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Love Letters
~ Tareq'dun K'aht ~


Written Correspondance to Naba Grund

UNSENT Dearest Naba, Tehk'aht sing your steps, this day and every day, and I trust it treats you kindly. I wish to apologize for my effusive words of late. I understand that change is difficult for you and I do not wish to cause you any distress. Neither is it my intention to force you into anything you do not desire, but my attempts to learn you opinion on the matter have thus far met with little success. Let me clearly state my intentions, so that you may review them here if you have cause for concern or confusion on the matter. I have a great fondness for you and I cannot imagine life without you in it. If you feel the same and simply require time to consider this adjustment then I am happy to give it to you, I ask only that you give me some sign that this is the case. I do not wish to continue to plead my case if you feel differently, but neither do I wish to.. remove myself from your orbit if it happens that you feel the same as I. Tenderly Yours, Tareq'dun

Written Correspondance to Naba Grund

UNSENT Dearest Naba, Tehk'aht sing your steps, this day and every day, and I trust it treats you kindly. Let me clearly state my intentions, so that you may review them here if you have cause for concern or confusion on the matter. I have a great fondness for you. If you feel the same but need time to adjust then I am more than happy to give you time. I only ask that you give me some sign that this is the case so that I might patiently await your favor. If you do not feel the same I ask also that you give me some sign. I do not wish to cause you distress by reiterating my fondness if it displeases you, but I also do not wish to distance myself if it happens to bring you joy. I will be sad for a time, but I will not be upset with you. I wish only your comfort and contentment. And to be close enough to see it. Whichever you choose, know that the choice is yours and you can always tell me 'no' without repercussion, and I shall continue to defend you against those who are not so understanding. At present I fear to touch you, even in a friendly manner, lest you think I am like the others. Please tell me if you would not mind hugs on occassion, I require your guidance in this.. But please know, I would be most pleased to find your hand upon my arm now and then, and you may stroke my beard any time you like. Tenderly Yours, Tareq'dun

Written Correspondance to Naba Grund

Dearest Naba ever faithful, Tehk'aht sing your steps, this day and every day, and I trust it treats you kindly. Let me clearly state my intentions, so that you may review them here if you ever have cause for concern or confusion on the matter. I have a great fondness for you. It is constant and unchanging, it will remain whether you share it or not, but it will not trouble you if it is unreciprocated. If you also feel fondness for me and need time to adjust then I am more than happy to give you time. I only ask that you give me some sign this is the case, so that I might patiently await your favor. If you do not feel the same I ask also that you give me some sign. I do not wish to cause you distress by reiterating my fondness if it displeases you, but I also do not wish to distance myself if it happens to bring you joy. I will be sad for a time, but I will not be upset with you. I wish only your comfort and contentment. And to be close enough to see them. Whichever you choose, know that the choice is yours and you can always tell me 'no' without repercussion. In fact, I fear to touch you even sweetly, lest you think I am like the others. At present I fear to touch you, even in a friendly manner, lest you think I am like the others. Please tell me if you would not mind hugs on occassion, or other friendly gestures. I require your guidance in this.. But please know, I would be most pleased to find your hand upon my arm now and then, and you may stroke my beard any time you like. Tenderly Yours, Tareq'dun

Written Correspondance to Naba Grund

UNSENT Dearest Naba ever faithful, My heart is yours and I wish only that you knew and did not fear it. I do not see you as merely a kubbut pie to consume and discard, as I think you fear I do. To me you have been a kind friend and a staunch companion, moreso even than I knew. You are like the qimling-smijj, a wondrous spirit made of light and joy. I wish to hold you close and care for you and keep you safe from all the world and any who would hurt you. Not to make you mine, but to bask in your nearness, your kindness and.. I hope.. your affection. In whatever measure makes you as happy as your nearness makes me. Tenderly Yours, Tareq'dun

Written Correspondance to Naba Grund

UNSENT Dearest Naba jewel of my eye, If you but desire it I shall write you heartfelt sonnets from dawn until dusk, and then I shall sing you the sweetest of serenades until the dawn comes once again. I shall sew you gowns embroidered with adulations, fitted to hold you close as I cannot, safe and secure in the knowledge that you are most adored. Tenderly Yours, Tareq'dun

Written Correspondance to Naba Grund

UNSENT Dearest Naba jewel of my eye, The words I could not say fill me to overflowing, my heart wishes to compose volumes which you either cannot or will not hear. I must do something with them or I feel like I will burst.. but I can no longer endure watching you spurn them, claiming I am not of sound mind or simply spouting untruths. It has come to my attention that I must keep them to myself, so my compromise is thus.. love letters I cannot say, written with full ardor and loving intent, kept from you to give you the time you need to decide your own way. Tehk'aht help me.. it is all I can think of to do. Tenderly Yours, Tareq'dun

Written Correspondance to Naba Grund

UNSENT Dearest Naba jewel of my eye, I am touched by darkness, it fills my mind and consumes my waking days. I cannot hold it back alone, I cannot hold it back alone. You are made of light and I need light like I need air. I feel I am lost and drowning but for a sight of you- the light of you.. jewel of my eye ever faithful." Tenderly Yours, Tareq'dun

Written Correspondance to Naba Grund

UNSENT Dearest Naba jewel of my eye, How can I tell you that you might hear it? These words of my heart which can hardly bear them? Your silence and dismay chip away.. my soul. I feel so small and useless compared to all that you are, I want nothing more than to hold you sweetly, soak in your warmth and shower you with tender kisses, but you turn away before I can even whisper.. I love you. How can I tell you that you might hear it? Do you flee because you know they are already upon my tongue? Just waiting to be set free by your proximity? If you fear it, tell me so.. I shall withdraw and speak of it no longer. There will be tears, but do not fear them either.. for tears are just emotions pouring freely into the world, they are a part of me as much as my horns, my heart, my tail. How can I tell you that you might hear it? Do not be afraid. We are already so close, I seek only to bridge that final gap, allowing for sweetness, fond touches, warm closeness.. walks in the moonlight, laying under the stars, curled up by a fire.. togetherness. Tenderly Yours, Tareq'dun

Written Correspondance to Naba Grund

UNSENT Dearest Naba jewel of my eye, Let me tell you of your magnificence, how your eyes sparkle in full rage and in sweet joy, in proud contentment and confident proclamation. How your hair splays in the wind, catching the moonlight and the stars with every motion. How your ears twitch and quiver, absorbing every beat of my heart and gasp at your beauty. All of it.. All of You. Let me tell you of your beauty, for I would be blind not to see it. All would be blind not to see it. The soft curves of your figure entice and amaze, they welcome me in from the cold and promise peace and solace after the longest of days. Let me tell you of your benevolence, how your kind words and sweet support lifted me when I could not lift myself. Your skilled hands crafting a veritable army of kubbut pies to sustain both body and spirit. The sustenance of which I needed desperately for survival.. but even before, when I had fallen out of this world, you remained at my side, when I could do not a single thing for myself, you were there.. jewel of my eye, always faithful. Tenderly Yours, Tareq'dun

Written Correspondance to Name

UNSENT Dearest Naba jewel of my eye, I know you will never see these words, but my heart aches to say them. It pains me to see how this world hurts you, though I tried to shield you from it, there was nothing I could do but carry you when it all became too much.. If only I could shield your mind from that which overwhelms you, a barrier of love and protection to keep the world at safe distance.. Space to breath, space to think, space to find comfort in the steps that must be taken. I am as yet Em'Sehkk and my hands cannot do as yours do.. my qhet is not strong, nor my ajemma and aether does not respond to my desire. Despite the Dhran's faithfulness, I know that part of me is less.. that is my lot and I accept it, but I would gladly bear your heart stones so that you might walk this world in peace, free to experience it unfettered. If it were within my power to release you from the shackles of your fear.. it would already be done. Tenderly Yours, Tareq'dun

Written Correspondance to Name




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UNSENT Dearest Naba jewel of my eye, Forgive me. I know we spoke of it, but my heart breaks further yet the more I think of it.. I did not, could not know how friend of many's red powder would affect me and.. I am most saddened that it harmed you and caused you fear in any way. Having heard of your brother's struggles I have even greater remorse, especially as this journey has troubled you so much already. Please know that I would never do anything to harm you, not in the deepest of dreams or whatever friend of many might give me. It is not in me.. I wish only for the chance to prove that to you, and I fear it may never come. Tehk'aht help me. Tenderly Yours, Tareq'dun

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UNSENT Dearest Naba jewel of my eye, How am I to survive like this? When every word is met with silence or rebuke? When every gesture is pushed away, snuffed like a candle on a cold dark night? I am too full of darkness, it d'hoggos my steps and vrylls its way into my waking, pouring out of my dreams like some vile liquid, covering everything I touch in inky despair. You deserve better, more.. I know that you do, and I have tried to suppress the dark visions, but I cannot escape them and I may never be free of their touch.. How then do I keep it from bleeding over onto you? I would not corrupt your light with my darkness, but if I cannot find some way to shield it I fear I may be lost to it myself.. where then is the way forward? The way to you? I dare not risk bringing harm upon you, yet if it has cursed my steps.. what then? Please know that your safety is foremost in my mind, and I have no wish to make my struggles your own.. much as I long to bask in your closeness, your kindness and wisdom are too pure to risk endangering. Tenderly Yours, Tareq'dun

Written Correspondance to Name

UNSENT Dearest Naba jewel of my eye, Despair eats at my qhet like a pack of thraggs, wild, violent and unrelenting. I cannot ask your forgiveness.. I dare not, for I can only imagine the terror I caused you and I cannot forgive myself for that. The speggle friend of many gave me.. showed me terrible things, a monster stalking and tormenting you whom I was desperate to protect you from. But I was trapped in that reality for far too long.. and within it I lost the chance to say goodbye and that is a weighty stone in my heart that I must bear now.. I expect I shall carry it for the rest of my days. Now you march to fight the U'trah Qimahra without me, as the only healer remaining to our number.. I had hoped to be at your side to reassure you, and now I am not and.. I expect you do not expect I ever shall again.. for which I am deeply, deeply sorry. Tehk'aht sing your steps ever faithful, this day and all days.. especially those days that I cannot be there for you. Tenderly Yours, Tareq'dun

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UNSENT Dearest Naba jewel of my eye, I fear now, more than ever, that you shall never speak to me again. The dream has shown me things I.. should not have seen and I am more convinced that you can never forgive me for.. abandoning you when I swore I never would. Nor.. am I convinced you should. Truth in all things, my intentions have always been pure and I hope that you still hold that truth.. though the number of times you have asked if I am on drugs for.. mentioning your beauty and sweetness, leads me to believe.. your faith in me is rocky at best. It crushes me to think that may be the case. Friend of many taunts me mercilessly for.. hanging my heart upon your fondness, he says I have chosen poorly, that I should.. somehow withdraw my love? If that is how he believes love works I do not believe he has ever met it.. for I could no more withdraw my love for you than I could.. close my eyes and wake up as a wumpa. Though I expect it would please you more if I did.. As always, I do not expect your heart in return, nor do I ask it.. I hope only that you enjoy light in your life and that none trouble you unless you wish it. Tenderly Yours, Tareq'dun

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