the greatest thing happened today, my boyfriend will be coming here to visit during the summer. I just want so badly to hold him in my arms. Ihate that we are so far apart. I love him anyway, and will tell anyone that I see that I do.

June 24th, 2003
Today is the one month anniversary of my grandmothers death. My mum and I went to the last restaurant they went to, which was a little tea room, little cakes and sandwiches, etc. Then we went and put flowers on her grave. My mum wanted me to hang little metal butterflies in a nearby tree. Well I had to climb it and then almost fell out of it. My grandmother was probably looking on down from heaven and laughing her butt off. After, we went and visited my cousin, and had a lady from Mary Kay cosmetics. I look so beautiful... well I am a model now anyway...Teehee. Yay! I'm so happy. Anyway once again I had another wonderful conversation with my boyfriend. Damn I love him, lol. Well till another day..... bye~byes!! =^_^=(mew!!)

June 23rd, 2003
Today was so great! I finally got back together with my boyfriend(for the fourth time, ^_^;;, teehee). I know that after today I will not let my friends decide whom I should love and not love. They don't know anything about him, and says I'm too good for him. I'll believe that when I see it. Anyway, I'm getting the last of the detailing done for my graduation party. I can't believe it I'm going to college!! I thought this day would never come. Of course I'm going to miss everyone, but it's time to make new friends and start over...in some aspects of the word. Teehee!