June21, 2000--dreammmmbopsucks

All I could hear in my dream was that fuckin’ song....

June 22, 2000--summertimeblues

There ain’t no cure for the summer time blues, because there really isn’t anything to cure... who could be upset during summer?
We’re going to the beach... maybe do some surfing, which Ike and Zac are wicked thrilled about. I don’t care so much for it, but maybe for a little while?
A few days vacation in a now familiar setting.
Oh, we’re here.. I’ll write later.

splash,
Jordan

June 23, 2000--dream

Ba du ba da ba du bop... oh gawd. Make it stop....
The saturday night live skit we did foreshadowed my dreams. The song just plays on and on and on..... if you listen to it for too long you can hear cars honking, did u know that?
Aria was in this dream, and she was just as fed up with the song as I was.

same day--place in the sun...

NYC
Hotel girls.
I’m actually looking forward to this.
We’re about to get out of the car and get inside the hotel... I should put this book away......

same day--whoa..

I almost dropped this out there with those girls... if they had read this journal and found out everything.....

Wait...

Why should it matter who I am as long as they like the music? What if they knew what goes on with me?
I think I wanna tell them.

same day--zac said...

“If they found out who we all really are, they’d either riot, burn posters, boycott concerts, make hate sites, cry, commit suicide or just not care.... and the ones who don’t care are real.”

Zac is a smart guy..

June 26, 2000--YAWNnnnn...

I’ve been tired lately.

I’m sitting outside of the hotel, totally alone, everyone’s in school (the last days of...). It’s pretty weird.
I don’t think I’ve ever been able to do this in NY... and the sun’s out and I think I wanna take a walk in Central Park (but I can’t so I won’t think about it). There are so many stuffy looking people... suits, ties, briefcases... they all look so damn uncomfortable... not themselves... in weird skin... unable to express who they wanna be. That’s how i feel most of the time.
same day--http://www.geocities.com/gramsof <--Mary (and her friends?)

Just had to write that down so i wouldn’t forget

same day--a fan named Mary..

She cut her last classes.. LoL... just to come to the hotel while I was sitting outside. I dunno how she knew I’d be out her. She said she was just getting fidgity in her seat at school and she decided to wander around the city.
“Funny I should come to your hotel, I wasn’t planning it, really.” -Mary with a smile on her face...
Liar.

We talked for a while. She’s pretty decent. Never screamed once...

I asked her if she had a fan website.. she said no, but she had one for herself. She let me write it down... (it’s up there somewhere)
She’s all into punk rock and stuff... loud music, but why does she like us? ha ha... :0)
She had the brightest pink hair imaginable, like Gwen Stefani but better and shorter, and she was wearing these red and yellow shoes I would die for.. well hopefully not die, but.........
She asked me how I was... as a singular person, not as ‘Hanson’ and she just talked to me like she knew me forever...
(I think I know everything going on in her life.)
But I had to get back upstairs because I saw some rabid fans approching, they didn’t see me though.
She understood and said she’d stay outside for a while longer. I told her we were leaving in about an hour to go to some resturant. And I told her to mess with the other fan’s heads.. like, say she was my friend or something.

hey--I was bored,
-Taylor

July 3rd of 2000--untitled entry

Sara and I made plans for tomorrow. She’s due back from Europe in an hour or so (in Boston)... so i’m going up there tomorrow night and then we’re going straight to the top of the nearest hill to watch as many fireworks as we can tomorrow.
I think I’ll bring Zac... I think Ike has ‘plans’ with some ‘chick’ to go to some ‘club’ and ‘dance’. Good for him.
Zac would like to come, I know... and Dad said it was ok already. I really don’t think he cares so much anymore... What with his ‘new look’ and ‘new image’.. ha ha.. I’ve heard some of our fans have a crush on him now. (ew?)

same day--guess who called Zac?

Ha ha ha.. Zac’s been on the phone for HOURS with Dave... :0) They’re such dorks... I’m so glad we met him. I don’t know how many times I’ve said this, but the ‘This Time Around’ vid came out awesome because of him..

“Why aren’t we shooting?” -DavidMyers

I just thought it was cute of him to call up Zac like that... He challenged him to a re-match. I think he’s lookin' to get killed.. Zac’s not someone I’d wanna wrestle.