Loss and [emptiness], loss and [emptiness], red in the sunset
red in the water, come.
I am. Tried to shed my skin. Tried to lure one in. Tried to...
(tried to break me today)
burn the unclean, in the moonlight my teeth
gleams, ravage her nightside, let her decide
she's gonna fucking taste blood...
These waters aren't so cold, mmm watch for the
undertow, I'm trying - to make us complete, adrenaline -
cannot compete, my venom - it runs too deep, you just
might finally awake... (you just might not)mmm... let me back inside, I'm offering a different
life, I could... give you new eyes, and let you
breathe for the first time, with me you can bleed and cry
and come to hate me, because you just can't die.
But I'm still waiting. Long after you've gone. To return.
To come back to me, to dig your hooks in, and this
time, I'll drive them in deep, and I will blind your
heartmelting eyes to show a cesspool.
To show your inside AND YOU ARE NOT BEAUTIFUL - I'VE
BEEN INSIDE YOU! I've tasted your every
taste, and you are just as ugly as I never could've
guessed, but it doesn't even matter and if you were
brave enough to remember, I loved you anyway and
if to you love means enough you will remember - I always
will cherish you and be nothing less than yours - AND NO
ONE CAN LOVE YOU LIKE ME and still live through it. Whats
even worse is that you almost understand, but you
cannot comprehend the scale. You commit suicide unto me
and you cannot possibly imagine unless you've been there
and now my eyes are black. I see even more
than the nights when I lay bleeding - only now
I'm more alone. All my memories turned scars
And I keep having to kill part of me over and over
cuz it just won't die (wish you were just a whore
I paid to kill me) I thought I had a new lease on life.SHUT THE FUCK UP UNTIL I'M DONE!
because your logic is all fucked and I
KNOW YOU HAVE NO REAL REASONS!
Your ambrosia was toxin, but that was fine.
but now I have all the side effects of all the
drugs you idolize, and I'm bleeding from my eyes,
all the drugs you thought were so clean and do
you see just part of what I am, subconsciously
you long for pain like mine and thats so sick I
hope you get it, but just a taste. AND YOU
CANNOT EVEN LISTEN TO MY WORDS - IT'S
LIKE YOU NEVER READ A THING - I'd do anything
for you, and yes, you are selfish - reverse psychology
doesn't work on me - and it's pathetic you're
alone inside but I don't think you care and thats
even sadder. You cannot even say you think about how I
feel because you can barely even begin to imagine - and
if you say otherwise then you are either writhing in
agony wishing to undo that day or you are blatantly
insulting me. And you better go to my wake -
I WANT YOU TO SEE THE SCARS YOU MADE
manifested on my flesh, and manifest in my loved
ones tears. If only they could know. And if I could
not trust you, and I believed in you. The only truth
in life is pain and it's the fools who let others inside.So what if I'm mad.
(unfinished)
Goodnight*
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