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Friday, 18 June 2004
Online journal #43
"Linguistically talented"
A person said it to me a few days ago and it was when I was talking in a group about the languages I study at Gaidai because the other group members asked me about the languages. And when it comes to French for some reason or accidentally, someone often say my name like "Ikue can speak French!" out loud, then everyone starts looking at me and asking me to pronounce or read a word though I don't know the words requested by such people. It's sometimes really embarrassing.

It's true I study two alternative languages (French and Arabic) except for English in IES. I almost mastered the pronunciation of French and came to be able to pronounce the typical Arabic sounds to some extent, I think. But I know it's obvious that the skill of pronunciation is never enough. Everyone even the stupid can take language classes if they just sit down and listen to the lectures. It is much more difficult to master the languages and to be able to use them. It never proves the people are linguistically talented if they take many language classes. If they can use the language well, we can say they are linguistically talented. So, it's not appropriate to say Ikue Sanai is linguistically talented because she takes French and Arabic in addition to IES.

I don't know what others think about my linguistic talent, but I believe the result of studying language is the proof of the talent. It's not desirable to judge it with ease if I have some.

Posted by journal2/accnstlltn at 5:26 AM KDT
Updated: Friday, 18 June 2004 5:27 AM KDT
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Thursday, 3 June 2004
Online journal #42
Je n'ai pas le temps et je suis trés fatiguée.

Posted by journal2/accnstlltn at 9:19 PM KDT
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Friday, 7 May 2004
Online journal #41-special issue /the will and the responsibility
It is recommended to read the precaution which is posted on April 16. If you, the reader, did not finish reading it, please read it once.
The readers who have been looking forward to reading it, please make sure whether you can be tolerate and calm down your mind.

---General Instruction---
In this entry, I will write under the sub-topic, the will and the responsibility, focusing on the side of the people who were actually caught and their family. I will leave out or write a little my opinions about the action of Japanese government for convenience. It is possible to write about it if I am requested. Particularly in this case ,simply I can agree with the government's choice because Japan would be fully despised and laughed at by foreign countries if the government decided to say yes toward the kidnappers.

--- this entry starts below ---
At the first sight of the Japanese hostages in Iraq, I had no other idea than "What are they trying to do in too dangerous an area for civilians without any protection for themselves to work hard on something?" I feel as if some people were screaming "They went there to help people in trouble! You can't understand such a simple fact?" Yes, I can get their aims. One went to help street children in Iraq, two went there to survey the effects of depleted uranium, and the other to shoot photography to sell to a newspaper company. It is truly the real facts by my expression, somehow or other. Also, I understand their brave action, and will not insult that point. I will accept only their bravery but I dare see the trouble just as a matter of self-responsibility. It is right to say to protect the citizens is the duty of the government, but my attitude is the government does not have to protect such citizens who go their way according to their will but against the governmental instruction.

Whatever tries to persuade me, in my opinion exclusively about this hostage case, bravery should never lead a reason for supporting the withdrawal of Japan Self Defense Forces and it does not make me applaud the hostages for their action. I will strongly insist that they should take the responsibility for their action and being caught for a while because they headed for the fire, Iraq, in spite of the governmental instruction that asked Japanese citizens to put off going there until the security is established and leave there as soon as possible if you are there. This instruction does not have a legal power to restrict people, but it is the same as the law from the viewpoint of the information given by the government. So, they can not necessarily be in the position that enables them to give a complaint to the government because the government did not actively help them. The fact will never change that they went against the governmental instruction though the instruction is not a legal restraint.

The next point is the sense of risk within the minds of themselves and their families. Here is the most appropriate phrase I would like to ask them. It is nothing other than "Were you sure about the huge risk to be in Iraq like a fire?" Again, I feel like someone starts yelling at me "Of course! They were sure but they tried to dedicate themselves for Iraqi people in trouble!!" Yes, I see this statement just as a right opinion. Then, what? The present situation in Iraq is never the same as the time under the control of Saddam Hussein. The stability there is worse than hell. Even armed soldiers are being killed here and there they can fire their rifles toward the enemies who try to kill them. They are trained for the missions in dangerous areas. On the other hand, the abducted people are not specially trained. The only thing they shared is bravery to get into the fire even though they are not asked. Everyday we can see the terrible stability in Iraq simply by keeping a TV on. The mass media tells "The stability in Iraq is getting worse and worse." a thousand times a day. It is harder to escape from the information storm of Iraq. It is strikingly natural to have a question "Why dare they go there now? What made them choose this time?" I see they would have given up going there if they had had enough sense of risk. It is also doubtful if their families were aware of the risk of them to work in the fire. The families' unbelievably emotional reaction can not help but make me doubt it. It is desirable for those who are going to see off the people who are trying to go to dangerous regions recognize the possibility that something terrible may happen there. This recognition of risk must be required to determine to do something highly risky, though it did not come into effect as the precaution in this case. On the contrary, all of three and their families who have something to do with the hostage do not seem to have even a piece of the sense of risk. It is really nonsense for anyone who try to do something of high risk.

The third point is what can be done within the level of the individual in a combat area. There are several major NGOs in the world such as AMDA, Medecins sans frontiers (Doctors without boarders), etc. These organizations are working based on their excellent knowledge as medical experts, the deep and careful investigation about what is going on in the area they try to work in, what the people need there, etc. In addition to their efforts like that, they have a lot of skilled staffs to prepare for the doctors who will work for people in need in their organization. They can achieve high-level tasks because of their skills as a group, different from someone. I saw an interview with the chief person of AMDA several days ago. I remember he said "There is something we can not achieve if we have only a good will." I completely agree to this idea. What the individual can do is very limited unless he or she is a member of a big organization to an extent. "A good will" is not always right and it does not always become a reason or an excuse for what a person do to escape from the responsibility and the bashing such as this time.

By the way, though I feel it worthless to think carefully and write about this hostage case, the three people were doubtful if they were correctly and carefully prepared for what would happen to them and "the worst cases" in my opinion and that of many other Japanese. The correct and careful preparation is always required when a person try to launch a big project or a risky thing. Even when we plan a trip abroad, we will be carefully planning about the hotel we stay, the means of transportation to get to the place we want to go, and the budget by consulting a travel agency. We gather the information about the stability and the governmental instructions by viewing the website of Ministry of Foreign Affairs. It is possible or wise to stop planning a trip when we find the governmental instruction to postpone to going there and to leave there. Just before the actual departure, we will make sure if there is any goods we forget to bring with. If the security of the destination is not fully maintained, we may write a short letter considering when something bad happens to us. I can come up with these steps when I will plan to a private trip and I will be absolutely much more careful when I am setting a plan to go to unstable regions in the world.

All of the hostages are different in their "occupations." One is a volunteer, two is a free lance photo journalist, and the other is an activist with interest in depleted uranium. Their reasons to go into a fire sound really brave and full of "good will." Their real backgrounds have been revealed since their families started talking in public. I also saw that information and found there are several factors which can provoke a huge disgust in the mind of the Japanese and make non-Japanese people suspicious about them. It takes me a big space to write about "the factors" but an article has come up from Singapore. The contents of this article have enough power to make the ordinary Japanese feel sick about the three and Syukan Shincho and Syukan Bunshun have published the article about the three people earlier than the Singapore's newspaper. They say three members are a teenager who was raised by communist family, a woman who used to be addicted to drug and a free lance photo journalist who is an ex-soldier and wanted to sell his name by getting scoops. I am convinced that these facts in these articles that may be trivial and worthless to non-Japanese people are making the Japanese feel ill and suspicious and even let them bash the three and their families.

Throughout what I am writing in this strangely long entry, I want to say there are too many points that are doubtful and hard to believe about this hostage case and I have no choice but keep myself from supporting the hostages and their families. At the same time, I understand why people have been bashing them since they were caught and their families started speaking loudly because I also felt ill about them when I saw they were speaking to the press. Even now the suspicion and doubt among people including me is growing. It will continue to be impossible for three "brave" people to tell what actually happened to the three or was caused by kidnappers and even three hostages. There are many people who are demanding them to tell the truth in public, because two of them said "The discussion about self-responsibility does not apply to us because we went to Iraq because of our belief and will." They did not have to make the bashing against them strong again, but they did. I do not think the belief and will is never a reason for escaping from taking the responsibility. Their logic is out of function.

Lately, the typical characteristic of the Japanese is coming into effect. The fuss of the hostage case is getting less sarcastic because the Japanese tends to get sarcastic and lose the emotion very soon and keep the bad impressions we get under our consciousness. In other words, we will not be able to forget old fuss completely. I do not criticize the Japanese here, but it is no doubt this characteristic is having "a certain influence" on the social lives of the three hostages and their families. I may be keep watching with slight motivation but I do not feel like because I feel it is waste of time and energy to wait for the truth that does not seem to come up.

Posted by journal2/accnstlltn at 11:22 PM KDT
Updated: Saturday, 8 May 2004 12:17 AM KDT
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Online journal #40
I'm staying up because I want to watch Asian X Games.

The special issue is almost finished with great length. Bashing is 200% guaranteed and I will ignore it.

Posted by journal2/accnstlltn at 2:07 AM KDT
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Friday, 16 April 2004
Online journal #39-precaution on "special issue"
Intentionally I put "precaution on special issue" on the title of this entry. I had avoided presenting my political opinions unless I was assigned to write on political articles since I started keeping this online journals. To be honest, my political opinions sound very strong and like the hawk's to normal (Japanese) people and sometimes they react to what I think in an extremely sarcastic way. It's really hectic to deal with such agressors and it gives me nothing but fatigue. So, if you, the readers, don't have enough tolerance to take time to think of "things of a different nature", you should leave here. The people who give nothing but bashing against me are not also welcome. We can't have a constructive discussion wherever we are.

The visitors who can be tolerate, or the ones who can have a proper discussion are welcome here but it all depends on you to decide whether you write a comment to discuss.

By the way, "special issue" itself needs time to finish.

Posted by journal2/accnstlltn at 6:40 PM KDT
Updated: Sunday, 18 April 2004 5:02 PM KDT
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Online journal #38
My skills to use French have gone through some progress. I felt it when I ask the teacher in charge of the circle, "La société française." I asked him "Nous avons l'exercise de société française" ce vendredi?" He understood it. I've taken "French 2" this year, and I have to make more progress in learning foreign languages other than English.

In addition to French, I started learning Arabic. I have wanted to learn it for many years, and I had my dream come true. Arabic seems to be strikingly challenging, but it won't keep me from studying it.

By the way, Phillip seems to teach IES A 2004 according to the class schedule at Kansai Gaidai. Are the students going to be assigned webworks we did last year?

Posted by journal2/accnstlltn at 6:03 PM KDT
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Wednesday, 7 April 2004
Online journal #37
Nobody in IES A 2003 seems to update their blogs any more but I sometimes check my website and my blog if there are any trouble or someone has done something mean on my website. This is a little bit exaggerated in a sense, but true in another sense.

Almost all the classes are starting tomorrow. My first class of the second year at Gaidai is lingistics. I have no idea about what will happen to me during this year but now I slightly care about the custom duties to pay for the goods I ordered through a foreign website.

Posted by journal2/accnstlltn at 11:10 PM KDT
Updated: Friday, 16 April 2004 5:50 PM KDT
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Sunday, 28 March 2004
Online journal #36
I checked the IES website after one week's absense and I found our flash page has been up and running. It's totally surprising in a sense.

Posted by journal2/accnstlltn at 1:53 AM JST
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Sunday, 15 February 2004
Online journal #35
NHK BS-1 has broadcasted "Winter X Games" for a few weeks, one program a week. I don't like sports in general but extreme sports are exceptions. I'm not so an intense fan of them but I prefere extreme ones to normal ones. I like what the extreme athletes perform. It's tremendously exciting and crazy. "Normal" sports aren't enough to make my mind content. They are too clean in a sense. I want to see dirtier and crazier performance.

I hear this week NHK will broadcast the program including the finals of snowboarding. I don't recognize so many snowboarders other than Shaun White. I can recognize him because I saw him with Tony Hawk, Danny Way, Colin McKay and some other professional skateboarders in a video which is available on the official website of DC Shoe Co USA. Maybe I can see snowboarding, Moto-X and some other sports this week. I can have fun though I don't know if I check the whole program.

Posted by journal2/accnstlltn at 6:14 PM JST
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Friday, 6 February 2004
Online journal #34
The format of Angelfire's blog is slightly changed, and its control panel is also changed. It looks easier to find which part to click to do what the user/editor wants to do. The most convenient point for visitors may be the pop-up window of comments.
Anyway, nobody will care about what I say about the (slightly) new system and I don't care about it.

Gaidai's final exams are over. I failed to get a part-time job here in Hirakata. Maybe I'll go and stay home during this spring holidays, but I have to stay in Hirakata until 18th to have a guidance about 2nd year at Gaidai. The days until 18th are boring because I don't have any class and a part-time job. Now I have some money in my account for the "stressful" part-time job during winter holidays, so I can go somewhere in Osaka within the budget I set up if I feel like. I'm planning to go around Nipponbashi to check new MD walkmans then go to Namba and Shinsaibashi for DC Shoe hunting though I don't have certain plans to buy clothes, shoes, and things like that.

What I'm doing now is watching the video of RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE. I'm watching "Testify" right now. The next one is "Renegades of funk."

Posted by journal2/accnstlltn at 3:22 PM JST
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