so i chatted with my brother today and he is going to get me tickets to see the def poets at the apollo theater on Friday, December 5th. I am very happy about that because, for one, it would have put a slight dent in my finances, and two I may be able to get more than one ticket now and still sit in the front. Very exciting....



Looking forward to seeing you
to being with you...
you.
and me.
were once
one.

I'm looking foward to your smile
and to those hugs
that you know friends can't give
and
once
we lay in bed together
and hugged all night
like
that's what I miss.

And I'm looking forward to hearing your voice
deep
and uncertain.
wondering why we are meeting as friends
when we were living like lovers
and you made me feel...

so good
sometimes
and at one time
you wanted to take me away from him
and you could have
but shoulda coulda wouldas
wont
change what is.

But I can't wait to see you
with your broad shoulders
and football build
and your the only big guy I ever liked
and
well,
Maybe we can...


like old times

Talk like old times
and then from there
move on to all that is new