Mr. Two Faced
Whenever Mr. Two Faced enters a room he will change. No one can see his somber bad side. To every one he seems polite, and not too deranged. The heart knows what the body can hide.
Hit the lights and start the show, Mr. Two Faced has arrived. He speaks deliberate and slow, to deceive is where his power is derived.
The paper thin mask is wearing thin, the inner self is breaking through. The lack of attention has angered him. Make a scene to get sympathy that's what you do.
Mr. Two Faced I see you all, Mr. Two Faced why can't you just show the whole. I will be there when you fall, because I know you and I am no fool.
Lone Descent
Rise for Air
Almost Connected
I feel the pain you feel, if only you knew. I know you, and want to help. You cry, and so do I. I want to tell you all about me. Then maybe what I see you can see.
I feel you, I feel close to you. I want to be closer to you.
I feel your happiness, that lifts me up. I wish you felt the way I do about you. You make me smile and I make you laugh. I want you to know all about me. I wish I knew a little more about you.
Selective Sight
You only see me as something you can use.
You only see me if I make a scene.
You only see me if I get you confused.
You only see me as an object.
Can you even see me?
I am here.
You will see my rage.
You will see my pain.
You will see me.
You only see me as material.
You only see me if I am angry.
You only see me if I am mean.
You only see me as weak.
I Blame Me
I am too dull. I am too boring. I have nothing to offer. I never know what to do. I am always very awkward. I cannot love. I cannot comfort. I can only hurt feelings.
I do not blame you for not liking me. If I were you I would hate me too.
I am useless. I am nothing to anyone. I have no where to go. I never speak up. I am too kind sometimes. I cannot win. I cannot change. I can only exist with no one.
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