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mY DiArY
loads of fun, secrets and revelations.....shshshsh!
like it? just hate it!
for my first posting on this page, i'll reveal some things that really
boils me up and steams my madness because of plain hatred!
i simply hate them!
HEY BIG D! i couldnt believe that i am sorrounded by many hateful creatures.
i dont know why they are making me mad or cursed them.
its just that i could see them possessed by a repulsive being.
whenever i see them as in all of them! i couldnt help but to steam in madness.grrrrrr!
what could be the reasons?
i dont know perhaps it is just coming from each them. their aura i guess?!
or maybe i am just hard to please! but i never ask them to please me nor they.sigh! i guess our personalities simply repel. however as far as i know myself i always remain silent and dont do such things that annoys anyone or make mad.whenever i hate or dislike someone or something, i never put it into words. i just keep it inside for as long as i can.
are you feeling jealous? envious? insecure?
a big NO! for that BIG D! i do admit that i sometimes get jealous,being envy or insecure however as in contrasting conjuctions! ever since they came and suddenly popped-out in my life (even they never intented to do so!) i never ever felt those three things! OMG! they are not worthy to get jealous for.
who are they?(kinsa sila para ka-suya-an!)
who are these people buh?
for me,they are the most repulsive, abbhorent, hateful and loathsome people living in this whole wide system.i am trying to like them for peace of mind sake but their overflowing repeling characteristic
kills me perhaps all who sorround them except for those so called friends of them (plastic!)
yeah they are only humans but they are not doing according to humans will. the no.1 people i hate the most
are the drivers yes! these sweet lover people are making me hate them.why?they are brazen-faced people(not all of them actually but they are making the problem cover all good and law-abiding drivers)
kung makasingil ug pamasahe mura nag nanghold-up! the passengers as well must be blaimed too. there are some of them making 1,2,3(dili naga bayad)and worst dont pay according to the agreed fare. simply its major reason is poverty which caused by poor governance and corruption. i hate the phil admin. they cant fight and defy the corruption in every department and government offices. what i hate about our G most
is that even the P is very responsible for the existing corupptions. on the other side, my current classmates. why? simply because most of them are you fill it out as a reader of this if you could relate yourself.
how about you?
BIG D you know what myself as well is what makes me mad and hate. there are somethings that i wanted to have but i just cant have it. which makes me hate myself. PISSED OFF whenever i stare at my reflection
i hate myself for being like this,for doing those things that i regret, for the mistakes that i meant to do till i realize that its not easy to correct it and turn back time to change it. i hate myself because i cant commit myself to promises. i always break promises. i hate myself!!!!!!!!
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