Mood:  sad
Now Playing: Pete Yorn "Strange Condition"
Another headaches, another heart breaks...... W/ Myles... all of a sudden it came to a hault when the terrible 'F' word came up.... nooo... not THAT terrible f word... Friend... gah... sick minded little freak! lol jk but ya he said it was weird and he was hoping I'd break up w/ him.... so I'm just gonna tell him tomorrow "Fine Myles, if that's how u want it... u be the one to break up w/ me!" I dont know whether he'll break up w/ me or if he'll just sit there w/ a stupid look on his face.... Either one is sooooo Myles... Then of course there's Lex.... He's sweet but my mom doesnt like me to talk to him..... so I talk whenever I can but she gets all pissed.... well gonna go... mom's gonna read this... -sara

Mood:  accident prone
Now Playing: Pete Yorn "Strange Condition"
Dont ask me why I feel accident prone but I do.... ha! I guess it's cuz I nearly fell off the good ol trampoline but I dunno.... I am tryin to learn my back handspring.... but so far I can't even do a back bend... it's pathetic.... I dont intend on trying out for hs varsity..... but mom says I will... so I shall try to perfect it.... I havent talked to lindsey in a few days... i wonder whats goin on w/ her?.?. *shrugs* she get on when she can...well gonna go for now...-Sara

Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: the used "all that I've got"
Had a game @ Rossville.... of course we lost.... Joey was there, He told me he'd b there but I forgot bout it..... It was fun tho b/c after the game we ran around w/ our "monkey tails" in our skirts.... it was awesome... I actually asked somebody out but I think he forgot b/c he said he would "think about it".... I think it'll b a lot easier to get a bf now that I cheer but.... I dunno there's always that little voice that says "what about chris?" and I want it to shut the fuck up.... but it obviously doesnt listen.... that and I feel like I'm ugly compared w/ Pricilla and Kaleigh.... even tho I know I have a better body than both of them I guess it's the fact they're so confident that makes me feel alone and ugly.....That and they get ALL the guys but it makes them seem kinda slutty to me... I hope nobody I know reads this because I will feel terrible b/c I'm really good friends w/ both of them....

I'm supposed to go to the movies tomorrow /w Dakota.... what no one understands is that were going as "friends".... i kno... I hate the word but That's all we are is just best buds.... and nothing else.... I really do hate the word 'friend' tho b/c thats all I ever get when I ask someone out "oh.. we're too good of friends" I just think... "screw u I don wanna b ur friend! I got PLENTY.... I need a boyFRIEND!!" uggh!!! It makes me mad.... well I gotta talk to dakota.... cya
-sara

Mood:  loud
Now Playing: Taking Back Sunday "A Decade Under the Influence"
I feel like playing guitar and writing some stuff but my acoustic is REALLY badly out of tune.... I can't tune it right b/c the tuning keys are screwed.... and I can't change the keys b/c Papaw said "It's an antique guitar and it has a lot of sentimental value to your Nannie." I just wanna know why the hell he gave it to me if I can't even friggin play it! I mean when he said I could have it he brought it over and it had no strings! Now.... how am I supposed to play it if it has no strings????? But I'll have to get a new one... mayb I can take a trip to a few pawn shops and find a cheap one.... that way I can get a new cable and a case plus I want to get the cord to plug my phone into the computer..... The rest goes to the Seattle fund.... I've decided when I turn 16 I'll drive out there for the summer and get a job and rent an appartment..... Neelie wants to come but I doubt her mom will let her go.... I haven't told mine yet.... Soooo I dunno if she'll approve but... screw her! I'm gone!!! :) Well... since I cant play my acoustic... I guess I'll got thrash around with my bass :) I'm telling you... and everyone else.. I'm gonna be famous... nobody believes me but I will be famous!
-Sara

Mood:  flirty
Now Playing: Sum41 "In too deep"
I went to the football game with Kristi yesterday it was sooooooo0oO much fun! We didnt watch ANY of the game we just stood around and talked.... We had a whole little circle of Black :) Saw Chris there w/ his gf.... lol Neelie, Kristi and a whole bunch of other ppl started calling her "The house" it was halarious.... not for her of course but for everyone else :) Also I fell head over heels in love.... I LOVE SATAN! lol ok I know it sounds bad but it's not.... His name is Toby Seal and he is "Satan"... basically he's the leader of the goths.... He's also VERY HOTT! I was running around and every once in a while I'd say "Satan is hot." and so Neelie asked him if he would go out w/ me and he looked very interested..... But then he talked to Paul trying to find out about me and I think Paul was jealous that I was over him and he told Toby that I was 14 and that it was illegal for us to go out.... which is a lie b/c he's only 17 and the illegal age is 18.... so HA paul! So I asked for his phone # and he took my phone and entered his # in under violentj... which was weird b/c kristi saw this guy w/ the sn ViolentJay666..... anyway that's enough for today.... I LOVE SATAN!!!!!!!
-Sara

Mood:  sad
Now Playing: Sugar cult "She's the blade"
So Neelie found out that Bowling for Soup is playing @ fathom this weekend and she's going with her new goth friends.... I guess I shouldn't be sad because I know she's not totally alone but I kinda feel like I'm being replaced Her mom said "It wouldn't work out picking her up." and when Neelie mentioned the football game "No! she can't spend the night.... blah blah!" So I'm prolly going w/ Kristi.... I was sick today and I went to the doctor.... Got finigrin! ha! I'll be passed out in class tomorrow..... We have to go to 'Meet the losers' Tomorrow and get an intro.... I'm gonna do a rock on sign.... :) Well... gonna go... -Sara

Mood:  hungry
Now Playing: Motion City Soundtrack "A-ok"
Wow... I'm starving... Had cheerleading practice I finally got my camp t-shirt and schedule.. soon we'll get our uniforms... hope the company didnt screw it up this time b/c I'm ready to get my bag... I have to lug around my stuff all day so I need a bag to keep it in... well I'm about to starve so I'm gonna go.... -Sara

Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: Rise against "Swing life away"
Bored.... to death.... I woke up at ten so I got to sleep late... I didnt go to church b/c mom went to see dad today due to the fact she had what she needed to do.... however when I need to do something it duznt matter because we're going to see dad.... it's stupid and I'm sick of it! My mom's a jerk .... I'm used to it.... So I burned a cd and now I'm gonna go listen to it! CYA!
-Sara

Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Relient k "Be my escape"
I had to delete my other profile because some jerk got my email and wanted me to "watch her git wild on her web cam" unfortunately for her.... I'm not interested...... anyway, I went to a lock in at kelly's ferry church. We had our own version of the amazing race and we had to travel all over jasper... First my team had to eat a WHOLE pizza then I had to drink a raw egg in milk! nasty! My team came in 3rd... and if you ever get asked to play 'the airplane game' dont do it! They blind fold you then put you on a board and tell you your about to jump outta a plane and they act like they're raising up the board and then you jump... I screamed and Logan fell flat on his face.... we had to stay up until 8 am.... I was so worn out.... I still am... -sara