It's the NED
Oh yes the time has finally come where I'm hanging out with NED.

I cannot speak too much of him, but he is real and really bizarre and...weird.

Hey, my rat is with us today to...see he's playing with the mouse! Yeah kick that mouse's butt! HEHE it's funny because he's a rat. I still need some more sleep.

Sticky Mouse
i'm at school and I'm trying to update my page. It's my fourth period class and i just want to go home, dress up nicely and go to work.


First of all, I called out for two days for work because I had pink eye. I'm terrified that I'm going to get fired for this, even though my absences aren't that bad, and even if that, I can always get another job right? Well, I have that thought in mind but my panic disorder kicks in and I see a manager sitting me down and letting me go.

I'm unmotivated right now, and I want to go home so bad! One thing though is I have to deliver a presentation 8th hour.

I need money babdly, not desperately though. I think is one of my stresses I have in thinking i'm going to get fired; I'm more afraid I just won't make enough money this week.
Lets settle this overwhelming equation:

stress+ less $+ less work -> less $+ Less work - stress.

Posted by ill/corrosive at 3:29 PM
Updated: Saturday, 10 January 2004 1:12 PM
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Man, where have I been
Even now I feel like everyday is just meant to lie around and let life take care of you...who the fuck made up this work bullshit, those education lies and that religious thing that people like to disbelieve or believe.

Work, what the hell is it for, money, pleasure. How come the essence of life to live naturally in this economy has to be so torturous to make a buck a buck that millions of others don't have. I swear when I get out of college and if I'm not married I'm going to be in one of those brazilian tribes where the most stressful time in a woman's life is child birth and no midol for your periods. Humans are animals. Lions sleep up to 20 hours a day, they are not stressed even in the dryest droughts. Humans need at least 9 hours of sleep even though teenagers need more and still we got to get up for those education lies at the crack of dawn, for most, and we are expected to function? Government wonders why students grades are going lower...parents aren't around to hassle us about homework and we release are stess by having promiscuous sex. That's all i hear in the hall some days is just who was the recent fuck last week.
well a friend just called so, i guess I'll pick up on this conversation later....

Bloody computer
Today The computer is not WORKING, maybe it is because I am also listening to music- who knows? But I'll tell you what, I sure felt like updating today. Now I don't when the next time will be when there will be something actually updated. On another note: School's tomorrow...NO! I don't want this year to happen! I hate school. Well, I belive kiddies, it is time to go.

Back to the regular schedule
Today I have work and so what comes with that is my regular schedule. I get up, just in enough time to watch Jerry springer. Then I lolli gag around updating and stuff like that and then, I go to sleep for a bout an hour or so, then get up and get ready for work. It's a beautiful schedule filled with laziness and beauty sleep.

A proactive days work
So every Friday I volunteer at a wildlife preserve and I enjoy it very much, don't get me wrong. It is though, very hard on your back because today I had to clean and feed most of the bird cages. Nothing better than scrubbing poo from perches and nothing beats picking out that crusty stuff from your hair. But they're just scared little buggers, I'm not gonna hurt them for being scared of my but instead I mock them. I was giving the screech owl water and as I came in, it peeked out of its house and then a normal screech owl, which is usually 8"-12" tall opened in already large eyes larger and puffed the feathers on it head and stretched its wings so it looked about 15" tall!!! I was impressed but, still no match for a human. I just baby-talked it and said it looked cute.

"Oh what's Mr. screech owl doing, you look so cute. So cute, yes you are, yes you are! Here's you water, drink up sweety, drink up! "

So clearly you can see who is the more intelligent animal?

Besides that I said on the interenet all day and played slingo. Now I can't wait to gamble. Just what I need, a nother problem in my life.

Thursday! Not a day for work...
May I say I love not working on the very day I get paid from working. It's better than eating breyer's ice-cream with whipped cream... my favorite snack.

oh yes!

I plan on going to get my check like in a couple hours or so, although I'd like the money now I'm suffering from lack of motivation and an eagerness to thrive so in all I am almost insane right now and really irritated.

And I am so pissed!!
Now i have to make a new website because my dumbasss couldn't even think of my username! I can't even type I'm so pissed so inconclusively bye!!!