One cold winter day I stumbled across
a random phone number. When I returned to my
household I called the number and talked to a
young lady. We fell in love instantly. One boy
told us we looked like brother and sister. Then one
terrible night I had gotten into a fight with my
friend. When I got home I received a sad phone
call from the girl. That night my
heart was torn to peices. You don't realize how
much you love someone until love
seems like it's gone.
She stopped talking to me and after awhile I just decided to move far away.
I got a place to live in a small little country town.
One morning I decided to
walk to the library. I heard an inner voice say unto
me "Do not get entangled with a woman." I
walked to the library and just when I had gotten there she was
and she hollard "hey!"
I turned around and she asked me for a
cigarette. I said "I have one ghetto cigarette" she
giggled and said "no, thank you". I looked at her
straight in the eyes Then she
started making a love noise and I turned around
and went in the library. I went outside
but she was gone. Later I believe she spoke to me in
my heart and said
"we are meant together". I went to a
missionary yard sale in front of my house before
I got there I said to myself "Today I'm going to see my
girlfriend." Shortly after I had walked there there she
was. I gave the lady of the ministry there a cup of cold
water. The girl was making more love
noises. I did'nt know what
to say to her. My heart had been severely broken. When I looked at her face
she was looking away. Before she left I told
her to have a nice day. After she left I believe I heard her
within my heart say "You graced me by your
presence, why did you ignore me?"
I went around town and asked some of my friends I
know if they knew her and one couple said they
did. I went
looking for her but she was gone. I believe She told me in
my heart that she would wait.
Memories
and dreams of her is all I have that keep me
happy. I'm glad that she has a place in my heart and I got to meet her.
Before I woke up one morning I heard a loving compassionate
voice say unto me "You cannot seperate true love".
I'm hoping the love between us is true
and that our love for one other will someday
manifest into reality or maybe a dream and or both.
All I can do is hope and pray
for the best and do the right thing.
I love ♥ you