This week has been hell why is everyone coming up to me and my boyfriend and starting shit? i didnt do nething or say nething to piss ppl off!!! i dont talk to ppl at school no more cause i know that they will hear it wrong or make shit up!!! You see this is why i hate school!!! i really hate ppl except the ppl im friends with!!! well i have to go cause i have to get ready for school!!!! Nether day in hell!!!

I love you, chris!!!

Chris
I LOVE YOU CHRIS FOREVER AND EVER, NO MATTER WHT HAPPENS!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh Crap
well i have had a great day yesterday but i cant tell u cause its personal!!! HEHEHE!! well neways i am so tired and i really need to get something to claim me down but the thing is that i cant get the person here to calim me down cause hes grounded!!! his family doesnt like me, nobody does no more!! thats sad!!! well neways i will go now cause i want to cry right now!!!

Oh My!!!
Well i have had a very hard two weeks!! well lets see me and chris almost broke up!! well i really dont want to talk about that!!! well neways i had a lot of fun yesterday (i think) i really really vamped out and i tryed to bite chris soo many times!! i really dont remember wht else happened!!! oh than my friend calls and shes crying because her mom wont let her go out with a half mexican and half white boy!! i mean god i hate mexicans but that one kid she likes is soo nice!! oh well!!! But i had a really really fun time yesterday!!!

oh and i really miss you, Chris!! even though i saw u yesterday!!! i really didnt mean wht happened yesterday!! i really need ur help plz email me back and tell me wht happened!!! PLZ?

I nEeD fUn!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh lets see i havnt had really fun in soo long!!! oh lets see the last fun thing that i remember was last April 24th, i went to my friends last concert cause he got kicked out of the band!! haha!! oops i shouldnt be laughing but it was worth it cause i knew that band Aedes wasnt going to make it!!! You see i liked the singer or the one who got kicked out so much but i was immuture about things and thats why me and him never got along!! so i moved on on liking the drummer of Aedes!!! Eric(drummer) was soo sweet about things and on that last concert i told him that i was moving to las vegas he got sad cause i only came to see him preform and the music!!! i went to all of his concerts!! Damn i miss doing that!! Oh i also went to those concerts to check out some hott guys cause there were plenty!! but neways, on April 24th, i went to that last concert at Oasis 160 in Chicago Heights!! Damn that place was awsome!! when i got there Eric came up to me and he gave me a big ass hug, and when i turn around Rob (singer) looked really jealous!! lol!! Every1 told me that he liked me and i didnt believe every1 cause he told me that he hated me and blah blah blah!! than when it was time 4 Aedes to perform i went up to the stage and i was watching Rob and i noticed that he was watching me that whole time cause he came down from the stage and he was still screaming into that mic, and he came up to me and started to sing Hate Crime!!! Than Eric yells "TERRI" while he drumming and he throws his drum sticks at me and i didnt hear him!! i went back to my seat cause i was tired after slam dancing and they played 1 more song and than they got there stuff packed but i helped cause they wanted help!! when that finshed i went to talk with my friend Kristen, cause she was a senior and she only had a few months left!!! than i went to go see Eric and he was outside smoking and by his car!! well, than i went back inside and than i went in and he gave me those drum sticks and said here is ur going away present!!! ill miss u!! than he gave me his address and # and email adress!! that was kewl!! well then he asked me if i wanted to hang around with him and i told him i couldnt!!! well u see i had alot of fun back in IL and in las vegas i am soo bored!! i cant do that shit no more!!! well i really need to do something really really really really fun!!!Dont u think?

Love or crush?
Y does everyone think that i am not in love with my boyfriend, chris? every1 thinks that its just a High School crush? Ive never felt my heart beat soo fast when im around him? i dont y its just i think im inlove with, Chris!! i dont care wht ppl think nemore about my realtionship with chris!!

I lOvE yOu, ChRiS!!!!!!!!