ok... here's the update on my life since i left ashleys house saturday afternoon. i was soooo happy... we went and picked matt up ... and we went to go see a movie ... we saw White Chicks... good funny movie, you should definitely go see it if you haven't already. when we were done we ran into claires and then we had to run to walmart.... then we had to bring matt home :(
that night at about 8 o'clock i went to go see the lawrence firework... they sucked by the way... i was there for an hour and a half with just my mom until my sisters and natalia finally came at like 9:15.... then i had a little bit of fun but i was still upset because matt was in andover and not with me ... i missed him already even though i had just left him only a few hours before....
anywayz... that pretty much sums up saturday.....
sunday was ok i guess... i went to church in the morning ... and then we came home and ate and stuff ... like any other sunday morning ... then we started getting ready for the methuen fireworks... my dad ended up getting pissy ... and we almost didn't go... i would have felt so bad... because ashley was there waiting for me ... and matt came to see me too.... but anyways.... i got there and i met ashley ... then we met up with shayne and nick... we all when with my sisters to the back of the field where the moon bounce was so that i could see matt... my sk8er boi... lol... anywayz... so we hung out there for a while and the night went on... finally me and matt got some alone time and we went for a walk... i had to go back... bcuz i ws supposed to sing the national anthem... but i ended up not doing it.. so i went back over there... " to go see jen"... me and matt took off for a while ...
the fireworks started... but then they stopped .. we were to far away to hear then announce that they had temporarily stoppped the fireworks because they were falling and hitting people and some people got burnt... so we started walking back.... and it took us a while to finally get back onto the field ... there were huge crowds of people everywhere and they weren;t letting anyone in the main gates... we finally got in... and then i had to say good bye...
:( *tears*....
i called nick so he could help me find my family... it just so happened that joanie and frankie and all my other friends were sitting with y family... i twas cool to sit with all them... but i really wished that matt could have been there...o well... thats life i guess....
after the fireworks were over ... we packed up brought ash home and then went home ourselves... the end of sunday... lol...
ok... today... boring as all hell... i didnt do very much ... just kinda sat around for a while then the Lahans came over for dinner ... and then i watch FINDING NEMO... i love that movie ... anywayz ... i got to talk to matt for a few... i feel so bad ... hes been workin all day and hes in pain... i wish that i could be there to take care of him and do some things for him like his laundry and make him something to eat considering he hasnt eaten all day...some day ill be there for him when he needs me... but until then i can only sit here and feel bad ....
im so sad... im not going to be able to see him for a while ... he has to work all week... the only day he has off is sunday... and im sure hes just going to take that day to rest... o well.... ill figure something out...
well im tired and i want to go upstairs because its freezing down here....
catch ya'll on the flip side
*~*krys*~*
~*a message to matt*~
i love you baby... always and forever... i hope you feel better... and i hope you get some time off ... sweet dreams ... BIG KISS
your babygirl