My Journal*
Here's what I
write every night.

About Me*
 Everything                                                                                       We are the living lies. The people you see aren't real. We walk around hiding ourselves
 about me.                                                                                 from the cruel world. Our secrets are buried deep within us.  We hide our scars and we hide
                                                                                              ourselves.
SI Community                                                                                 We are only here to please you. You say jump, we say 'how high'. You say run, we say
 Advice from others                                                                      'how far'. When you ask us how we are doing, we reply only one answer. We are fine as far
 suffer from SI.                                                                             as you're concerned.
                                                                                                        We are the people you see every day with a fake smile plastered on our faces. We are
 Silent Screams                                                                         the ones who try so desperately to hide out secrets and fit in. We are the people who laugh
 Another place to                                                                        along with everyone else to keep from standing out. We aren't who you see.
 learn about SI                                                                                      You don't see us in our darkest hour, battling our thoughts and turning to the blade.
                                                                                                You don't see us as we cry, or see us as we bleed. You don't see us beating ourselves up
 Secret Cutting                                                                         over the smallest things in our solitude. You don't see the pain we experience every day,
  Support for those                                                                       the battles we fight with ourselves. We live lies. We hide our pain and fears by disguising
 who suffer from SI,                                                                     them with lies.
 and education for                                                                                  We live our lies, day and night. Forever bound to the secrets of our imprisoned lives.
 those who don't.                                                                        With each passing day we grow more entrapped. Our world is isolated and dark. We try
                                                                                               so hard, fearing failure and seeking understanding. Every day, every moment, every hour,
A Look Into Us                                                                       we are hidden. Every moment until the day we die we will hide our secrets.
 Poems and snap                                                                                     That is who we are. We are the living lies.
shot of who we are.

My Favorite*
Music Lyrics
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* Updated 5/22/03