ETERNALLY

Chapter Two

Death

I entered a whole new universe pitch black although I had a conscientious awareness to were I was, it was Hell. I could sense many, many people there, children, and adults. I was in a tunnel of darkness, many people in this tunnel were screaming. Not human like, but screaming for help or love. I did not begin to scream until I was in this tunnel of many, many tunnels. I and others screamed for many eternity's. " There was no devil, when you are there you don't think of him." After being so adapted to this environment, I met the Devil. He is hard to describe, as God is. He has no face that I can see, nor does he have a body that I can see. He is total fear. I felt that he wanted me dead, he hates everyone. Although he is not like us, give him love and he'll change right! Nope he has gone to the point where he has only been created to hate. It seems very difficult to understand but it seems that God wanted it. It's like a test to avoid the Devil, in order to enter Heaven. Ever since I was little I knew that evil was the Devil. Bad things was of the Devil, but when your dead the Devil can really help you out. After my travel through tunnels of darkness the Devil had all control over me and brought fourth the worst dreams, the worst things in my head that I would never want to live. He knew I had no religion and as I grew to know their was a God he teased me with that knowledge. He would delouse me being saved by the Lord, then I would think it was real, but it was not. For many eternities this went on. My faith was shaped and changed. The devil made me believe being good was wrong, and not believing was right. I knew I was trapped by this creator of illusions.

Chapter Three

Beginnings

Soon after the illusions from the devil ceased, God appeared. Not in my eyes but heart and spirit. I could feel God fight over me, wrestling with Satan. Then as fast as I explained it, it was over. A series of pictures flashed in front of my soul, as if I was seeing through God eyes. I saw the beginning of life form, I saw Earth form, I felt death and happiness within my heart. The beginnings of life is not so joyful. For as this was happening Satan interfered. Satan made more illusions and added into God's teachings. There for I was frightened by what God was showing me. this went on, for eternities. I saw life created and erased. All life from a to z was shown onto me. Then God took me. God showed me his plans of creating life and destroying it. I saw many lives destroyed by the hand he has. God only wants happiness, there for his sight is of righteousness. All of life is not all that important, once you are in Heaven. Mysteries, theories all disappear for God has answers on to you. God also showed me my future, my dreams, imaginations and death of all life. Many parts of my memory has faded, I don't remember much of this. But we have change time.

Chapter Four

Time

As months passed I began to lose my God. I still read the Bible and prayed once in a while, but I no longer was moral. I had allowed my will to weaken. I wanted pleasure of my flesh. I lied, cheated, spoke unclean words and became unclean. So my girlfriend which was pregnant by me seven months earlier was hurt and sadden by my actions. I knew I strived for holiness so I tried rubber cement once again. I have promised the Lord I would not, although I wanted Him back in my heart. I figured if I could do what I had done once before I could see what He showed me long ago. My need of being faithful was so strong but I was as a child lost in a big mall. I needed my father back, I needed to remember the ways, but I could not by myself. One huff and I decided not to continue. I was so lonely I had done so wrong and now it seemed I could never do any better. As days went by I was terrified of my dreams, for they were my visions. Once I went to bed my visions would occur, dreams of the next day or week. You may say that's awesome but it is not for one reason, you feel and are trapped. The day would occur as usual then it would happen, it's like daze a fu. But you know what is going to actual happen for at lest twenty mins. There is not a thing you can do to change the future. Say you were going to get hurt by someone hitting you. There would be not thing you can do. So you'd probable say just avoid it right, well it's not that simple. I've tried to avoid it but as I did, it ended up that what I just did was shown to me the night before. So see it is impossible to escape the future, and it is stressful to live with visions. Some visions I remembered for instance, Kirk Cobain's death. I had told my father about a vision I had during sleep. I saw many people gathering around. And a picture of a face which had blondish brown hair, people were holding this up on a banner. At the time I did not know who that was, but once he died I was hurt for I felt I could of warned some one to stop him. Another vision was of the death of Jackie Kennedy. The vision was of a news program and a face appeared, and soldiers dressed up carrying a coffin. I was sadden also. My senses felt that what was going on was for a reason, the reason was these were the beginnings of the coming of the Lord. There was one more step to continue the phase, to me this was something to take the nation occupied for a long time. It happened a couple weeks later, OJ Simpson had been accused for murder.