Looking at Wulfie scared of what he will say, I smiled. He says: Goddess you know I love you and will do anything for you. But first I want you to do me a favor before I can answer your question. I know about how you came to be here. I want you to return home and visit your parents and see if they are the ones that sold you. Or if you happened upon your incident by accident. And once this is done and your back, I¡¦ll give you my answer.

So as I said my good nights to Wulfie that night, and settled in to sleep, out in the open fields again one last time. My mind wondered off to my other life, a life I have forgotten about. As my thought jumped to the things that took place that put me where I am I broke out in a sweat in my sleep. As I tossed and turned in sleep, I opened my eyes and saw my lover in a mist far away place. I wasn¡¦t sure if I was asleep or awake. As I look into the misty fog I see him waving his hand for me to join him. As I raised from my sleeping place I look at him again to be sure I am not dreaming. As his hand waves for me to come to him I walk slowly to him at first, then I¡¦m running.

The distance seems to be never ending; it looks like I am getting no closer. As I¡¦m about to give up I feel his arms around me. As our lips meet, my body trembles, my heart pounds, and my knee buckle. The same feelings I had before with this mystery man is still here. Why can¡¦t I see his face and know who he is? As our lips leave the softness of each other, I look at him and try to picture his face, but it is all in a blur. I open my month to ask him why I can¡¦t see his face clean. And his response is this: ¡§When the time is right you will know who I am!¡¨ Please I said tell me! I am heading to my old life tomorrow to work things out and I have things planned when I get back. I need to know how and where we stand before I leave.

Sorry he said I couldn¡¦t help you with that right now. All I can say is when it is time for you to know who I am you will. As we wrap our arms around each other again and our lips meet in a passionate kiss, we lower ourselves to the ground. As our kisses and hands start their own paths we both become very sexually aroused. As our love making starts it is as if it is the last time. So we cling to each other, as if our life depended on it.

Waking up from the most satisfying sexual experience I have ever had, I look around me. To see if it was all a dream, but no I have the stiffness and soreness between the legs again, to prove it really happened. As I lay here and think about my lover and who it might be, I doze back off. Knowing that morning brings plans of a return to my homeland. My other lives homeland. Tossing and turning in sleep all night I wake to a sun shinning brightly down on me. Stretching as I stand I run and jump into the waterfall. Wanting to forget today is the day I plan my return home. As I play with my bath buddies and relax and enjoy my bath I let my mind return to the night of lovemaking.

The beauty in us being together our bodies fitting each other like we were made for each other. Oh the feelings he brings out in me. The way he makes me feel and my body feel. Nothing else enters my mind when I am with him. Shaking my head to clear it I have thinks I need to plan. Finishing up my bath I walk out of the waterfall, laying down letting the sun dry me. Hearing the village come alive with activity I rise and dress then head down the hill to the cooking area, telling Lady that I will be gone all day for her to fix me a snack to take with me I had things to think about. She frowned and asked if she could help? I replied no Lady but thanks for offering. I have to make plans on returning home to my other homeland to find out some information, so I can return and make my lives plans.

Knotting like she understood she made me a pack to take with me for my hike to think. I needed to plan my route and how long I¡¦ll be there. As I waded in the ocean and waved bye to all I headed southeast, I had a frown on my face and wrinkles on my forehead because I really didn¡¦t want to do this. Not go back to where I was treated like shit and a nobody. At least here I am somebody. My people respect me and love me. I¡¦m treated like a person and not a piece of trash. I didn¡¦t want to leave my home. Yes this is my home, my only home and always will be. But I face my parents and put an end to my blame. I blame my parents for me being here but then if I think about it I need to thank them. But the idea of them saling me saddens me if that is the case. That I could be sold like a piece of meat. ƒ¼ What is this world coming too?

As I walk about to the place I like to go at a distance to think with no worries of being bothered my mind thinks of my way there. I¡¦ll stay big 99% of the way and keep hidden so the public can¡¦t see me. Shouldn¡¦t take long to get there. Not sure how long I was on that trashy dirty ship I escaped from but I am sure not to long. Sitting and eating my snack Lady packed for me I smiled. This might be fun going home to see my parents face to see I am still alive, and on my own.

But I also realized we need supplies, what we got from the ship is running short. And we need seeds to be able to plant and have vegetables to eat; we need ways to bring animals to Our Community so we can have meat instead of only fish and wild life creatures. I myself would love to have eggs and milk, with pork chops, steaks, veal, chicken, lunchmeat. I¡¦ll find away for all this to take place. I¡¦ll get money to buy seeds, flour, sugar, cornmeal and things like that. Maybe I can go to the docks and make plans with fishermen that do whaling to drop off supplies to us. I can try anyway.

Heading back to the village I know my plans and what needs to be done. Realizing I spent all day thinking and being gone. As I head reach the village the dinner bell is ringing. As I sit for dinner like the rest I tell them my plans. All my family seem pleased with my plans, and they prayed at dinner it all works out so we can have a supply boat on a monthly or bi-monthly shipment. Deciding to leave tomorrow morning bright and early lady fixes my packs for my journey. As I will feed myself when that runs out as I did my way here. After dinner I say my good nights and good byes and take my bags for my journey to my hill and house as not to waken my family when I leave the next morning. Lying in my special place I decided not to sleep in my home til I return from the other homeland. As I doze off to sleep my mind is clean and my body relaxed.

Waking from a very relaxing and dreamless sleep I stand and stretch, not wanting to wake the others this early, it is way before sunrise. As I wade into the ocean silently and slowly I head homeward. Sleeping very little and traveling fast I make it home or the outskirts of home in a week. But being big helps also I can move fast very fast. As I get closer and closer to home I change to a normal size person. Hiding in the woods to change clothes. As I head to my parent¡¦s home the sun is setting. I decide against calling and I walk down the streets as if I am a normal person and done this all along.

The closer I got my heart-started pounding. Taking a deep breath I walk into the house-calling Mom you here? Getting no answer to that I say: Dad you home? I see a very OLD man coming toward me, asking who I was. I said: Dad you don¡¦t remember me? Caz is that you? Oh Caz I am so glad to see you¡¦re still alive.

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