how?
how is it that bad things happent to good people and good things happen to bad people? how it it that my life cant be anyworse than it already is? how is it that everyone leaves me all at one time with out saying good bye? how is it that my friend had to go off and kill her ex- boyfriends son while trying to kill him? how is it that im scared that soemthing terrible is going to happen in my life as in loosing someone clost to me? how is it that i've waited and waited for someone to come back and they want nothing to do with me? how is it that my life is a living hell and no one wants to help me out? how is it that im waiting here for you but you arent here yet? how is it that i can trust one person but not another? how is it that i am closer to one person but not the other? how is it that i have so many questions but no one to answer? how is it that i want you but you dont want me in return? how is it that you lie and cant tell the truth? how is it that people kill the innocent? how is it that i am writing this not knowing what im here to live for? how is it that my life is a rollercoaster while i am searching for my purpose of my life? how?