This is bizarre. My Yahoo! astrology for today is absolutely correct. It couldn't be so timely. I'm amazed. Granted, I read tarot cards and I believe in a collective unconscious, and I think we are more connected to the universe than science would lead us to believe. But I've never had an astrology column that was so accurate for so many days in a row. it's uncanny.
April 30: Competing priorities are likely. The center-stage Sun is challenging controlling Pluto and activating the realms of values and goals as well as domesticity. A discussion with loved ones regarding objectives is advisable, but work on keeping it reasonable. Dominance games or manipulation (by you or others) will just impede understanding. Stay centered.
This is great advice for today. I had to fight myself for almost an hour this morning to make myself go to work, because the bad-fairy reminded me that the show is tonight, and rehearsal last night went late again. I was so sleepy, and my sick days and personal days were beckoning to me. My warm bed was clinging to me, and did not want to let me out of the covers. But then the good-fairy on my other shoulder reminded me that work is important to me, and I want to do well there, and if I don't show up, I won't be performing as I should.
As for the dominance games and manipulation, my bed-pal informed me this morning that tonight he is going out with his friend Russ after the show. Didn't invite me along. Didn't say *anything* else. Just stated his plans. I was really disappointed at this, because we have been so busy that we really haven't seen much of each other since last weekend, and I would like some quality time (in more ways than one, Shel). I'm tired of being low on the priority list, and want more of his time. I want him to be thoughtful and considerate of me.
Of course I realize that these are completely ridiculous ideas after the week that we have had. It's not about his making plans without me. It's about his making plans without consulting me first. That's insane! I don't need another person's life to control. I have enough trouble with my own. I will be glad to have some time to myself. Hell, I will most likely be asleep the whole time he's gone. Then maybe someday when we haven't been running 24-7 he will have time to notice me.
