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I remember when "Stop da press" could be a diss...That was years ago. Anyway, stop the press because today I am in a New (York) state of mind. I'm feeling really good. I am awfully tired though. You would never think that I get hours of rest every night. My body is just breaking down and I have yet to figure out just why.
Anyway, on Friday night, my sister, my housemate Net, and I, went to see the Matrix Revolution. I'm not a music credit, but I give that movie a solid C. It just wasn't that great. About an hour worth of a waste of my time. However, we paid $5.oo and that to me, is a good deal. Then, on Saturday, we went to Boston. We met up with my cousins Carmel, Andrew, A.J., Jeremy, and Bernie. Along wit them, Curtis, Bernie's boyfriend, Lovey and Astrid (two of my homies from Massachusetts. Actually, Astrid is repping for DC now).
It was sooooooooooo cold. That was kinda disappointing because it forced us to have to find indoors things to do. I love Boston though, but I realized that I only love it by night. I find that it is such a romantic place to be. But yesterday was certainly not about romance. One day, when it will be though.
And oh my Goodness, Birthday shoutouts for November. Holding it down fo real. Emem, Melanie, Carmel, Uncle Ebs, Jade'(Nneka's newborn girl), Nneka's mom, Carmel, MJ,Simone, and these are only the ones between November 1st and November 10th.
So on Monday, I spent time with E boog for her birthday, yesterday, I spent time with Carmel for her birthday in Boston, and tonight, it's Simone's bday party. My body is tired, but I'm gonna make it..Don't know how long I will stay, but I'll be there. Thinking, maybe I should get there early.
And today, I'm just feeling good. It is so time for me to move on. I mean, I just don't understand what was going on with me. But I feel like getting my mind off helped. And I definitely think I am past due a trip to the gym. For now, i'm working on Grad essays and my body. Pre-occupied, I won't have time to think on things that are over.
And Judy called my last when I was in Boston (love ya gurl...I know you're reading this). And MJ was at drill, getting drunk and playing poker for 5o cents a game. Lol...with her fiancee. Awwwwwwwww, I'm happy for her. I wish her the best of luck with that. She is sooooooooo happy. That is a beautiful thing. And even though I am personally scared, not necessarily for her, I just pray that it works. I mean, I was having this conversation with someone the other day. Marriages end so quickly and it's because of independence. I mean, if a dude hits me, I'm gone. There is no question about that. However, in the past, it was not necessarily like that. And as sad as that was, people worked things out. But I am way too proud to try to work something like that out.What's worse is that there are so few men around for the taking, and if we aren't willing to make it work, then can we truly guarantee that we will have a chance to find someone else? I mean, it takes sooooooooooo long to develop a true and meaningful relationship. Do I want to go through that over and over and over again, when I could possibly work some indifference out in the relationship that I am currently in? I'm not in a relationship, so I cant answer that right now. But if this weblog lasts long enough to capture my life as it is right now, I hope that I can answer that truthfully.
Rhian Benson, Say How I feel, is playing right now and I'm thinking to myself, hmmmmmmmmm..time and time again, I have gone without saying how I feel. Perhaps I should write out that phrase, enlarge it, and live by it....holla back...