some days
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: rants and/or randomness
some days i wish that life had been a little better to me when i was younger but then i realise that maybe had i not been through hell and back that i would not have ever become this strong and maybe id be dead. man bracardi tastes so good

yet another week cont.
Mood:  caffeinated
Topic: rants and/or randomness
to top it all off this past week (well eversince my b-day) these weeks have just felt really strange almost like that feeling of the deep breath before the plunge the final battle approaches

yet another week
Mood:  caffeinated
Topic: rants and/or randomness
has hell frozen over or is it overflowing? why else are we still alive and here on this plane of existance? what purpose is there in working awefull hours for an even worse paycheck? i fsome one out there knows please please tell me we are stuck in this reality that feels non existant

booooooo
Mood:  mischievious
Topic: rants and/or randomness
cant get this programme to work properly and getting frusterated lol

me me me
Mood:  caffeinated
Topic: rants and/or randomness

happy birthday to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

all my day

im not shareing this day its mine i have survived another year muwhahahahahahahaha 

ok forever ago
Mood:  chillin'

okokok its been foreversince last post but oh well hey amanda and i got married on aug. 25 and now are expecting and i really hope its a girl lol well im in at www.imvu.com/Guest_s3v3r3d if any one wants to drop by

spike 

Mood:  chillin'
hey i know i know we dont update often lol oh well
i just posted a poem on poetry.com here is the link
http://www.poetry.com/Publications/display.asp?ID=W8015293&BN=999&PN=1
later

good news
Mood:  happy
Topic: rants and/or randomness
hey we are so estatic we are now engaged she said yes!!!!!!
been so happy, and we havent been online.
it was on october 31 (happy holloween right) it more than makes up for the fact that we got fired oh well on to the next job.

Late October In A Cemetery
Mood:  down
Topic: poetry
I call to you,
To you I speak.
These words I cry,
Make me feel weak.

Cold earth below,
Specked sky above.
I want to feel,
That someone’s love.
I’m laying here,
Feel so empty.
So out of touch
With real’ty.

There’s salvation,
In darkest hour.
Like coldest winter,
Brings forth the flower.
I heard a voice,
That spoke to me.
Though was so soft,
Louder than the sea.

My sacrifice,
Let it burn here.
To light the way,
When all looks drear.
Make it burn bright,
Lest I forget.
And loose my way,
This world of wet.

Daddy I ask you to come,
Sit beside.
Sorry I lied.
Come inside,
Kill my pride.
What I hide,
I’ve denied,
What is true that it is you.

© 2006 spike

pinned by fates death grip
Mood:  down
Topic: poetry
Abandoned,
Here I lie.
Crashing down,
Off my high.
Forsaken,
Here I cry.
I’m pleading,
Let me die.


Contorted,
Lifelessness.
Bleeding in
Brokenness.
Confronted,
Thoughtlessness.
Feeding my,
Hopelessness.


Pinned by fate,
Death grips me.
Let me pass,
Is my plea.
Tossed about,
In this sea.
Give me peace
Let me be.

© 2006 spike