Messages from angelina's friends at Fantassia's Palace.
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Wed Aug 8 4:17:10 2001
Aregorn: Thank you Geoff so much for letting us know, and gives me chance to pass some hugs on from me and Jenna.

I finally got into contact with Jenna *smiles* she passes on her love to you all and most of all to Ticie, she told me amid the tears that she knows Angelina will be happy she's home for she's with her mom and pap who she missed so much and so many others she missed, she miss us all but we see her again and always have her love and she's an angel proper now to watch other us all like she did in life..

Wed Aug 8 4:49:25 2001
cherish: Geoff...thank You for posting that message....i know this is hard on You and i just wanted You to know how much i appreciate You taking the time to do that - it helps to know that Ticie didn't suffer in her final hours. i wasn't real close to angie, but i still considered her a friend....i will miss her greatly. thank You and may God bless You and give You strength. *soft smile*

it is indeed sad that it takes losing a loved one to make Uus realize how much Oour friends mean to Uus....how much Wwe love Tthem...and how much Wwe want to know more about Tthem and be a part of Ttheir lives more often....a very costly learning experience (just some of my thoughts....i hope no Oone is offended by them)

Wed Aug 8 4:54:32 2001
~g-man~{Xquizite Dream}: Thank you, Geoff...

Wed Aug 8 5:02:04 2001
BumbleBee!: Geoff, I didn't forget you in my postings last night..I didn't know you all that well...But I am sorry for your loss as well as our own...~soft kiss to the cheek.~

Wed Aug 8 7:30:10 2001
Ceridwen the Black: Geoff, thank you for posting your message and letting us know. It is comforting to know that she at least did not suffer, even though she left us way too early, and my heart goes out to you *HUGGGGS*

Wed Aug 8 8:09:41 2001
Mistress Fire: Geoff - thank you sooooooo very much for your message and you are in my prayers. I'm thinking of you and the feelings that are amassing and going through your heart right now. *hugs* *waving to your dancing angel*

Wed Aug 8 8:26:11 2001
hina{Haster}: Oh my....*soft sigh* i have not been here in such a long time...and now i KNOW why i felt the urge to check back here. My,my,my....

Awwwwwww,ticie....*tender smile* E/everyone has said all there is to say. In time, i am sure...i will think of you and chuckle....when the reality of what has happened is not so fresh. my deepest sympathies to ticie/angelina and her family and loved ones. i must have heard the angels singing....and followed the joyful song. i know you live in perfect peace,now,ticie...i won't be sad for that.

With much appreciation and affection.....

Wed Aug 8 10:20:23 2001
~carmelle~: Reading the news, i just can't believe, nor understand why? The only solace is knowing she is happy now and at ease. ThankYou sweet ticie for always caring, for always wanting to brighten someone else's day eventho your's may have been bad. For Your care, your love and for your friendship. Big things definatly do come in small packages. Rest in peace, kiddo.

(because she always cared about everybody else)

HERO
Mariah Carey

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Oh....

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
You'll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Thu Aug 9 07:40:55 2001
*delight*: I realize a post in here from me has been conspicuously absent. Let no one dare say that's an indication of my lack of grief.

I have no words. Sometimes those that are the quietest are grieving the most.

Thu Aug 9 11:31:54 2001
Dubird: *gives delight a warm hug*

I had an idea to go along with Kathe's page for angie...and she liked it so here goes....i've set up a message board for a sort of online wake for angie....you can go and share memories, or dedications, or anything else....it'll be open from now till a week after Kathe's page is done...hopefully, everyone will have plenty of time to visit...you don't have to register, so you can use your name here....the address is:
angelina's board

yes, it's an ezboard account, so if you have one too, you're good to go....after this is closed, we'll be transcribing everyone's posts and adding them to Kathe's page.....

Thu Aug 9 4:20:08 2001
Geoff: Amidst the sadness, we have to remember to be thankful for the times that we were able to share with loved ones ... to celebrate their lives, even as we mourn their deaths.

Thanks also for the emails from angie's and My friends ... they are appreciated VERY much.

Thu Aug 9 5:07:48 2001
Kathe: Well, here it is:

In Loving Memory...

It's by all means not finished, but I need a little help. If anyone has any links to provide me with that have anything to do with Ticie, I'd greatly appreciate it! I have a special page created just for links to pages we've created for her....either before or after her death.

Geoff....I hope you don't mind that I've included a couple of your posts on the pages. Please let me know if you'd like me to change anything...I'd welcome any and all suggestions, especially from you. *hugs*

Thanks in advance!

Thu Aug 9 5:09:45 2001
Kathe: Thanks, Du, for creating the message board! *hugs*

Thu Aug 9 5:15:51 2001
Tearlach: Geoff..though we have never met, I knew angie. She touched many here and will be missed. I am sorry for your loss.

Thu Aug 9 5:18:40 2001
Kathe: *glancing through the pages I've created*

*sigh* It's not quite as elaborate as I would've like to have done it...but, as my online time is somewhat limited, I had to simplify it as much as possible.

I'm going offline for a little while....if anyone has anything to add to the 'Special Thoughts' page...or anything to add at all....please leave a message in my fan mail....or ICQ

thanks *hugs*

Thu Aug 9 9:03:57 2001
WHOS YOUR DADDY: very nice Kathe Cinn and Dubird *ss*

Geoff, ticie was one of the first person I met in here we would always help each other when we got down in the dumps she would make me laff always concerned about My health then when she got depressed I would send her some jokes to pick her up..Then we started with the recipes she got Me going with posting them here.. I will miss her

and now with the sad news of Navigator's passing leaves My heart heavy with grief. My MOM used to tell us that things always happen in 3's I really hope not in this case It;s been an Honor and a blessing to known them both

Thu Aug 9 9:47:10 2001
paleface:

Thu Aug 9 10:41:48 2001
MisbehavinChanty: First let me say that as an old member of Fan's I'm very sorry to return to this wonderous place to only find that a dear friend has passed on. Geoff I'm very sorry to hear of angie and will say a prayer for her sweet soul. I did not know of Navigator when I left but I am sorry to hear of His passing and wish to extend my condolences to Him and his as well.

Fri Aug 10 05:41:05 2001
lauranthalasia{Lgsd}: Oh, my...........i just scrolled back.....didn't pop in here til now, been working weird hours, ah, geesh Angelina, and Navigator Heaven is indeed richer, for now you both are there, though we all miss you....a lot

The Messenger

From an Angel on high
a tender message of love was softly whispered into the ear
of this humble scribe....

Weep not for me
now that I have passed.
Remember the laughter, the affection, the joy
not just the recent tears.
Cherish the memories, our hopes and dreams.
Hold fast to the love that we shared.

Be happy with the time we spent together
and being anew.
For I am not really gone,
I am closer than ever before.

As the morning sun rises
and throughout the busy day...I am with you.
Until the setting sun disappears on the horizon
and we watch the day turn into night...I am here.

You may feel a faint breeze stir round your head, while you slumber
as I gently kiss your forehead, "Good night."
The stars that shine so brightly in my heavenly sky
help me watch over you and keep you from harm.

I am the wind in the trees
and the song of a bird.
I am moonbeams in a midnight sky
and a glorious rainbow after the storm.
I am morning dew
and freshly-fallen snow.
I am a butterfly flying overhead
and a puppy happily at play.
I am a smile on a stranger's face
a gentle touch a warm embrace.

Listen to the wind for my message of love.
Watch the sun rise and set in the sky with me.
Feel my essence encircle you with warm memories.

Open your heart to know...I am not gone.
Reach deep into your soul...You will find me.
I am here.
Have no fear.
I am with you,
Always.
Kirsti (Angel scribe)

Fri Aug 10 12:19:42 2001
Jadzia: I am at a loss for words ... but want to say I am also grieving the loss of the Palace angel.

Would it be to much to ask that angie be the 'Jewel of the Palace' ... because she definitely was ...

Aregorn ... I have received the Fan mail and have been in a numb state this week ... know that it did help Me and showed Me that there is F/friends out there who do care. I am working on a reply to You and wanted to let You know that it helped more than You know!
*huggabug*

delight ... *soft sigh*
Thanks for the ear earlier this week and I hope that you are okay and if you want to chat about anything ... I am just a Q away.

Fri Aug 10 3:36:57 2001
~ally~: I'm so sorry to hear of Angelina. My prayers are with her family. I am offline at the moment. My computer was fried by lightning even with a surge protector...go figure. So I'm in the market for a new one. I'm using my daughter's computer. Everyone take care and be safe.

Fri Aug 10 4:51:04 2001
Harpoon: angelina's always been a "Jewel of the Palace"

Always will be too.

Fri Aug 10 5:55:35 2001
tabitha: Just returning from vacation to read this news..this sad horrible news...

tears flowing..life is so dam short...

Fri Aug 10 7:12:04 2001
GT: *sighs*.........rest well,slinky.....

Sat Aug 11 12:22:39 2001
DRIZZIT: my apologies............
since monday....I have been .....Down.
To any I may have shunned
It was more shock than I was ready to handle.....

I Can never put in words just what Angie meant to me, Nor just how I will forever miss the wet splat of a slush ball on the back of my Neck when I enter the LC during ..well......During one of those moments.....it has been a week of reflection.....and though we were not close...I will miss her dearly And will forever regret never having the chance to Have told her that she made a difference in my life..............

Sorry, I never handled death well........

Sat Aug 11 01:23:33 2001
Mistress Jackhammer: Most of you won't remember me, It's been a long time since I've been around :(

For The Family and Friends of Angie, I didn't know her well, but we talked a few times. I know she will be missed by everyone....
*Sleep well my friend*

Sun Aug 12 4:46:48 2001
celticheart{diM}: sooo sad.. Geoff. my condolences... it is hard to lose a heart touched with pure gold... yellow was a very symbolic color to choose whose heart was pure..and mischievous... she will be missed.
I do not know what to say about Navigator, a very sweet and courteous fellow...
So many changes since I have passed by last... I had hoped to leave a message for ~M~ and then received the message about angie... My best friend in rt just died about the same time angie passed... I hope that both have found the realm that brings eternal happiness.. *tears choking my voice*

Mon Aug 13 02:51:16 2001
Fluffy: Geoff...all the best Hun...I won't bug you with emails...but I do hope that you are okay...and do remember that angie was/is well loved...

Mon Aug 13 11:32:55 2001
*snoopy*: Geoff
oh my god....i-i-i-i-i don't have the words to say...i...
(fighting back tears) oh my god...i am so very sorry

Mon Aug 13 2:40:07 2001
Lynelle{velvetpurr}: I just had to come in to post some thoughts and shed some tears for angie or as I preferred to call her-- slinkmeister or just slinky *smiles weakly* She was one of the first friends velvet and I made here and I so very much regret not being in more often during the last days Wwe were priveleged to have her. She always had a moment and a hug for Bboth of Uus and I know that I speak for Uus Bboth when I say "angie Wwe're gonna miss you!"

Mon Aug 13 6:26:08 2001
*snoopy*: i wanted to try...that being the operative word try, to say something anything to express my sorrow and my feelings for Angelina...or angikins as i called her. She is the finest, most free spirited Lady i have ever had the pleasure of knowing....Her wit and humor never ever failed to make me smile no matter what the day held or did to me. She is and always will hold a special place in this man's heart. i'm sorry i can not write much more it's ................

i'll miss You Angiekins!

Mon Aug 13 11:39:53 2001
MisbehavinChanty: Geoff I'm sorry to have come back to this. I am sorry for Your, and E.everyones loss here. /leaving a prayer for the slinky one and smiles/

Tue Aug 14 05:49:54 2001
*snoopy*:
In Loving Memory of Angelina

Trapped in the glorious years
within the memory of belief, lost of all grief.
Take the reasons,
which once seemed so clear,
but never mind, you have nothing to fear.
For you my friend will be, forever young,
Forever in the heart of memories.

Lost in the glory of all time,
the wisdom was there within that smile,
You see you could have told us,
there within lies the mystery.

So shed a smile, and grin a tear,
For you my friend, will be,
Forever young, forever young
Forever in the heart of memory,
We see not through our misery.
Forever young, forever young.
There's a new angel tonight.

Mon Aug 20 12:26:21 2001
*~rheinnon~*: I received the news about angie from Gunfighter last week. My computer has been on the fritz this past month and I just got the thing fixed today.

angie was among the first people to make me feel welcome here at the palace a few years ago. Her charm, wit, grace, humor, and caring nature were striking. I loved spending time here at the Palace whiling away the time listing to angie tell her funny stories. She was always there when I needed her and I only hope I was even half as good to her as she was to me.

I don't believe in God. But, I do believe there are angels here on Earth. angie was one of them. I miss you and I love you angie pangie. You'll always be in my heart.

Gunfighter, thank you for keeping me up to date on the Palace and for delivering the news about angie.~hugs, skotc~

Thu Aug 23 8:17:58 2001
Knight Wolf: I have tried to write a poem for you dear Angie but try as I might the words never seemed right...so eventually I just let My heart speak. I miss your presence here deeply..what a gift you were to us all..If one of us had left without saying goodbye, Angie, I know you would have went knocking on St peter’s Gate demanding to speak with the keeper of the house....demanding a chance to say goodbye..................but as reality snares us all....I do know your up their looking down on us all with an impish grin....and you do know our hearts.....We loved you and now we miss you.. but know this, Angiekins...your etched into our hearts for an eternity

This poem is for You and you alone...

I gaze into a twilight sky
And can’t help but smile
Because I realize
You are up there dancing
From star to shining star.

Your slinking your way
Through streets of gold
And the good lord
Let’s us know your alright
With each falling star.

In your earthly passage
You shone brightest of all
And now in heavenly rest
Your star, dancing angel
Shines brightest in the night sky.

No one truly knows
The earthly troubles you bore
But sweet child of God
You surely must know
How much we loved thee.

Your heart shone thru your eyes
And your words flowed
Sweet as honey
Beneath a summer sun,
You brought us laughter.

As you part each passin cloud
No spitting and yelling it’s rain,
Look down sweet angel
And know your loved
And you’ll be remembered.............

And deeply missed

I am only sorry that it took Me this long to write this

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