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My Dirty Little Secrets...
Saturday, 8 October 2005
Fifth Secret, Knowlage
Mood:  sharp
Now Playing: HIM-Wings Of A Butterfly
Name: Laura
Birthday:February 20, 1988
Birthplace: Northern Cali
Current Location: Brea, Cali
Eye Color: Chocolate Brown
Hair Color: Long and Black
Height: 5'5
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Polish and Spaniard
The Shoes You Wore Today: Umm..DC
Your Weakness: My Bf, Tony
Your Fears:Being Alone
Your Perfect Pizza: Ranch (not normal piza sauce) with Olives, Onions and Mushrooms
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: School year, be prom queen...
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: eh?
Thoughts First Waking Up: "eh, oh, school..."
Your Best Physical Feature: My body and face. Im sexy like that
Your Bedtime: Between 10pm and 2 am
Your Most Missed Memory: Not Sure
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: Neither
Single or Group Dates: Both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: NO
Do you Swear: Yes
Do you Sing: Yes
Do you Shower Daily: Yes
Have you Been in Love: Yes
Do you want to go to College: Yes
Do you want to get Married: Yes
Do you belive in yourself: Yes
Do you get Motion Sickness: Kinda
Do you think you are Attractive: Hell ya
Are you a Health Freak: Does Yoga Count?
Do you get along with your Parents: Kinda
Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes
Do you play an Instrument: Nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No
In the past month have you gone on a Date: No
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Ew No
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Mason's Glasses
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been called a Tease: Yes
Ever been Beaten up: Nope
Ever Shoplifted: Yes
How do you want to Die: Slitting The Wrists, laying a bath in a pool of my own blood
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Vet Tech, Sociobiologist, Animal Behaviorist
What country would you most like to Visit: England

In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Hazel
Favourite Hair Color: Blond
Short or Long Hair: Either
Height: Over 5'10''
Weight: Slender
Best Clothing Style: Emo or Skater

Number of Drugs I have taken: 2
Number of CDs I own: Can Not Count
Number of Piercings: 17
Number of Tattoos: 0
Number of things in my Past I Regret: 4

Posted by indie/x.romantica.x at 7:52 PM EDT
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Friday, 7 October 2005
Fourth, The Addiction
Now Playing: Fall Out Boy-XO
So...To Robbie
I love you. I am in love withyou. How can any girl not be good for you there? But, I dont care. All I know is that I want to be there for you, walk around holding your hand...make other girls jealous. I just wish that I could be there girl to be able to stare at you at school...and knwo that you are mine. I wish I could be the only one to sex you up. I want to go to shows and beat any little girls ass that comes close...

Did you hear me?!

I want to be YOUR ONLY ONE!

Anyways...my life is going well now that I talk to Robbie daily...I smile more.

Tony is starting to try to be nicer and more emo to me but I dont know. I talkted to my roomate about it and he told me that he thinks we would be better off as friends. Russell (roommate) knows both of us very well and he knows that what we HAD was great...I WAS happy, but now that Robbie is in my life..I don't feel connected with Tony.

You see, with Robbie, all we have is our mental and emotional ties..(lots of emo). With Tony, I have had that physicall attachment that I crave. But him not being here is getting to me, and Robbie is how I stay sane.

Robbie is the one that makes me smile and a bad day. He can make everything disapear and make life well worth living.

I did want to hurt myself, but talking to Robbie for like 2 hours made it all go away and just think about all the love that he feels for me...Wow...

This is getting deep....

Anyways...I'll post more later...
But here is a pic of my long hair! More to come!

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Love me please for who I am...and who I want to be...

Posted by indie/x.romantica.x at 2:59 PM EDT
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Third Secret
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Rise Against-Swing Life Away
So life is good.

I love Robbie. He is the most emo guy I know, but I love that. I am an emo kid as well, and I love the fact that he calls me "babe", "hun", "sweety" and other things like that. In about every text and conversaion there are many "I love you"'s back and forth.

If only I could speed time up and be able to go to Atlanta and visit you...

You are my Emo Lover....No matter what!
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^^This is love^^

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^for tony


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The Emo Gun^

ROBBIE! THIS IS FOR YOU!!!

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Posted by indie/x.romantica.x at 2:14 AM EDT
Updated: Friday, 7 October 2005 2:48 PM EDT
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Wednesday, 5 October 2005
Second Secret
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Bleeding Through-On Wings Of Lead
So today has been hell for me.
As of now, I sit in the library at school. This is so hard to write when I am on such a down stage in my life.

So...why you may ask? Here goes nothing...!

Last night my boyfriend, Tony, told me that he is going to go to the doctors on Thursday. That is great for him, I'm happy. But that bad thing is he is a ahypocondriac and thinks that he may have HIV and/or cancer. This fuckin pissed me off because he thinks that I may have given it to him and if it comes back positive then I am going to have charges pressed on me.

Yes, you can go to jail because you gave a person an STD. It is called something weird but ... How am I to know if a previous partner lied to me?

Fuck...this is sad...

Not to mention I am bi-polar and need love. But if this results come back negitive, he is going to be out of my life...I don't want to deal with him anymore. I can find love easily...

There are a few guys at my school that I find attractive...But nothing will happen.

I also think I am falling for a friend on gaia...Yeah. How does that work? I dont know! And I don't even know him...But there is some strong attraction that I am having for him. Man...I love you...You know who you are...If ya don't then here's a pic!



yeah...

*sighs* This is the end...

Posted by indie/x.romantica.x at 2:40 PM EDT
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Saturday, 1 October 2005
The First Secret
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Jamison Parker
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This is me...deal with the emo-ness.

Mini-Bio.
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Name-Laura
Age-17
Height-5'5''
Weight-114
Dob-2/20/88
Nationalities-Spaniard/Polish(main two)
Skin Tone-Lightly tanned


>Loves
Anthony(boyfriend)
Emo
Hardcore
Ben & Jerry's Phish Food
Tofu
Soy Milk
Gaia Online
Jamison Parker
Music
Anime
Surpirse Kisses
Ipod Minis
Pink
Sex (with Anthony)
Purple
Water
Victoria's Secret
Fredrich's Of Hollywood
Hot Topic
Cingular Cell Phone Users
Night Time
Mints
Mosh Pits
Bleeding Through
Anthony(my lover)
Aromatheropy

~Hates
Girls that like Tony
Boys that like me
Mrs. Hoffacre
Not having gold on Gaia
Ex's
Smokeing
Drinking
Drugs
No Sex
Love Boxes
Fat people
Ugly people
Children
Naked Men
People that don't masturbate
Sloppy Kisses
Chubby Boys
Punks
Virigin Hair
Meat
Pigs
Chickens
Turkeys
Large dogs

~Icons
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Posted by indie/x.romantica.x at 10:02 PM EDT
Updated: Friday, 7 October 2005 3:04 PM EDT
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