ok....I'm 32 been married for 11 years have spouse and kids, am stay at home mom.... and have reverted back up to the weight I was when I got married....135, I am 5'4" and was at my best 118... I am trying to hard to be strong and do this, but is so stinkin hard with family around... not that I want them to leave, don't take me wrong... as soon as school starts again, it will be easier...My daughter (8) is a bit on the pudgy side and I want to set a good example, by her seeing me exercise and such, so she won't have to find the way I have chosen.... I don't know... I'm just tired of being FAT!!! ugh! I can't stand it!!!! I also have fibromyalgia, and for those of you who know what that is... it makes the ana life MUCH harder. well...it's midnight or so here.... so I must go exercise my butt off then go to bed... we have 25 people coming to my house this weekend.... so being a perfectionist, must clean the house... again... good night all....:)