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| Torn and twisted,
Feelings shattered, It's all my fault, Showing emotions that do not belong. Problems arise Crushing a paradise. Things aren't always perfect, Although I wish they were. Where did I go wrong? What happened? Why am I acting this way? I want to feel love. No one else understands, I'm the one who's wrong. I want to allow for happiness. I lack courage. I lack hope. All is wrong within me. And yet I act as if it were okay. I deserve this, she doesn't. Why must she be treated so? Why must I treat her so? She's not bad, It is me. Cruelness, bitterness, jealousy... That is all I hold. I cannot help it. But it's killing me. Slowly but surely, I am dying inside. How I long to care... How I long to do the right thing just once... I don't care if anyone agrees with me. I am standing up. I have to work it out. Love comes along but once.
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