>Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort<

Heero sat alone in the dark room holding a gun. He felt he had had it.

'I am nothing and my life is nothing . I've never done anything right. All I know is destruction.'

>Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding<

'I have hurt so many people. I've destroyed so many lives.'

He studied the gun and ran his fingers along the barrel. Then, he traced his fingers along the handle and touched the trigger.

>Would it be wrong, would it be right,
if I took my life tonight?
Chances are that I might<

'Would it make much difference? I act as if I'm dead anyway. I feel no emotion at all- except for intense, violent anger.'

'I felt love with Duo. I felt love for the first time in my life with him. But it was a lie. Love is a lie.'

>Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothings alright, Nothings fine<

'I'm walking through a blind, emotionless life- a worthless life.'

''What about my friends? Humph. I don't have any. The other pilots don't give a damn about me. Heh... I think they're a little afraid of me. Who wouldn't be?'

Heero sighed. ' I guess I was wrong for never showing any real affection to Duo. I hurt him- just like countless others.' He smirked. ' I seem to get a thrill from hurting others.'

>Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin,
Downward spiral, where do I begin?<

'I feel like I'm racing down a dark tunnel. There's a light at the end. I never get any closer. In fact, it seems that I get farther. I think the light I'm trying to reach is Duo. I won't ever reach that light now. Never... I've screwed up.'

>It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
and no love for another<

'I never said "I love you" I don't know how. Then how would he know my feelings? He never knew that I cared. I do. I really do. But...'

>Searching to find a love on a higher level,
Finding nothing but questions and devils<

'But I didn't show it- not the way he wanted anyway. He wanted to be loved emotionally, not physically. I don't how to do anything emotionally.'

'He hates me.'

>Nothing's alright
Nothing's fine<

'I hate me.'

Heero looked up. 'I hear someone coming. The doorknob is turning.' He smiled and placed the cold metal to his head.

Duo stepped into the room and looked around. Once his eyes adjusted to the darkness, he saw Heero.

"Heero, we need to-"

He saw the barrel of the gun pressed to Heero's temple. He gasped in shock as he realized what his love was about to do.

"Heero! Please Don't!"

He ran toward him with tears in his eyes.

"Too late, Duo."

Heero pulled the trigger.