I'm in a living hell, makes me wonder if I'm alive. Can't seem to bring myself to figure out why. I shove and I pull away from the things that I call you every night, I can't seem to break you down but I know I'll come around... I feel your pins thru my eyes piercing me. Lie down in all this piss, you drink it from me every night. I live in a world of shit, been left here to die. Sometimes I realize my mind is meant to go away. Never have I seen your god, so why should I believe in faith? I feel your pins thru my eyes piercing me, all the time.