Chapter 10
She gasped a little at the sight of him; it was like it was her first time seeing him. She couldn’t help but stare at him. He smiled his little half smile at her said a quick hi and then left with the two drinks he ordered then returned to the perky blond in the back. Jana watched him walk off and walk up to the girl and give her the drink and a kiss. A kiss? Wait a second he invited Jana to this little shin dig. Why wasn’t he with her? Wait she didn’t want him to. Who was she kidding she loved the attention from Nick. She wanted to be with him too. She knew she shouldn’t want to but she couldn’t help it. And now it was too late he moved on, she waited to long. She played him for too long. Jana downed another shot as she got even more depressed.
"Serves you right." Nikki said when she walked up to Jana.
"What?"
"That’s what you get. You played him and now he’s moved on."
"You bitch you knew about this?"
"Oh no."
"You are such a liar you just wanted to see me get hurt."
"Whatever."
"Oh ok." Jana said sarcastically.
"It’s what you get playing with him like that."
"Fuck you." Jana snapped.
Nikki rolled her eyes and started to walk off when Jana jumped on her both of them falling to the ground. Jana punched her a few times in the face and Nikki tried hitting her back. By now they got the attention of about everyone in the club even Nick. He came running over along with the bouncers to get Jana off Nikki.
"Jana what the hell is your problem?" He asked as they finally got her off Nikki.
"Who’s the girl?" She asked completing ignoring the question.
"What? You’re drunk you should go back to the hotel."
"Why? Don’t want me to do this to Barbie over there?" She slurred out stumbling a little as Nick grabbed her waist so she wouldn’t fall.
"What are you talking about?"
"The… blond… Nick." She said slowly.
"What about her?"
"Who is she?"
"None of your business." He replied letting go of her waist.
"Why did you invite me if you had someone else?" She asked trying to balance herself.
"What do you mean it’s not like we were together Jana."
"Yeah you’re right." She said quietly then started to walk away.
"You had your chance Jana you blew it." Nikki yelled from behind her.
"Shut up." Nick said.
"What? It’s true."
Nick didn’t say anything he started to follow Jana out of the club.
"Jana." He said from behind her when they got outside.
"What?" She snapped.
"Whoa now no need for the attitude with me you pretty much just fucked up the party with your little stunt."
"Your point is?" Jana asked turning around to Nick revealing her tear struck face.
Nick’s face softened when he saw that she had been crying. "Actually you know you kind of made it enjoyable you were the entertainment for that whole two minutes." He said giving her a smirk.
She tried her hardest not to smile.
"Come on smile I promise I won’t tell anyone."
Jana sighed and said, "I’m sorry."
"For?"
"You know."
"I don’t think I do."
"You fuck you’re to make me say it aren’t you?"
Nick smiled big and nodded.
"I’m sorry. I was jealous."
"Jealous? Wouldn’t one have to like someone to get jealous?" Nick asked grinning.
Jana nodded a little.
"So what are you saying?"
"Damn it Nick you know I like you its obvious."
"Not really, sometimes I’m like oh yeah she likes me then other times I’m confused as hell."
Jana laughed a little and said, "Sorry."
"Stop apologizing."
"Sorry."
"Stop it."
"Sorry." Jana said laughing Nick just shook his head.
"So?"
"What?"
"Where do we go from here?"
Jana shrugged and said, "What about blondie?"
Nick smiled and said, "Who?"
Jana couldn’t help but smile at that.
"Jana you don’t understand how much I like you. How bad I want to be apart of your world. God only knows because you know I’m kind of scared of your world."
Jana shook her head and said, "I’m not sure I can let you in."
"Can we just start as friends at least?"
"I thought we were already?"
"Humor me and agree damn it."
"Fine." Jana said with a smile.
"Ok now back to the party because you are going to kiss and make up with Nikki."
"I don’t think so."
"You know hold on."
"What?"
"Why’d you come?"
"Nikki forced me. It was supposed to be a ‘surprise’ she blindfolded me." Jana said shrugging.
"Come on Jana I know you are a little more clever than that."
"Ok, I admit it I knew where we were going and I wanted to come."
Nick grinned even bigger as they walked back in the club.
"Where’d she go?" Jana asked to no one in particular as her and Nick walked up to the bar.
Nick shrugged.
"I bet she went back to the hotel."
"Go after her."
Jana smiled and said, "Ok fine I can see when I’m not wanted."
"Shut up. I’m going to go back to the hotel in a little bit. I’m going to stop by your room."
Jana raised her eyebrows and said, "Oh yeah?"
Nick nodded and gave her a kiss on the cheek. She turned around and headed out of the club.
Jana got back to the hotel to find Nikki sleeping. She decided against waking her up Nikki was almost a little worse than when someone woke Jana up so she knew it’d be a bad idea. She changed into her pajamas and got settled on the couch watching a movie until someone knocked on the door.
She got up and opened to see Nick smiling at her. She smiled back and said, "My face hurts from all this damn smiling. It’s not used to it."
Nick laughed and said, "Where’s Nikki? You guys make up?"
"She’s sleeping."
"Ok then come to my room."
"Why?"
"We’re going to have a slumber party and talk."
"Goodie." Jana said sarcastically.
Nick rolled his eyes at her as they walked out of the room and down the hall.
"So this is like girl talk? But I can’t ask you about cramps and your period and shit." Jana said as her and Nick sat on the couch in his hotel room.
Nick just shook his head.
"Can I ask you a personal question?"
"Depends."
"Oh come on." She replied with a puppy dog face.
"If I don’t like it I won’t answer."
She nodded and then laughed.
"What?"
"Nothing. So how many girls have you slept with?"
"What?" Nick asked with wide eyes.
"Just wondering."
"How many do you think?"
"You don’t want to know." She said laughing.
"Tell me."
"50?"
"50?" Nick asked his eyes practically popping out of his head.
Jana couldn’t control her laughter anymore.
"How do you figure that?"
"I see it this way. If I was guy I’d be sticking it anywhere. It I was a guy that looked like you oh yeah everywhere. And if I was you I’d be the most conceited motherfucker man whore you’d ever see."
Now Nick was laughing.
"It’s true. So was I close?"
Nick shook his head.
"How many?"
"20."
"What? Are you shitting me?"
"I shit you not. Why? How many for you?"
"I can’t say now."
"Why?"
"Because it’s more than you."
"Come on."
"25."
"Ok now we got that question out of the way."
"Yeah."
"Do you regret any of them?"
"A few. What about you?"
"Yeah."
"Ok… when did you lose it?"
"Why are they all sex questions?"
Jana shrugged and said, "I can’t help the dirty mind syndrome."
"You name it?"
Jana grinned and nodded.
"16. You?"
"Same."
"Ok serious question."
"Oh no."
"It’s not that bad."
"I don’t know if I can handle serious shit."
"Try."
"Fine." Jana replied with a heavy dramatic sigh.
"Have you ever been in love?"