this has been the worst week of my life i think
What do u do when u feel like your best friend is ignoring you?? I know I'm not imagining this, yea sure it was grad week, but to not get a single call, or even not even talking on msn?? This sucks.....specially since last Monday we had a HUGE fight...shit shit shit. I havnt talked to Shastta in a whole week now. :( Worked with her on Thursday but i mangaged to avoid her the whole night, apparently that pissed her off too. Doesnt suprise me, everything i do pisses her off. I know we have to talk to get this straightened out but I dont think i could handle it, i'd break down just like i did at work wensday. Found out her and shawn are going to Switchfoot on friday and it reminded me of how much fun the three of us had when we went to Edmonton to shop for my grad dress....broke down crying at work later on, and now everyone knows we're fighting again. That pissed her off too. i cant keep doing this tho, after she ruined my b-day with her 'moods'. everyone tells me to jsut be done with it but i havnt had such a close friend in ages, thats what makes it so hard.