Messages from angelina's friends at Fantassia's Palace. (Some of the messages below have been edited for content.) (Continued from previous page.)
Tue Aug 7 1:45:09 2001 Anais: Du that was wonderful.. Hugging you Tight..
Tue Aug 7 1:50:05 2001 Legacy~*: *tender hugs* Geoff
Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there. I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow. I am the diamond glints upon snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain. I am the gentle autumn's rain. When you awaken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft star that shines at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there, I did not die.
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angie.. as long as you live within my heart, you live!
Tue Aug 7 2:22:58 2001 timothy: For Geoff in his time of need roses
Tue Aug 7 2:34:45 2001 Aregorn & Jenna: Its Bryan writing this, Jenna is in Mexico, only just moved down there, and I cant get into contact with her yet but I know Jenna will wont to write for the both of us.
Ticie you where always there in our thoughts, and prayers, and we held your friendship dear in our hearts, you gave us so much support always there for us in the saddest of times and the happiest of times in amid your own struggles,
For Jenna you where her heart sister a title Jenna felt so special to have, so many times when Jenna was away she ask me to watch out for you! like she ask you to watch over me. and most of all I remember Jenna asking me to draw for you. and I drew .. The cats for you and I'm so happy you got so much enjoyment from it now like the little kitten curled up against the mother may you find the peace and sanctuary by gods side.
Thank you for the picture you made me of the flying squirrel and the letter which I now share with all those you loved..
Dear Bryan Here's your little 'Fly guy' as promised. I hope he brings a smile and a chuckle to you. When your Jenna told me that you had begun flying lessons. I thought this might just fill the bill! he started out living in my daddy's home, down in Mobile, Alabama, and he 'flew' across the 'whimsy wall' (being where he hung the whimsical 'art') for years and years. I want to thank your efforts in art! I so enjoy seeing all the lovely flower pictures that your Jenna has been kind enough to share.
You take care, my friend... and I shall endeavour to do the same!! :) as always
Ticie
*soft smile* I know if it was written in fans it would be a red, I know the letter was addressed to me but she loved you all too so I just wanted to share it with you.
A week or so before Ticie passed away she was so sad over a friend who passed away, Jenna asked me to make a remembrance card for Ticie to put on our card site, Jenna told me that Ticie loved sycamore trees and white roses, and together we made the card for Ticie so she could send it. and now for the love you have shown us Ticie ..
Tue Aug 7 2:50:09 2001 Hoochie: sending my prayers and love to Angie's family. if it is possible if someone could send me in my fan box a snail mail addy that i can send a card to Geoff.. thank you.. i have been having a hard time dealing with this it has been a shock. i have not known Angie for very long but she has been a big part of me in the short time..*crying* i have to go now... shaking my head and just can't understand why the wonderful people have to go so soon..
walks out crying......
Tue Aug 7 3:20:17 2001 alexia: ~the tears ...freely flowing for the O/ones that knew and loved her~
~an alexia smile to the heavens.....to the one i will miss~
Tue Aug 7 4:10:44 2001 Legacy~*: Hoochie, if you get an addy, please pass it on to me...*hugs*
Tue Aug 7 4:36:50 2001 ~opal*essence~: aye sexyshell, so hard to believe i won't see her here and hear her call me opie and whistle the Mayberry tune *soft tears*...i....loved her dearly.....*hugs as i slip back out*
Tue Aug 7 4:55:06 2001 ~kudles~: The Dance (Tony Arata)
Looking back on the memory of The dance we shared 'neath the stars alone For a moment all the world was right How could I have known that you'd ever say goodbye
And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd of had to miss the dance
Holding you I held everything For a moment wasn't I a king But if I'd only known how the king would fall Hey who's to say you know I might have chanced it all
And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd of had to miss the dance
Yes my life is better left to chance I could have missed the pain but I'd of had to miss the dance
Tue Aug 7 5:14:19 2001 paleface: Tears In Heaven (by Eric Clapton & Will Jennings)
Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven? Would you feel the same if I saw you in heaven? I must be strong and carry on 'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven...
Would you hold my hand if I saw you in heaven? Would you help me stand if I saw you in heaven? I'll find my way through night and day 'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven...
Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees Time can break your heart, have you begging please...
Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven...
Would you know my name if I saw you in heaven? Would you feel the same if I saw you in heaven? I must be strong and carry on 'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven...
Tue Aug 7 5:58:24 2001 Ariel: *wiping away a tear as I read all of the heart-felt messages ... smiling softly as I remember your quirks and all of the recipes you passed on to me*
Thinking of you ticie ... Fly ... vole ...
Vole
Vole vole petite aile Ma douce, mon hirondelle Va t'en loin, va t'en sereine Qu'ici rien ne te retienne
Rejoins le ciel et l'éther Laisse-nous laisse la terre Quitte manteau de misère Change d'univers
Vole vole petite soeur Vole mon ange, ma douleur Quitte ton corps et nous laisse Qu'enfin ta souffrance cesse
Va rejoindre l'autre rive Celle des fleurs et des rires Celle que tu voulais tant Ta vie d'enfant
Vole vole mon amour Puisque le nôtre est trop lourd Puisque rien ne te soulage Vole à ton dernier voyage Lâche tes heures épuisées Vole, tu l'as pas volé Deviens souffle, sois colombe Pour t'envoler
Vole, vole petite flamme Vole mon ange, mon âme Quitte ta peau de misère Va retrouver la lumière
Celine Dion
Tue Aug 7 6:26:36 2001 destinee°: ~leaving hugs and kisses around for ANYONE that needs them...this place if filled with TONS of WONDERFULLY AWESOME people....~Have a great day...and KNOW that i care...soft smile~
Tue Aug 7 8:23:34 2001 *echo*: Angelina - Angie - Angiekins - ticie always angel to me *takes a sunflower and puts it on the ground upside down knowing this time no one will be there to right it and sighing*
I'm not going to cry it's not my way... I just found out about you today... god's it hurts and i know why... I keep promising myself I'm not going to cry... you brought sun to our lives, even when we feared ... brought joy to our lives when we needed cheered... no I'm not going to be sad and I'm not going to cry... you may think I'm heartless but do you want to know why... because our angel has begun... the greatest journey under the sun...
be well and may peace always walk in your shadow Angel... ----------------------------- remember death isn't an end but only a beginning *silently turns and walks off*
Tue Aug 7 8:35:56 2001 elyzze: *shakes her head in shock* thanks Laura, for Q'ing me and letting me know. angelina was the most alive and vibrant person i ever met here... ...at least thea's there to be with her, and now they can both watch over all their friends here... i just had no idea... *leaves quietly, leaving hugs for A/all*
Tue Aug 7 10:31:24 2001 ~delilah~: *lays a yellow rose down and thinks back to memories of long ago and how the beautiful girl always made her laugh and smile*
rest well ticie, sweet angelina! you will be missed!
Tue Aug 7 10:38:40 2001 Ceridwen the Black: angie.... damn damn damn.. *sigh*.... *tears rolling down my cheeks while I write this* When I came here all those years ago for the first time (4, 5 years ago?), angie was here, she was one of the first people I talked to. And since then angie was always here. It is so hard to believe that she won't be here anymore.... *tears falling while I leave* Be well, angie, and I know you are now dancing with the angels, and you don't have any pain. :-)
Tue Aug 7 10:49:20 2001 kitti: ~slipping in....reading...closing my eyes and remembering~
Tue Aug 7 11:00:29 2001 ~g-man~{Xquizite Dream}: Staggers in...grabs that hugz from destinee....scrolling back...reading...tear drops forming...god, this is not right....leaves hugz and kisses for everyone....knowing i need to get my life straight because tomorrow could be my last day....
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Tue Aug 7 11:53:31 2001 BumbleBee!: Kathe and Cinn, thanks so much for the info you posted here
Anais, thanks so much for the icq message...Seems like angie made everyone feel at home here...I remember when all us troppers came, felt real uncomfortable at first and angie slinked into the shadows and chatted with us...invited me to dungeon...made me feel at home..Made me laugh..made me glad I was accepted here..We were gonna be an all girl band...~laughs~ I think now of her garden of flowers and all the love she gave them...Her flowers and her cats...
May you forever be happy now angie baby...
I feel horrible, I haven't been in here in ages...Like Fan said, we so often take things for granted...I have never stopped thinking of any of you..You all have brought something into my life...And all of it has made me happier for knowing you...
Thanks you all...
Bye Ticie...~hugs~
Wed Aug 8 12:24:46 2001 ~Curly~: Lastnight
Lastnight I cried
Hot salty tears fell landing upon crimson painted cheeks
the loss of a sister a friend a confidant a comedian a poet a dancer
Smiles creep across my lips in rememberance of this dear one
as it was when
lastnight when I cried
Wed Aug 8 05:48:52 2001 ~kudles~: this morning as i sit here.. on the radio comes this song... and the tears start anew... angelina... one more day with you... soft smiles..
"One More Day" - DIAMOND RIO - Lyrics
Last night I had a crazy dream a wish was granted just for me it could be for anything I didn't ask for money or a mansion in Malibu I simply wished for one more day with you!
One more day, one more time one more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied but then again, I know what it would do Leave me wishing still for one more day with you one more day...........
First thing I'd do is pray for time to crawl I'd unplug the telephone and keep the t.v off I'd hold you every second say a million I love you's that's what I'd do with one more day with you
One more day, one more time one more sunset maybe I'd be satisfied but then again I know what it would do leave me wishing still for one more day with you
one more day, one more time one more sunset maybe I'd be satisfied but then again I know what it would do leave me wishing still for one more day leave me wishing still for one more day leave me wishing still for one more day with you.
Wed Aug 8 06:23:34 2001 Axton: I got up this morning thinking about how unfair life is.You
know.........it seems evil lives forever. But the good always die young. Here's to
ya babe!
Blue jean baby, L.A. lady, seamstress for the band Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man Ballerina, you must have seen her dancing in the sand And now she's in me, always with me, tiny dancer in my hand
Jesus freaks out in the street Handing tickets out for God Turning back she just laughs The boulevard is not that bad
Piano man he makes his stand In the auditorium Looking on she sings the songs The words she knows, the tune she hums
But oh how it feels so real Lying here with no one near Only you and you can hear me When I say softly, slowly
Hold me closer tiny dancer Count the headlights on the highway Lay me down in sheets of linen you had a busy day today
Blue jean baby, L.A. lady, seamstress for the band Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man Ballerina, you must have seen her dancing in the sand And now she's in me, always with me, tiny dancer in my hand
Wed Aug 8 07:30:07 2001 paleface: Amazing Grace
Amazing grace, how sweet the sound That saved a wretch like me. I once was lost, but now I'm found. Was blind, but now I see. 'Twas grace that taught my heart to feel And grace my fears relieved. How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed. When we've been there ten thousand years Bright shining as the sun, We've no less days to sing God's praise Then when we first begun. Amazing grace, how sweet the sound That saved a wretch like me. I once was lost, but now I'm found. Was blind, but now I see
always in our hearts ticie ~soft smiles~
Wed Aug 8 08:36:26 2001 Knight Wolf: Curly..I enjoy reading the last nights.....they are heartfelt and wonderful...hope your keeping a journal like with it.. :)
It is wonderful to read the back posts and realize just how wonderful angie was...how she touched each heart in here in different ways...Her presence will never fade away.....what a nutty little squirrel :))
I am going to miss her flow of words.....her ability to make me laugh at any time in my life...........
Wed Aug 8 09:09:11 2001 destinee°: smiling softly at paleface...as she posts Amazing Grace...~had a young man play Amazing Grace on the bagpipes at my grandmas memorial service....it truly was Amazing..soft smile...there was not a dry eye in the place....it was very emotional...the song...the way it was played...was a true tribute....~tis a very fitting song that you chose...hugs~
Wed Aug 8 10:06:31 2001 Mistress Fire: paleface - one of my favorites and one I've done many many a time during church & funerals along with How Great Though Art - one my Mom always sang - and was famous for on her records. She made it so beautiful and elegant. She still does when we can talk her into singing again. *big warm hugs
for A/all*
*hugs for Knight Wolf* Love ya Dude!
Luvs for Everyone here and their beautiful sentiments. *wiping a tear* *smiling a small smile - remembering* *sigh*
ticie - I watched you dance in my dreams last night. You were beautiful as always!!!!
Wed Aug 8 10:53:40 2001 ~Ladyblueeyes~: Rest in Peace my friend Angelina (ticie )~*~ you will be missed here and thought of often...you have awakened some of us to get our acts together and not take so much for granted, tis a shame it came to losing you for us to see that ~Tearfully~ I will miss not speaking to you, sending you fan mail, or jokes...GOD be with you now we are the less fortunate,....... you are home. *placing a White Rose*
Wed Aug 8 11:29:42 2001 Damian_Bloodstar: Cannot comment on angie, for I did not know her, but from what I have read, it is obvious, she will be missed......
Wed Aug 8 1:52:37 2001 Geoff: AN IMPORTANT NOTE FOR ALL ANGIE'S FRIENDS:
A member of angie's/ticie's family has authorized me to tell you about the circumstances of her death on July 22nd. At the family's request, I want to ask everyone NOT to try to contact any of her family members or RT friends by telephone, email, or snailmail. I will share with them the words of appreciation which you have so kindly posted over the past few days; if you have any questions, please send them to me.
The medical facts are that she died due to a combination of illnesses including diabetic ketoacidosis and a severe streptococcal infection which caused severe swelling in her brain. Her death was not painful, however, so at least in that we may all find some solace.
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