Mistakes

"Momma?" Alexis asked walking into the room.

"Yeah honey?"

"What’s wrong?" She asked climbing into Jerrica’s lap.

"Mommy’s sad."

"Why?"

"Because."

"Does something hurt?"

Jerrica looked into her daughter’s big brown eyes and nodded then said, "Yeah baby momma’s heart hurts."

Alexis wrapped her arms around Jerrica’s neck and said, "I got band aids."

Jerrica started to laugh as she stood and Alexis went back into the living room.

"Damn it A.J what am I going to do?" Nick asked A.J on the phone later that night.

"I don’t know what happened?"

"I kissed her."

"What?"

"I kissed her."

"What for?"

"I don’t know. I’m so attracted to her and her daughter is a trip man."

"What about Shanna?"

"I don’t know."

"What do you mean you don’t know."

Nick shrugged and said, "You know Jerrica makes me feel special, she’s told me things her co-workers and her friends don’t know. I asked if she was ever going to get married she said if she found the right guy and I asked who that would be and she said me. Shocked the hell out of me. No one not even Shanna has ever made me feel special like that or say something like that."

"What are you saying?"

"I don’t know."

"Ok. Nick you need to figure it out cause you’re confusing the hell out of me. I gotta go. I’ll see you tomorrow."

"Yeah ok."

"Bye buddy."

"Bye." Nick replied as he hung up the phone and looked around.

The next day Jerrica got right to work when she got there not saying anything to Nick, even though she couldn’t help but look at him and then notice he was looking at her. She was on a roll then her assistant said it was time for a break. Something she was dreading all day she didn’t want to talk to Nick. She wouldn’t care even if she didn’t see him again, ok maybe she’d care a little bit. But he had a girlfriend and that made it ten times worse.

She slowly made it to her office, she walked in flopped down in her car and laid her head on her desk, crying.

"So stupid, so stupid." She said to herself. "God I can’t believe this once again I’m going to get hurt. How can I fall so easily?" She asked herself as she sat up looking at Nick standing in front of her desk.

"Oh shit." She said putting her head back down.

Nick laughed a little and said, "Something wrong?"

Jerrica nodded and pointed at him.

"Me?"

She nodded again.

"Can I get a answer of why?"

She shook her head no.

"Fine." He said as he walked out the door then turned around cause he heard her say something.

"Cause I’m in love with you." She said quietly starting to cry again.

Nick walked back in and sat down in a chair, watching her. Did he just hear her say she was in love with him? Nick smiled to himself as she sat up again looking at him.

"I thought you left."

"I came back."

"When?"

"Just now."

Jerrica looked around and noticed he closed her door.

"What?"

"Nothing." She said quietly as she got up and started to walk to the door. Nick stood up and stopped her by putting his hand on her stomach. She looked at him and he smiled.

"Where are you going?"

"Food need some."

He didn’t say anything he just pulled her close to him, their bodies close. Jerrica looked at him like he was insane. She was about to say something but Nick kissed her passionately stopping her. The kiss got deeper and Nick sat Jerrica on the edge of her desk. He moved his hand untucking her shirt and moving his hand up it. Jerrica was completely lost in his kiss and touch she didn’t even notice the fact that he unbuttoned her shirt.

"Jerrica you in here?" Her boss Mr. Cleveland asked as he knocked on the door.

Nick and Jerrica separated both buttoning up her shirt as she said, "Yeah can I help you with something Mr. Cleveland I’m on the phone with Alexis’s baby-sitter, she is sick."

"Just wanted to know." He said as he walked in, Jerrica with the phone to her ear and Nick under her desk.

"What?"

"I need to talk to you about those prints for those catalogs you did last week." He said as he sat down.

"Hold on a sec." She said putting her finger up. "Ok Marge I’ll call you later." She said as she hung up the phone.

"Lex ok?"

"Yeah Marge said she had a stomach ache or something." Jerrica said as she felt something on her leg. She put her hand on her leg and pushed Nick’s hand off.

"That’s good, she is the cutest little thing there is."

Jerrica smiled and said, "Thanks." As she felt Nick’s hand go up her other leg.

"Ok those prints have you got them back yet? Cause the company called said they are waiting and all this shit."

Jerrica thought a second and said, "I don’t think so I can call and check."

"That would be good."

"Ok. You want me to do it right now?"

He nodded his head yes as Jerrica picked up the phone and dialed a number and soon started talking to someone.

Nick sat indian style under desk, getting quite antsy. He looked straight ahead and there were Jerrica’s leg, in a skirt easy acess. No pantyhose and she didn’t even have her legs crossed. Nick put his hand on her leg again and she didn’t push it away, he slowly moved up and down her leg and then made it to her thigh pushing her skirt up with him. He saw goosebumps appear on her skin as he smiled.

Jerrica was on the phone talking and started to wiggle and readjust herself a few times. She soon hung the phone up as Nick started to rub his fingers over her panties. She tried her hardest not to do anything expect push him away but he soon went back to what he was doing.

"They said they’d be here by tomorrow or the next day." Jerrica managed to say as Nick started to touch her.

"Ok well I’m going to go get some lunch."

She nodded as he walked out and closed the door. Jerrica pushed her chair back and looked at Nick.

"Am I in trouble?" He asked with an innocent grin.

Jerrica nodded as she got up and walked over to the door locking it. She turned around and Nick was in her chair smiling. She returned the smile straddling him. She leaned down and kissed him passionately while he unbuttoned her shirt again and she started to take his shirt off. They separated long enough so he could lift his shirt off. She looked at him and started to kiss again. He put his hands on her legs and lifted her skirt up, she sat up a little as he started to take her panties and they fell backwards on the chair. They both started to laugh, then started to kiss again. After they were both naked laying on the floor, Nick flipped Jerrica over so he was on top. He slowly entered her as he kissed down her neck and chest. She wrapped her arms around his neck pulling him closer then wrapping her legs around him. He would pull out quick then push back in slow making Jerrica moan every time, he started to kiss her to muffle her moans. After doing that a few more times he could feel her walls tighten and her moans got louder in his mouth. Right after her he came and then slowed his pace down eventually stopping, collapsing on top of her catching his breath. He finally pulled out of her with a groan and laid next to her. He pulled her close to him and kissed her. She started to kiss his neck and chest then his shoulders. She stopped as someone knocked on the door.

"Shit, shit shit." She out loud as she got up and put her clothes on Nick doing the same.

"Jerrica, you in there?" Jeff asked.

"Shit shit shit shit." She said quietly as she made sure not to have the ‘I just had sex’ look on her face and made sure Nick was ok and he got back under her desk.

"Jerrica?" He asked louder and banged on the door.

"Yeah?" She said as she opened the door.

"Why was your door locked?" He asked looking at her.

"I feel asleep."

"Oh well do you want any food?"

"No I’m good." She said with a smile as he left. She closed the door and leaned up against banging her head.

"I don’t think that’s healthy." Nick said as he stood walking over to her with a smile.

"Well I’m not quite sure that was healthy." She said with with her eyes closed.