As I bring my head up out of water I see my home stretched out before me to the left. My heart starts beating like crazy. Just knowing I’m so close to my home, my people makes me filled with joy. As I swim faster to get there sooner I notice a ship anchored at shore. And realize they can’t see like this, so I dive deep into the ocean and swim a few miles out pass the Island. As I walk to shore I start changing to a regular size person again and then head toward My Community.

Walking to the center of town I see a commotion going on and I run to find out what is happening. As I step into the crowd a cheer goes up from my little people. The Governor is back thanks GOD. Clearing my voice I ask what is going on here? As I see about 10 strangers to me I look at the one that seem to be in charge. Well sir what is going on here? This is my Community and I am the Governor here. If you have anything to say speak up.

As I look into his eyes I see recognition and know I know this man from somewhere. But for the life of me I can’t remember where. But I get goose bumps all over my body and I shiver like I am cold. What is it about this man that scares me? Will I ever know? I wonder! Sir if you can’t speak to me about what you want then I ask you to leave my Island. We own the Cruise Ship anchored out there close to your Island. We want it back so we can refinish it and sale it. We sir I’ve not much knowledge about ships and anything but it is in bad shape. We used a lot of things off of it just to survive. You’ll more and welcome to check it out, but I do not think it would even start let alone travel any distances. We took things off the motor and things like that.

Seeing the anger in this mans eyes makes me flash back to another time I saw that anger and I remembered whom the man is. He was the monster that kept me prisoner and chained in a dirty cell below desk on his ship. The man who tried to rape me. As my anger rises so does my height, as I feel myself growing. As my little people see me growing they figure something is up so they capture the men. I look at my little people and tell them to take the prisoners to the jailhouse. We will deal with them later. As I watch them men being dragged and hear their screams I laugh an evil laugh. And it scared me to know I had a sound of that form inside me. The laugh was so evil, and scary. If I had heard it from someone I would have started running and not stopped till I got home.

As all the Ladies started dinner I called all the men together for a town meeting. Now men the one man that was in charge of the other from the ship that came here is the same man that tried to rape and kill me. I do not know about the other men I never seen them before. So we need to get those men together and see where they stand with us. Thunder go get the men, all but the main one. And we can see how they feel about their leader. Once we have that knowledge then we can go from there.

As I wait for the men to return with the men to have a talk with them I think about my plans and the question I asked Wulfie. I need to try and find my lover before I can accept Wulfie’s answer. I’ll talk with Wulfie and explain to him, I know he will understand. I can’t go along with the thing I talked to him about till I know for sure if my lover is real. And if not then I can go along with the thing I told Wulfie, but not until I know the truth. But where do I begin? Who do I question? I’m kinda scared here; do I really want to know? Yes I do, I need to know. I need to know if he really exists, or if he is a figment of my imagination. No matter what I need to know.

Tell Igrowl to get Wulfie for me cause I need to talk to him. Igrowl said OK sure thing Goddess! As I waited for Wulfie to show up for our talk I try to decide how I am going to start this off. And figured the best way is just say it. As I saw Wulfie heading my way I knew it was time. Taking a deep breath I look at Wulfie and say: We need to talk! He says OK yes I think we do too! Look Wulfie I think I told you before about my lover that comes to me in my sleep! Wulfie says yes you have Goddess! OK Wulfie I really need to know if he is real. And if I can find him if he is. Remember the thing we talked about before I went home to visit my parents? He looks at me and nods. OK well I need to know if my lover exists before I can go on with that. Do you understand? Yes Goddess I do understand and I will help you all I can to find out if he does exist. Thank you Wulfie I appreciate that very much.

But how are we going to find out? How will we know? Do we get all the little people and talk to them; do you think it might be one of them? I do not know how to even start this search. Let’s call a Town Meeting first thing in the morning and see what everyone things about it. Then we go from there, then we can talk to the men with that bad man and see what their plans are. OK Wulfie we will do it that way. Sounds good to me.

I knew Wulfie would help me, and all the men would. But I still wonder if it might be someone in our little group. It scares me in away and excites me in another way. I hope it is one of my little guy’s cause then I can happy knowing I can love him and have a great life together. But if it isn’t, who can it be and from where?

As all these things pop up in my head. I wonder Who it really could be, the thought that them could be someone we do not know and also someone who can be very dangerous to us. As I wait to for Wulfie to gather all the little men and women in our community, to believe that they might know whom this man might be. I do know that all my little people, hear things among themselves. I wonder if my people would tell me if they knew. I believe they would because they know what I can do to them.

Watching all my people gather together in a circle in the center of town. Holding my breath, I look Taking all my people and finally I speak. OK my little ones I have something to ask you all, I'm not sure if you all know that I have a secret lover that visit me in my sleep. Seeing a surprise look on everyones face I realize that only a few knew of this.

Taking a deep breath I look at my people, and say: I know there is a man on this Island that comes to me in my dreams, and may mad passionate love to me. What I need to know is this man one of my little men folk or if he is a stranger to us. Now please my little people, do not be scared to tell me the truth. I will protect all of you and you know this. Looking at all the faces before me, I see that neither face that I look upon, knows anything.

All I have to say is: if any of you can think of whom it might be please feel free to come to me day or night. I will listen to every one with out question. This man controls my happiness, I believe he exists and I need to find him. Please if any of you all know about this man please come forward and tell me so I can get on with my life.

As we all gather together for dinner there is silence among to all, as we eat conversation picks up. We all make light talk and try to be cheerful and dinner comes to a end. While the ladies cleanup and do the dishes, I joined the men in light conversation. Wulfie, Thunder, Igrowl, BlakDragon and TinyMan will you all joined me in a meeting I need to talk to you all. OK men I need everyone's help in finding I head man. Please, even if it is one of you I need to know. As I look at you four, I'm begging you please come forward if it is you. As I look at all for faces I see that it is not one of them, so that means though it is either another one of my men folk, or if he is a stranger. OK men since neither one of you stepped forward, then I know it isn't one of you four. But I do need your help in finding out who it might be. To four men look at me and nod their heads.

As I say my good-nights to all, I head for my house on the hill. As I undress for bed, I slide under my blanket a close my eyes. As my mind drifts off to dream land, I think of the things I've told my people. But knowing if anyone can find my lover it would be them. As a smile crosses my face I opened my eyes and I see my lover waving to me, wanting me to come too him. As I set up in my bed I motion for my lover to join me. I look him in the eyes and say: you come to me and reveal yourself for it is over now and forever. I mean what I say I can't continue like this. I need a life and a man to stand beside me As thick or thin.

I'm awakened out of a deep sleep by voices in my bedroom. As I AM looking a round at the commotion I realize that most of my people are in my room. I look for Wulfie and say: what is going on here, Wulfie? Well don't just stand there, someone talk. Lady stepped forward, cleared her throat and says: goddess I know who your lover is, but I'm not sure you want to know. Looking at Lady like she lost her mind, I repeated didn't I tell all of you I wanted to know whom this man is?' yes Madame you did says Lady: but are you really sure that you want to know?'

Of course I want to know, if I didn't I never would have said I did. Now Lady the you want to talk in private or what everyone a round? As I looked at Lady face, I see she want to speak in private. OK people I want you all to leave accept Lady. As I watch them all walk out of my room, I look at Lady and realize she is scared to death. Lady come sit beside me,, as I hug her I whispered to her everything will be OK. There is nothing to be afraid of! You had me to protect you in the know I will with my life. I'll never let anything happen to you or any of my little ones. Watching Lady taking deep breath she said your lover goddess is Wulfie! I've seen him on your hill side on that night your lover has met with you. I know what night's you're lover has come to you, because of all the happiness I see in your eyes the next morning. Lady, let's keep this between the two of us. There is no need for the rest to know that we know.

I talked to Wulfie before I left for my hometown, it was on a personal level. I asked Wulfie if he would be the father of my child that I want to have. He said I needed to return home to put a finish on what happened that night so long ago. Once I did that he would give me my answer. But when I returned I told him I needed to find out who my lover was. He agreed with me on this matter. So I have come to the conclusion that I do not need to know to my lover is. I will begin a life with Wulfie to last a lifetime.

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