SUPER GIRL:

    The more I think about it at times, that's how I feel. As if I am some kind of Super Girl, trying to save this world from itself, fixing my friends' problems so that they'll be happy. Cause I want so much for those I care about to be that. To be happy.
    But I can't fix it, and my friends are always going to have problems that I can't find cures for, and there'll be times when they're unhappy and I won't be able to change that either.
    And that's so damn disappointing, cause though I know it's impossible for me to do that, I keep thinking as if "man, if I was better I could do it. I could do that." But no matter how good I am or become, I won't. I don't know whom I disappoint more sometimes. Myself, or maybe even them, but I realize that it's just myself that I will.
    I know, I really do. But I can't seem to change it. I mean, I KNOW I can't fix it all and make everything all better. I can't slap on a band-aid, kiss it better, and the hurt's gone. But I feel as if I HAVE to, I SHOULD be able to.
    In my mind it all breaks down to, I'm not enough. Not good enough, not smart enough, not strong enough, not capable enough of doing it. Just not enough.
    This is what annoys me. I know that I can't. I KNOW it; it's so damn deep inside that I know I can't. But I guess it's just, I still have that hope that I am worthy of it, you know?
    That I'm worthy of that position, cause then they'll have a reason to turn to me. I think it all comes down to the fact that I need to be needed, I have to, and if I can do this, be Super Girl, I will be.