"It feels so weird to go somewhere without the kids." Jana said as she looked out the window of the plane.

"Yeah, I’m glad we get to go somewhere without them though."

"Yeah." Jana replied as she leaned her head back closing her eyes.

"Are you going to sleep?" Nick asked as he nudged her side.

"Yes."

"But Jana." Nick whined.

"Nick, I want to rest. I’d advise you to do the same thing. I want you to have all the energy in the world."

"What-"

Jana looked at him raising her eyebrow.

"Oh right nap it is then." Nick replied leaning his head back while Jana did the same laughing at him.

//The Next Day\\

"Aunt Nikki what day is it?" Trenton asked as he sat down at the kitchen table.

"It’s Sunday buddy."

"So mommy and daddy are coming home today?" He asked with wide eyes.

Nikki laughed. "They left last night; they’ll be back in a week."

"You wanna know what they are going to bring me?"

Nikki turned around looking at him and asked, "What’s that?"

"A brother."

Nikki started to laugh. "Oh really, what makes you think that?"

"Daddy was on the phone with Uncle AJ and he said that he wanted a new brother for me."

"Eat." Nikki said laughing as she put his breakfast on the table.

Jana rolled over stretching her arm out next to her to get closer to; she opened her eyes and looked at the empty spot next to her and frowned. She sat up holding the sheet with her arms as she looked around the room, then her eyes focused on her purse and the ringing that was coming from inside. She groaned as she got up holding the sheet tight.

"Ello?" She asked yawning.

"Morning sunshine."

"What do you want Nikki?" Jana asked as she sat down on the bed.

"You two didn’t call when you got in, I was worried."

"We’re alive."

"Ok."

"Is that all you wanted?" Jana asked scratching her head.

"Want to know what Trenton told me?"

"What?"

"He thinks he is getting a brother when you two get back."

"What?" Jana asked as she looked up to see Nick walk in the room.

"Yeah he heard Nick talking to AJ about his new baby I guess and Nick must have said something about wanting another baby."

"Interesting well I’m going to go my sex toy is back."

"God no details please."

"Bye." Jana said as she hung up the phone and tossed it in her purse.

"Already checking in with the kids?" Nick asked.

"No, she called me. Where did you go?"

"I got donuts." Nick said pointing to the box on the table.

"That’s what room service is for."

"I didn’t want to wake you up."

"Well tomorrow morning you better be in the damn bed when I get up." Jana said crossing her arms.

"Well ok." Nick said softy as he walked closer to Jana, standing in between her legs.

Jana started to crawl backwards; she sat up against the headboard as Nick crawled up straddling her hips. He leaned down kissing her deeply. He kissed down to her neck, and slowly started to remove the sheet that was around her.

"Want to know what our son thinks he is getting?" Jana asked as Nick sucked on her neck.

"Don’t care, you’re ruining the moment." Nick mumbled against her skin as his hands moved up her stomach to her breasts.

"He thinks he’s getting a brother."

Nick stopped what he was doing and looked Jana in the eyes.

"I wonder where he got that?" Jana asked.

"Me, more than likely I was talking to AJ and he was talking about the new baby and I had said I wanted more kids."

"Oh yeah? Were you ever going to tell me?"

Nick shrugged.

"Why?"

"I come from a big family I want a big family, kids everywhere. Don’t you?"

"I don’t know, didn’t really think about popping out another kid." Jana said shrugging.

"But what if it happened? I mean you’re not on birth control anymore it’s possible."

"Not much I can do then huh?"

Nick smiled and said. "Guess not."

Jana leaned up kissing Nick intensely, sucking on his bottom lip a little. They pulled apart both breathing hard, as they stared at each other.

Nick started to move off the bed while Jana looked at him questioningly.

"What are you doing?" Jana asked looking at him weird.

He just smirked at her as he rid himself of his clothes. He got back on the bed hovering over Jana as she scooted down to lay down completely. Nick leaned down taking Jana’s mouth in his kissing her deeply. Jana wrapped her arms around his neck pulling him closer as their kiss deepened.

Nick pulled away looking at Jana as he slowly entered her. Jana sighed as he fully entered her and just laid there staring intently at her. She kissed him roughly hinting to him to start moving. He kissed her back as he started to move at a slow steady pace. They pulled away looking at each other breathless as Nick continued to move slowly.

Nick started to move a little faster but it was still a rather slow steady pace. He leaned down pressing his forehead against Jana’s as their breaths began to grow ragged. Jana wrapped her legs around Nick’s waist pulling him closer to her then leaned up kissing him, her lips barely touching his. Nick kissed her back harder as he started to move faster. He pulled away breathing hard and then put his arms around her shoulders.

Nick’s pace quickened as Jana’s moans got louder. He leaned his forehead on hers, both of their hair sticking to their foreheads their bodies were sweaty and sticking to each other as Nick moved even faster. He kissed her passionately, as she came then soon after he did. His pace slowed down eventually stopping; he rested his head on her chest as they both tried to catch their breath.

He rolled off of her and laid next to her still breathing hard.

Jana looked over at him. "Getting to be too much for your?" She asked laughing a little.

Nick looked over at her glaring. She stopped laughing then moved to lay her head on his chest. She let out a small giggle as she closed her eyes.

Jana laid there staring at the ceiling thinking about what Nick had said as he slept next to her. Why didn’t she just say she didn’t want another baby, rather than beat around the bush? How could she tell him no when he had that look on his face? Why was she so weak when it came to him? Jana didn’t understand why Nick wanted more kids; to her it was just crazy. They had two, wasn’t that enough? He sure didn’t have to go through it like she did. She just didn’t want another baby; she didn't want everything that came with a new baby but most of all she just didn’t want to give birth to another child.

~March 26, 2006~

Jana slowly opened her eyes taking in her surroundings. She started to panic when she didn’t recognize where she was. She tried to remember what happened, she went into labor and the doctor had told her something was wrong with the baby and he would have to do a C-section. That’s all she remembered, because shortly after he told her that the drugs kicked in and she fell asleep.

Jana sat up a little but the serge a pain that came from her stomach made her lay back down. She closed her eyes trying to stay calm. But the questions where still going through her head. What happened to the baby? Where was Nick? Where was the baby?

"Jana?" Nick whispered as he slowly walked into the room, interrupting her thoughts.

Jana quickly opened her eyes. "Where’s the baby? Is she ok?" Jana asked quickly.

Nick nodded.

Jana sighed as she laid her head back. "I want to see her." She said looking back at Nick.

He nodded again. Then left the room to get her a wheel chair then they made their way to the nursery.

He wheeled her right in front of the bin she was in. Jana got up slowly, ignoring the pain. She looked down at her, brown hair just like her.

"Did you pick out a name for her yet?" A nurse asked with a warm smile.

Jana looked up at her and then back at Nick. "Alyssa Catherine Leigh." Jana said softly.

After they both showered separately, Nick decided, against Jana’s will, that they should leave the confines of their room and go out.

"I can’t fucking believe you made me come to this stupid tour. It’s for fucking tourist." Jana said later that day.

"Oh stop."

Jana rolled her eyes. "I want to go." She whined when they stopped to stare at some statue, she could care less about that.

"Stop complaining you wanted to get out."

"Negative I did not want to get out, you did and you decided we could do this. I’d rather be doing anything besides this right now."

"Stop complaining damn."

"Fuck you; I can complain if I want to damn it."

Nick started to laugh, "That’s mature baby." He said as they started walking again.

Jana sighed and reluctantly started to follow Nick, sudden thoughts of another baby going through her head again.

~August 2003~

"I’m pregnant." Jana said into the phone quietly.

"Didn’t we already establish this?" Nikki asked.

"Yeah, it’s Nick’s."

"You went to the doctor?"

"Yeah."

"And you’re sure?"

"Yes, the baby was conceived late last month, and I was back home early in July."

"Well that’s good then right?"

"Yeah, I guess."

"What do you mean you guess?"