it rained today. alot of rain. anyways nothing really exciting happened today, no one called me (as usual, just sat around here all day. OH took a nap...ok so yeah my day was pretty boring. Jessica says that we have to go somewhere Tuesday...wont tell where and mum seems to know nothing about it. whatever you do never ever watch Master Of Disguise...so stupid! really stupid! ok anyways it is night now and i am kind of tired...wonder what everyone else is doing right now.

lol yahoo chat rooms for lotr rp officially SUCK! wanted to rp really bad so i got on my old account that i used to rp on and who should im me? a guy that i rp-ed with once and it was forever ago, he still remembers me, coolest huh? the rp game we did was totally ruined by some other jerks that were in the room. anyways so tired, still have to finish explaining the history of the Silmarillion to mum later when she gets back. been telling her all about it since we dropped Stephanie off at work around 12:00pm....is all very involved lol think i gave her a headache lol.

well tomorrow is my birthday. turning 14. Stephanie keeps asking me if i'm excited, keep telling her "no." not like there's any reason to be, dont know anybody here my age except jerk-off Caleb. so guess i wont really be doing anything...might go bowling for my very firstest time though just for the heck of it.

I had the strangest dream this morning. like the strangest i've ever had. i dreamed about some body i've never ever dreamed about, it was freaky!! not scary but just freaky that i would dream about them. anyways we watched part of the Empire Strikes Back. got to the part where Luke starts his training with Yoda teaching him. then we turned it off cause Stephanie had to work in the morning and she was tired. i was tired too so i went to bed kind of early. but anyways checking my emails right now, dumb computer moving so slow! and my birthday is just three days away...i hope nobody that i dont want to see comes over...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY J.G.!!!!

yeah, but anyways, nothing new happening today. mom is going to talk to the lady at this place called Living Arts Warehouse, cause they put on plays and stuff and since i want to act....she's going to find out if i could be in any of the plays they put on. i hope i get to, it would be so fun!! and besides i think i'd make a pretty good actress, been acting since i was like 4. not in real movies but lol like at home when we'd play. i acted as the doctor when ever we played Star Trek, which we did often, oh and dont forget all the cowboys and indians we played...

was He ever here?
ever get that feeling were it's like no matter what you do, you always seem to hit a brick wall in your life and walk with God? well that's happened to my family for as long back as i can remember. money is a major pain in the ass. why cant we all just go back to trading sea shells?? or why is it God cant just show what we're doing wrong so we can correct it and quit going around the same dumb old mountain??

status: hot, bored
mood: in between

it is so hot today!! i was hoping it would rain, but no Texas has to always be hot. computer running so flipping slow right now! pissing me off. getting ready to download MusicMatch from mp3.com

oh my gosh i got the strangest letter from some person who from the stuff she was saying doesnt even live in the country!! it was a freaky email. anyways going to get off and go sit in front of the air conditioning for awhile.

First Post-
-Ok so this is my first post! I would like to thank all the little people, whose names i cant remember that made this possible! and i would like to say hi to all the people out there who are reading this right now.....hi.