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few and far between same time next year
i never thought that it would be like this
the days went by so fast, now nothing really matters
another day and i can't stand myself
i look into the mirror but it's empty just as well

i can't help feeling that i'm lost
things can change, not always for the better

another day i'm feeling everything is lost
i can't control anything
i'm feeling different all the time

i'll always need you here to keep me on my toes
what's there to do when there's no one left to do it with?
so is this what we have left?
i don't feel like coming home tonight
just another in our series of doubts
now i'm tired

this may be the only chance we get
(die inside)
this time there's no holding back
(feel like nothing)
maybe you can break my heart; same time next year
(die inside)

i'm not afraid of this one
cold fingers move across my face
i don't doubt that you know what to do
some things we can't replace

the wind dies down (never again)
i lay my head
another disappointment
reflector my flag flies at half mast
withering the everything in you
whatever makes you happy
shame looks good on you

everything is not the way i wanted it to be
i payed for all my past mistakes; the finger points at me

the blame is still; i know
baby's gone to pay
coming back tomorrow; what am i supposed to say?

do you know how i feel?
everybody seems to understand; everybody but you

i punch your code but i'm empty on the line
nothing new to tell you; nothing i might find
and i'm the one to blame for all my past mistakes
given like a virus and taken from this place

but i don't know who to tell
i don't know who to blame
it always makes me warm like sweaters in december
the words pour out of me "i can't believe you're gone"

sometimes i'd like to go to a place where no one knows my name
the frost has found a home underneath the bitter cold
along the river's edge

i watch the reruns of my life
like make believe i just pretend i'm fine
i slowly fall asleep to the sound of yesterday
for now i know that things won't be alright

sometimes i'd like to go to a place where no one knows my name
the frost has found a home underneath the bitter cold
along the river's edge

this is the part of me that i don't like
crackerjack year of the locust
maybe this time i've said too much
perfect strangers but that's not enough
a point of reference; you shot me down
still not good enough for you to come around

and maybe you'll come back
and maybe you won't
i've given us another hand at dealing this thing out
and maybe you'll come back
and maybe you won't
i've given us another chance to turn this upside down

alone with a loaner; project my fears
i told you half the things you shouldn't hear
so just stop and maybe you'll see the reasons
why i've given up and i won't waste another year

but i still wanna hold your hand
are you aware the air is freezing?
still thinking about you
feeling shameless like a postcard in the summer
the only thing that's right for me to do:
to hold another in my arms
another should be you
i never thought this change; that things would be this way
but lying here makes everything seem different
and something tells me now

another year: i'm feeling helpless
where has everybody gone?
won't need the pain you gave me: i've given up

won't change the way i feel this time
my essence lays on you
give me something i can ruin again the way i ruin you
the small of her back
i risk my intention; maybe we can be friends
i play the game: your attention
forever seems to far away here

and i believe that you are more than everything
and i believe that all is fine
and i will help you to be free 'cause you are always in my head
no need to ask for anything

my hope is gone; i gave it all away
for just one moment with your smile
but what we're doing is anything but desperate
i don't see how i can win

and i will always know your pain
these cold hands are all i have
and the rain will give you strength
when you're here under my wing
and i know that it's too late to tell you what you mean to me
all that's left are memories
and a picture of your face
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