....wrecked into a million pieces
[
Name of the pain
] [
A Day
]
Name of the pain
Destined to be numb
Can this be me?
I wish it weren’t so easy to believe
But the pain I feel inside is no comparison to that which I inflict myself.
It hurts so much
If I could cry the rock out of my stomach, I’d be okay But it’s stuck, I can’t even bleed it out
No doctor can prescribe the medications that will fix me. I’m stuck I’m
stuck I’m hurt I’m broken I’m wrecked into a million pieces in trying to
stay one.
One for everyone else. I can’t handle the pain I’m too weak I’m too weak
I’m not good enough I’ll never be good enough WHY CAN’T I BE GOOD ENOUGH
FOR ME?? I won’t allow myself the time of day
When others say you’re so fine, you’re so good, you’re so brave…
They don’t really know…
I wish they cared to deliver me from the pain.
A day
I am not proud
A day I live
I am not proud
A day I smile
I am not proud
A day I fail
I am not proud
A day I breathe
I am not proud
Yesterday nor Today
I am not proud
A day I bleed
I am not proud
Not until the day I die
I am proud
She won’t smile
At me
(from the heart)
See how strong
Her abuse
Has made
Her broken
Little
Girl.
[
PREVIOUS
] [
MAIN
] [
HOME
]
© J.Friedkin
