Ok here are my thoughts on as many subjects as I can think of.
Drugs and Alcohol:
They are useless. What is it they do besides cause misery in your life? Not to mention those who care for you. You act like an ass, or a bastard, so you're not yourself. I've never seen pot or beer bring anyone long term happiness. Have you? Besides, why get drunk and high when you can save that money for a hooker.
Cigarettes and Cigars:
All I can say is What The Fuck. If your gonna ruin your health and die of cancer, or give a friend asthma, smoke pot. At least you get a buzz. I mean what is it? You smoke a cigarette and you get all these harmful side effect, but for WHAT? NOTHING AT ALL...
Hazing:
Ok if you are on a sports team, I don't believe beating the hell outta and or humiliating someone will make them work harder. In our school they do aisling right after games, which ends up causing injuries, hum yeah no wonder our teams suck ass. Hazing is obviously a smoke screen, to hide the fact you are just "legally" beating the hell out of someone and the people doing it have no balls and would not last 2 seconds in a real fight. So they get friends to help, and they give it a fancy name, and a reason for doing it. And everyone just looks the other way.
YEAH I KNOW ALL MEN ARE PIGS, YES WE ARE OPPRESSIVE, YES WE ARE WAAYYY BETTER OFF THAN WOMAN....AND YES I WISH I TOO WAS A WOMAN SO I TOO COULD BE IMMUNE TO THE HUNDREDS OF MALE BASHING SESSIONS TAKING PLACE AROUND AMERICA EVERY MINUTE OF EVERY DAY, OF EVERY YEAR, FROM NOW UNTIL ETERNITY OR UNTIL CLONES ARE PERFECTED AND MALES ARE NO LONGER NEEDED. YEAH THAT'S MY FUCKING DREAM!
Loves a crash test, no matter how fun and exciting it is, it always ends with a brick wall. I said that
Alcohol is a way for aspiring blondes to be just that for a night.
Nothing's more annoying than a girl who thinks she's the shit because she gets any guy she wants. I got NEWS girls, if you spread your legs you'll get SOMEONE every night...it's not that big of an accomplishment. But hey, I just deny them. It pisses them off 'cause they never hear no. Then they always have the nerve to complain about never meeting the right guy, always wanting that perfect guy, boo hoo cry me a river bitches:'(, you act like a ho, you get treated like one. It's so pathetic in a sick way...
I am not a PERSON! Here is why...
Everyone I have truly deeply loved and said so, with the exception of my brothers, who can be asses, but will still always be there for me, has done something rather horrible to me. All the things I went through as a child from my mom. All the blood, tears and sleepless nights I suffered. All the times I screamed at her I loved her, to stop doing whatever she had decided to do to me in her drunken state, never mattered. The way I idolized my father. The way I loved him more than anyone in my family. He was always there for me, until he left our family. Left me and Mitch to deal with all this unfinished bullshit. Then cut ties with us, and never really tried again. Like we weren't his problem anymore. The way that the only two people I will go so far as saying I did love in a romantic way used me, cheated on me, lied to me, stabbed me in the back, deceived me and made me feel like I was nothing. These are all things I think about all the time. I would never have done anything remotely close to any of that...yet it has all been done to me. And why? Because people are weak? Because people are inconsiderate? Because people suck? Well I am not any of those things. It really makes me feel like, if PEOPLE would do these things to me, then I surely am not a PERSON...
I never buy into the hype about shit. There's nothing I hate more than people telling me how to wear my clothes, like there is a correct way. Eat shit. I can wear my "skull cap" at any GOD DAMN angle from North I WANT...and I guess I cannot wear a poofy blue jacket without being a gangsta either? People need to fuck the hell off and maybe focus on something more productive than critiquing my style, like perhaps working off that "inner tube" of fat on your fucking waist...yeah, if you spent the same amount of time in the gym as you do being a fucking bitch, maybe you'd be as desirable as you think you are... Oh, while I'm on the subject, I didn't know big box rimmed glasses were a sign I like Emo Music...but hey, rest assured, I don't like your shitty music, I'm simply wearing all your shitty clothes so you ask me, "DUDE DO YOU LIKE JIMMY EAT WORLD?" in an over excited manner, to which I can laugh in your fucking face and say "No, they suck DICK!" and simply walk off. Yes, my day is then done!
I HATE people. I watch them all the time. It's like a bunch of pathetic morons, always searching for a thing they haven't seen or even conceptualized yet. But they know they want something, something more. What is it that we all want? Happiness. Please. Define that one for me. No, people are all running from something, trying to fill a void they cannot understand. But they never stop running to contemplate just what it is that they need. No one is truly happy, because it is so simple to take the quick fix and move on, like a disease. Life is a disease. We suffer it and die, going back to a more stable element, like carbon. Does anyone think about this? We all want to be happy, "like in the movies". But a movie is never the entire life of a person. It's a snap shot. No one lives happily ever after, we just go over these cycles again and again until we ultimately die. And what is death? A happy ending in "the movies" is "they live happily ever after", so is it possible that we aspire for a "happy ending", but all we will ultimately receive is an unfulfilled taste in our mouth as we realize we are about to die? And if we're all slated to die, who's to say we lived at all...those who follow us may remember, but those before surely didn't, and only a select few while we lived knew of us as we were, and if they die too, who's to say we lived at all? No, it's all this crap that keeps bugging me and people don't think about what they want. They just kind of move around looking for something they'll never find...GOD I HATE PEOPLE!#(*!&#
