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Thursday, 16 September 2004
i don't care anymore and it's great
Mood:  suave
Now Playing: Coheed & Cambria - does it matter what song????? They are beautiful no matter what...
damn. That's all that I have to say about THAT!

Mreow I'm so fuckered up...

Posted by magic2/hotstuff at 3:26 AM EDT
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Monday, 13 September 2004
sleeeeeep...
Mood:  caffeinated
Now Playing: Weezer - Island in the Sun
i didn't sleep last night, it was not cool. But, I did go to court today, and my plea date is Dec 1, and I found out how much I owe and all of that fun stuff.

well, I'm going to go to sleep now... night/morning :)

Posted by magic2/hotstuff at 10:10 AM EDT
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Saturday, 11 September 2004

The Velorium Camper II: The Backend of Forever

Rocked silent in a soft lullaby
panic stirred me awakened by a ringing phone in time
where and when would I see her?
Crazy were the words that scribbled out your mouth
I stuttered replacing your face to those words
where and when would I kill her?

I'll wish on this, I'll wish with this
I I oh wish...to the bitter end of my day, well where were you?

so you had your turn and you made it work
now I'm the laughing stock of your joke
as crazy as it may seem I cried for you when you

told me to date all of the things that made you end up in my life
and I'll believe anything
I have no luck with girls

I overheard that you were unhappy too
misleading trust into a relationship that makes no sense
over and out Connecticut
but you had your back turned as you faded away
at the end of my day I found out
you weren't worth what I thought of you
what I thought of you

write this down in the diary you abuse
can we make plans can I just get through to you
is this weird...do I scare her?
I'll wish on this, I'll wish with this
I wish...that you could share the love you'd shared with others, with me

this isn't love so forever let it go...forever let it burn
this isn't love there on the backend of forever I wish I would never hurt again

Posted by magic2/hotstuff at 1:12 AM EDT
Updated: Saturday, 11 September 2004 1:13 AM EDT
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Friday, 10 September 2004
What Kind of Coffee Are You?
Mood:  caffeinated
Now Playing: Weezer - Island in the Sun
Topic: Classic Quizzes

You Are a Peppermint Cappuccino

You're fun, outgoing, and you love to try anything new.
However, you tend to have strong opinions on what you like.
You are a total girly girly at heart - and prefer your coffee with good conversation.
You're the type that seems complex to outsiders, but in reality, you are easy to please

What Kind Of Coffee Are You? Take This Quiz :-)

Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

Posted by magic2/hotstuff at 4:42 PM EDT
Updated: Friday, 10 September 2004 4:44 PM EDT
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Monday, 6 September 2004
Wow
Mood:  rushed
Now Playing: My Screaming
OK - so they have decided to tell me when I should have already left for pool that I have to play tonight.

Good thing I checked.

Wish me luck, I guess that we made it to playoffs...

Posted by magic2/hotstuff at 6:05 PM EDT
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Wednesday, 1 September 2004
And Then, A Big FUCK YOU!
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Tupac - When We Ride On Our Enemies
Have I mentioned that this song soothes my soul?

The Rant:

Ok, so I have a lot to say and no one to say it to. So I guess that there is many things that come out of my life experience. I was questioning myself, my decisions, my lessons that I had learned. Damn, and then it all comes together. I was right all along. You know that when you deal with something that just isn?t justified at all. I did nothing wrong, I have fucking witnesses. For Christ?s sake, I couldn?t hear because of cell phone reception. I can?t help the fact that you mumble. I also can?t help the fact that you are coked up and can?t deal with anything beyond your own realm of existence.

I guess that what it comes down to is the truth that I saw a couple of weeks ago. You?re an asshole. And I don?t do repeat sessions. I learned my lesson the first time, with the first relationship. I see the faults in the other people, and I can read those faults loud and clear. And yours shine through. A repeat of Paul? What the fuck do you think ? that I?m going to sit back and listen to you being an asshole to me and forgive you? I will take one excuse. One, that?s it. I spent two years dealing with someone and forgiving and forgiving the stupid shit that came out of his mouth on a daily basis because I wanted to make IT WORK. Well, that was when I didn?t realize that I am a better person than that. I don?t deserve that. I don?t need someone in my life that creates friction. I also put enough effort in to other people?s happiness that I deserve to get some in return.

I have been happy for quite a while with people that are my friends. I?m sorry if I don?t just simply need someone in my life that is there to be there. I am a truly independent person that doesn?t depend on anyone else for my happiness. I would love to find someone to share that with me, but I will not let myself go and lose touch with me, my morals, my values and just my happiness in general to put on the facade of being happy. I am happy as me. I am happy as the person who doesn?t need anyone else by their side. For Christ?s sake, I actually prefer to be single ?cause I don?t need to deal with anyone else?s emotional baggage. I have enough of my own.

I guess that maybe my ability to see things in people, to try to see the good in people is a downfall? or maybe it was a downfall. Maybe it has created within me the ability to see the bad in people, because I have learned that sometimes the bad outweighs the good. People who can?t learn how to deal with their life experiences, and don?t understand what to get out of them, then they are just dumb motherfuckers who aren?t worthy of my time. Never going to make any forward movement, never going to make any type of good impact in my life. Why bother talking to them?

I have a quote ? it?s a great one, again? My last message to John's voicemail was:

?Fuck you, you?re an asshole, don?t bother to call me again.?

Posted by magic2/hotstuff at 2:07 PM EDT
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Monday, 30 August 2004
Excellent
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: Fuel - Die Like This
Date: Mon, 12 Jun 2000 05:12:49 GMT
From: Dustin C.
Subject: sdf

HI!!!
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I want to have a picture of my large anus with a rubberband around my balls, and my little puppy licking my nuts after they turn blue. After that i would like to get a picture of me and my grandpappy outside with my daddy. I want gramps to plug my ass with his peep, then have daddy suck me off. If im lucky, grammy will watch and look at grandpappy, slap on her harness and cram gramps in the ass.
THANK YOU!! your picture has inspired my new porn fetish, and my desire to have my relitves fuck me, while my dog licks my nuts. THANK YOU!!!

Posted by magic2/hotstuff at 2:58 PM EDT
Updated: Wednesday, 1 September 2004 1:57 PM EDT
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Sunday, 29 August 2004
Working Your Ass Off Has Its Advantages
Mood:  vegas lucky
Now Playing: Weezer - Island In The Sun
I don't really know what's up, I'm mentally and physically exhausted - I just worked twenty six hours over the past 36 hours. Not fun.

But, it was worth it to make the money that I made. Straight pay for 21 hours, and five after that was overtime. Unfortunately some of that was bartenders pay - but whatever, 'cause I made 250 bucks in five hours. That works out to 50 bucks an hour, plus the straight pay which was time and a half, anyways. Hell, I'll take it.

It definitely helped. Elise and I had to make 350 bucks this weekend in order to keep up with rent and our bills. And that definitely happened. In one day. Plus I got my shitty paycheck from the week that I was sick for two days, and the car was broke down for two days. So it was only a ten hour paycheck. Yuck. So just I pulled in 350 this weekend. She's pulled in about 150 so far, plus her shitty waitress check, which is about 40. And she is at work right now. So, we're ok. We made in one weekend what we needed to make over the next two. Plus I have this check from this past week which will cover what we needed to make next weekend, and she put in enough hours at Faro's to help us out big time, plus pull in a hundred dollar check next weekend, plus she'll work next weekend. So we'll end up pulling in double what we needed over these two weekends. Thank goodness. I was worried when I was out for four days last week.

And I've got plenty to do over this week at work. And Elise is going to come in and work at Faro's before she goes to work. So that will add to the next week's check.

Well, we got our driveway sealed yesterday, the neighbor does all of that stuff for work, and could use the extra money, so he bought the stuff and made seventy bucks and saved us a good hundred. That worked quite well all around. Now the landlord can't give us a hard time because of Colleen's car, which leaked shitloads of oil all over the driveway while she was here. Even though all of the neighbors have huge oil stains in their driveways. Whatever. The asshole just has it out for me 'cause I'm young. Which is fine, 'cause I wrote his boss (the owner) a letter and told him that they were freaking out over nothing. And we haven't had any trouble from him since. Our yard is much cleaner than everyone else's, and our lawn looks better (although I do have to fertilize it next summer first thing...) than anyone else's, yet we get the flack all of the time. Part of it was when my sister was here, everyone hated her. So I think that was it, the neighbors probably complained because my sister was a psycho, and ever since she has left we haven't had a problem.

Well, Elise and I went out and bought 147 dollars worth of cleaning supplies and cat stuff today. Lots of kitty litter, dry food, wet food, cat nip, cat nip toys, collar, flea collar. We bought enough cleaning supplies and back up to last us until the new millenium. New shower curtain, rod (which desperately needed to go - the rod that we had was all chipped and rusty.) and hangers, 'cause they were metal and made the curtains that we were buying all rusty.

Now all that I have to do is get the lawn mowed (So Jon needs to get his truck fixed so that he can get here and do that :).) It's a good thing that we have good friends. I don't know what I'd do without them. And I have to weed the garden (aka the jungle). Haha. I'll get around to that one of these days.

I'm just going to rip it all out and make it a lawn. haha. Maybe one of these days I'll find the time to figure my life out. I have to clean the shed out, and then clean the house out of all of the junk that we have but don't want to throw out. And throw out all the stuff that we have and haven't had a chance to throw out. Yea. And I might add that I love the fact that I have to pay money for the trash bags. Damn town of Somersworth.

I dunno the next real project for this place is going to be a huge project. Next summer I'm putting all new sheetrocking in the whole house. I'm fixing the ceiling - taking out the screws with the stupid flower things out, reinstalling screws the right way, taking out the strips in between the sheetrock, sanding down the ceiling, filling in the cracks that the strips cover, taking off the molding. Then I'm ripping out the existing sheetrock on the walls, which is too fucked up to fix, and you can't get rid of the ugly wallpaper that is sealed on it anyways, so it pretty much is unfixable... then putting up new sheetrock that is the normal sized thickness. Then I can paint it and do whatever that I want. And if something happens, and a hole happens, then I can fix it instead of it looking like shit like it does now with holes in it. And holes are less likely when it's more than a quarter inch thick. (Actually, I think that it may be closer to a half inch, but it's still not five-eighths like most houses have. Damned trailers and being cheaply made.) And it won't have this ugly wallpaper, and no stupid broken strips going down the side covering the seams between the sheetrock...

That'll be a project for next summer, and I'll do the shed at the same time, rent a small dumpster, put it in the driveway, and fill it with sheetrock and all of the shit that I don't want to deal with throwing out. Get rid of these ugly old couches if no one takes them off the side of the road. Maybe by then I'll have bought a new bed, too.

Ah. Well, spent maybe the past three hours reorganizing kitchen space and fixing the damned drawers. Then I played with Punk Bitch for a while, chasing him around the house. Talk about large amounts of motivation. Well, I'm going to go finish that up now since Elise is almost out of work.

Posted by magic2/hotstuff at 8:24 PM EDT
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Friday, 27 August 2004
My Horrorscope
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Ian Van Dahl/Marsha - Castles In The Sky


Quickie:
Logic just won't get you any further. It's time to rely on your intuition.

Overview:
Be ready to change plans, take a wrong turn that turns out quite right and have unexpected visitors at your door -- the kind you're so happy to see that you can hardly stand it.

Extended:
Today you catch a heartening glimpse at the light at the end of the tunnel. As the day moves ahead, you see that the end is indeed in sight and it's even closer than you thought. Go through your address book and collect the names of those who can help you make it happen. It never hurts to ask. An acquaintance can be particularly invaluable if you know how to tap into their hidden resources.

And then there were none. I'll comment on this later, I should probably go to work since I'm over an hour late.

:)

Posted by magic2/hotstuff at 10:42 AM EDT
Updated: Friday, 27 August 2004 10:55 AM EDT
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Wednesday, 25 August 2004
It's Not A Terrorist Attack... I Swear...
Mood:  incredulous
Now Playing: Linkin Park - Breaking The Habit
Topic: Politics
You know, this is what happened to Saudi Arabia when they didn't want to get involved in the war on terror - a terrorist attack occured on their own soil. What is it going to take for the world to realize that these bastards will bite off their nose to spite their face, bite the hand that feeds them, you get the idea. Russia will never admit that this was a terrorist attack because then they will be wrong in their handling of world politics. Surprise.

Two Russian Airliners Simultaneously Plummet To Earth.

Posted by magic2/hotstuff at 10:34 AM EDT
Updated: Wednesday, 25 August 2004 10:36 AM EDT
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