my life
i might have the oppertunity to work at the cbc this summer. the cbc's morning show is now number one in the ratings.

hmmmm.

it would appear that i've been afflicted with the forget what to blog-bad-ness.

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i thought that life was a wonderful space in which the world laughed and and people called me. call me? nah, anyway, i think tonight i'm going to talk about gender, equity and equality.

i hate that women were not allowed to work in some cultures. i can't hate the cultures, because thats not cool, in fact, i'll i can hate are actions and facts. i think that the whole adversarial idea of the battle of the sexes is so flawed and horrible. it's just perpetuates a bad situation. the facts is that in the past, women were discriminated against, and some people still suck.

i really wish that had never happened and that people were just not evil to each other? wouldn't that be good?

gee, well i think we can start.
respect trust and kindness
you get what you give.

well damn
in no particular order.
first things first. i would like to restate me statement for my gender.

STOP SUCKING

second, do i come on strong to any one?
third, i finally got my back fixed.
fourth, to my friends, i have two ears, two shoulders, and i'd like to think a big heart. make use of them. they're musculses that need exercise. helping you makes me happy, makes me smile, and makes me, well, me.

come get a hug.

WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!
okay my little red lights, what is it your trying to say? ah, your saying that it appears to be

5:28 am!!!!!!!!

i've never experianced insomnia like this, wtf? i don't understand. i'm really not under any stress, i didn't have alot of caffine, whats going on? HELP!

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someone said they wanted to here about my day. well, today was for me a good day, only because i was able to help ali through a little bit of a thing. you can ask her, if you'd like. i also got some errans done today at ryerson, and i'll now have a job for the first little while in janurary. 11.62/hour. yup. and i got to chill with chlobob.

so, in summary, i got stuff done, hung out with chloe, helped ali, bought her dinner, and hung out with ali somemore.

i love ali. ali needs to eat better.

yep.
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it's now 5:40 am. i'm not the least be tired. wtf?

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ph34r |\/|3, ph43r t3h 0\/\/n4g3,

w00t!

I win!

See what Care Bear you are.

i was gonna blog, how about that.
smile, though your heart is breaking this came to mind, i don't know why, my heart isn't breaking, it's going all grinch-at-the-end-of-the-movie-big... i love my friends, all attacking chlobob with love... good work guys.

the truth is that we've become a positive energy machine like i've never imagined we would, kinda like Calahan's place, eh benny? i mean really those who need us because they are good but possibly broken. (the Calahan Series is by Spider Robinson, (canadian)).

i really have been feeling the love, and i really want you all to keep it up, so that if one of us faulters, we're all there to *swoop* in like so much super hero, and make the save, cause i know you can:)

cheers

You are Wintergreen.
You are cool and collected. You are very
comfortable with yourself and what you do.
Even if you have a lot of responsiblities, you
always manage to be in control. You are
sometimes laid-back and you are always the
voice of reason. However, others may see you
as lazy or detached sometimes, unable to act
responsibly.
Most Compatible With: Lime


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ME!

you are the "you suck, and that's sad"
happy bunny. your truthful, but can be a bit
brutal.


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that's not directed at anyone who doesn't suck :-?


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sometimes the selfless loose their self to the world at large and then when that goes away, it takes you with it. the fight for the right choices is, well, balance. i'm a big fan of balance. "there's no trick, it's just a simple trick."
the happy world of ________ is shattered by the sounds of silence and music and words. and the time she flies by, and the opertunies might be lost, but it's all balance.
knock on doors till one opens.

be yourself, and "good music good friends, good fun." cause the world needs you, not some false shell, and your the one i'm happy with.

be here now.

wallowin' in guilt.
gee, almost once a month eh? i've done it again, and i'm sorry. ali, world, friends. letting you down is the thing is my life i dread the most. i've failed.
I love you sweety.

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ever wonder which side of the poem your on?

***

Appreciate

Listening and hearing
Are differences of concentration,
One is done and the other happens.
Life spent listening can be filled with jubilation
While just hearing can only yield pain

Passive in approach
We find our actions lacking
Because you?ve only heard me
Never listened to my waxing
Found only fault, never beauty

Listing to life
And find out its uses
For the unexamined life
Seems like it looses
Its right to complain

Hear the words
You don?t want to listen to,
They exist, but don?t find
Their way deep in to you.
That?s not where they belong

You are Professor X!

You are a very effective teacher, and you are very
committed to those who learn from you. You put
your all into everything you do, to some extent
because you fear failure more than anything
else. You are always seeking self-improvement,
even in areas where there is nothing you can do
to improve.


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Some people Fail
today i learned that honesty is apparently not the best policy. the world says freedom of speach, you mother says if you don't have anything nice to say then don't say anything.

is this a case of balance or be damned? i dunno, last time i checked, the right not to hear anything upsetting was wasn't an inalienable right. not in canada anyway.

so, if you really find something the problem, sue of lible, but chances are, you can't, because it's either too subjective, or true.

free speach is a right that protects the world from censorship. censorship sucks. don't be that person. if you don't like what someones doing, tell them, but they don't have to stop, and if you someone tells you they don't like it, you don't have to stop.

to take what you make

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